So I have always liked reading eroticas more than watching porn whenever I’m horny. Gives me a wider scope of imagination. And as I keep reading about the “pleasure in pain” concept, it intrigues me to try it.
Now, I started seeing a guy a few weeks back and he, although seemed quite subtle and simple, has an entire dynasty hidden in him. I am a nympho but very selective who I sleep with, hence, never had someone to breach the vanilla limits but this guy. After a few days of staying together and fucking each other everywhere in the house while we’re quarantined, he tells me that he’s into BDSM. Cause I’ve read about it a little, I have an idea about what it could be, but to what extreme, idk. This man starts explaining all his fantasies and the more he explains about various tools and tactics, the more confused about the relationship I get. And I guess he read it on my face then. And asked for me to trust him as we go on to try a minimal thing of similar sorts. He blindfolds me and lays me on my chest. Undresses me and I can’t see anything but just feel his palms on my back. I was shit scared but also wanted to give it a try. He starts licking and kissing my back, that seemed his only focus, kept licking and kissing. And that definitely was turning me on, even after being scared.
Then he suddenly gets up to bring something and I’m guessing on it being some tool to hurt me. My heart races like a jet, cuz it’s very difficult to stop him while we’re at it, he’s very aggressive that way. I then hear a matchstick light, and I’m sure he wasn’t gonna light a cigarette then. My complexities kept on increasing and I started cross questioning myself on the decision of dating him.
He also kept telling me that I can’t utter a word, which made me feel very helpless and kept spiking up my ego. And then suddenly, I feel something warm on my back, and then, to my realisation, he was pouring hot wax all over me. By the time I could understand and register it, my ego had shooted the stars. Talking of the physical pain, it did hurt a little, but I back then just wanted to understand, what about this gives him the pleasure?
Maybe it’s the helplessness that he leaves people with, or the passion he shows after someone has given into him.
And talking of the “pleasure in pain” I’m sure it’s a legitimate concept, cuz darlin’, you get all the attention you need during and after this scenario.
If there’s a man out here practicing BDSM, just wanna know, What exactly gives you the pleasure in practicing it ? Just curious !
Source: reddit.com/r/eroticliterature/comments/iguomn/vanilla_to_bdsm_in_5_secs