Update on the night where I finally confessed my feelings to her.
So things were happening between us, back and forth. Some of them were hot and some of then were just cold. I had come across a comment on my first post where someone explained about our relationship in detail and it said how she was more interested in my childness and innocence more than anything. Although I dismissed that thought out of mind, it was still in the back of my mind. And over few months I got this feeling where the more childish I behaved, the more responsive she was towards my feeling.
So over the few months, I behaved like an idiot. I started getting mad at for the silliest things, I would stop talking to her for a while, then she would come crawling to me asking me why I wasn’t talking to her. One day I just got mad at her for not putting ghee in my plate and putting in her daughter’s plate. Although I rarely care about these things I got extremely irritated with this. I started to not ask anything from her just for not putting ghee. She observed it and at night I was on my bed playing PUBG, she came in and asked me why are you still in your jeans change them. Don’t sleep in jeans it’s bad.. I did not respond and she was like why are you not talking to me and ignoring me. And she was wearing a nighty that night and sat on the bed asking questions, I chose not to reply to her. But then she started crawling towards me like a puppy on her fours. She wasnt wearing a bra and I could easily see her gorgeous and the best boobs in the world(fairly my assumption) bouncing and swaying all the while she was crawling towards me.. Even though it was only for a couple of seconds, that was the first time I got an entire view of her boobs. I could not control my urges but chose not act on it. She came towards and proceed to sit on my lap and swung her arms around me and again putting her boobs in full view of my eyes. I tried my best to ignore her but the smell that was coming from her body made it real hard for me to ignore it.. Even though it was a bit of sweat mixed with it.. It smelled like heaven. I don’t know if you guys feel the same but I love that smell in a woman. So while she was sitting in my lap, her smell, her body view and that old worn out nighty she was wearing which had rosen up from her legs now gave me an instant boner and she was sitting on and crushing it.. The feeling of your boner getting crushed is both painful and orgasmic in various levels. She kept kissing me on the cheeks and nibbling my ears asking me why was I ignoring her. I was like you won’t understand, she then got a bit angry and said why because I’m old I used to see kids like you everyday. I can perfectly understand what’s going on in your mind. Just in case you know I’m not old and then proceeded to give a very funny and seductive show of body saying how young she was and saying she could competions to the new heroines..
This shit made me laugh and horny.. At this moment I was like dude this is the woman on my dreams… She can make me laugh and horny at the same time. I just wanted to swing her by my side and just take her there. But then again.. Courage less guy like me should not be expecting to be bold.
Then that night was spent on how angry I was that she was not giving me any attention and that she’s all hooked up on to her kid and does not care about me.. She was like arrey but she’s a kid she needs attention but remember you’ll always be my favourite and then gave like thousand kisses on cheek.. She does this thing were she pretends to but but just nibbles on it and makes me go crazy by those nibbles.
She said look If I didn’t love you much why will I sleep with you in the same room,why am here right now with you.. You’re my true love baby.. Don’t worry I’m all yours. Again my dick which was coming down shot up…I needed a realase and I was wearing on top of she was sitting on my lap now and then,giving me a million reasons to keep my dick erect. All this while my dick was poking her sweet, mushy and soft ass and the only thing separting us was the worn out nighty she was wearing.. So I managed to escape from her grip to change into boxers and shot straight upto to bathroom.. And behold there I got the greatest material to material.. Her two days worn dirty panty which must have been soaked from her bodily fluids. I smelled it, tasted it, gagged on it and shot a load on it. While she was right next to me outside those walls waiting for me in my bed sleeping in the most seductive fucking way there and waiting for me to cuddle with her.. Imagine all these going on in your mind and you’re jerking off.. Ngl it was one of my best Mastrubation nights.. Like my dick hurt for an hour that night.. You know usually guys sometimes feel guilty after Mastrubating.. But that night I didn’t feel any emotion apart from horniness and happiness.. After I violated her sexy jockey purple panty and her smelling every cloth item of her that was left in the laundry and I came out. She must’ve known that I was Mastrubating, she was giggling but she didn’t say the reason why.
I made sure to just be in shorts and nothing else, as soon as I jumped onto the bed she just grabbed me and spooned onto me..
Although it was common thing for us, it was was first time she pushed my face almost onto her boobs. Like my face was smashed into her neck and boobs, the fragrance coming out of her neck and the softness of amazing boobs gave me very good night sleep with a boner that could be used as a rod to beat someone up.
Morning I got up, and I had a night fall and my underwear had gotten a bit sticky so I went into the bathroom to change it. And in case you guys forgot the latch of the bathroom door has still not been fixed.. We still are using jugaad techniques to keep it closed. Me in my morning sleepiness and just slammed the door and went in.. She was taking a dump.. She had finished it and was getting up pulling up her panties.. I caught a glimpse of her pussy or you could say my path to heaven. I was like fuck what did i just do.. Fuck I’m in trouble but it didn’t affect her a bit.. She pulled up her panty.. Her nighty had come down.. She came to and said good morning sleepy head and hugged me and have a peck on my cheek..
She then started brushing her teeth and said if you want to pee go on.. Don’t hold it.. It will create problems.. You’ll get kidney stones and stuff like that. For her me watching her naked or sharing the bathroom at the same time wasn’t a issue.. At that moment I realised that she wants me more than I thought.. Like she sees me more than just a kid. Thoughts were going on in my head.. I peed and even managed to change my underwear all the while she was brushing her teeth and my bathroom isn’t big like a ambanis house.. So that was my first time flashing my ass to her in a long time.. I left my underwear with sticky goo in it.. While I was leaving she said.. Baby take that white dress from the cupboard and keep it outside and then that red bra also.. Every word she said made me horny.. I had never had such boners before.. Like it was crazy.
She took a bath but by that time I was already asleep again dreaming of her.. But at that point I had become very confident that I was not gonna be an idiot like before and lose upon the opportunity of losing her.. I was now sure that she wanted me and she saw me as companion. I was imagining ways to get her and things I was gonna do to her when I finally get her.. All my years of pent up frustration was finally catching up. I even started getting dreams of us having sex..
So I have written this much only till now becuase some of you guys have been asking me. But I just haven’t written further apart from it.. So I’ll write by today.
And this time I don’t want any suggestions ?
Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/ido4pf/m_19_f32_it_was_definitely_not_my_imagination_and
I been reading your stuff and I feel like I’m just as invested ?