So this happened in 2011 as I was studying abroad in Malaysia. This story has backstory about me and back story to hookup. If you want to skip them follow ***.
*** Backstory about me ***
I am from a country which the relationship between girl and boys outside marriage was Taboo. It started to get a bit better since 15 years ago, boys and girls had relationship but was mostly hidden from families and of course authorities. Authorities had and still have the power to ask you to stop you and asks you question about who are you with and even detain you if you are not related or they would feel like to. Overall a shitty country.
But in all my years of dating different girls, I was once stopped by the police whom I got in no trouble because of my confidence and straight and decisive answers. I drink but I did not and have not smoked. Drinking was and still is illegal in my country. But that does not stop the guys and girls like me to drink. We had access to almost every brand of alcohol and even better the handmade ones. The handmade wine was awesome, much better than the ones I buy now (in Europe) from supermarkets. The handmade vodka was a bit different depending from whom to buy. Anyway, I had this dealer which had some of the best handmade vodkas and another dealer for famous alcohol brands. Normally we have bought the bottled alcohol for parties when girls were present and the cheap and handmade ones when there were only guys.
About my sexual relationships: None. Schools were and still are separated. During the school I had only one “Girlfriend” which we only talked on phone and met only twice and one time I wanted to make it sexual, I was denied.
When I entered the university, so many things changed as universities are mixed. I immediately found a girlfriend, we were hanging out all the time in uni. Twice a week we were out on date. Her parents were cool and as long as she was home not so late, everything was fine. My “sexual encounter” was only kissing which I did in a car in a dark alley. We normally kissed 4-5 minutes and any other sexual interactions would be rejected by her immediately. Actually there is a funny story which if this post gets enough attention, I might post.
I was and (hopefully) am a super clever student. I never failed a course in university and 86% of my credit by the end of third year (125 out of 144). I was 21, and the horniness was over the roof. I was actively looking for a sexual partner (did not matter to me if she was younger, older, married, divorced, had kids). But I had no luck in such a closed society. I was getting good at getting girls take their clothes off and rubbing my penis against their vagina to cum. But the fear of losing their virginity was so much for them that we had never had sex. I was frustrated but it was still better than masturbating in my eyes.
My looks: 185cm (6-6.1 foot) , at the time 72 kg (159 pound) . So I was tall and thin. But since I did some sports (not professionally) I had some muscles. I had and have a nice face. And based on what many girls (friends , girlfriends, strangers) said (either behind my back or in my face) I was handsomer than most guys. I mean I was in the top 20%. My dick (circumcised) was normal 15 cm (5.9 inch). The tip is always so dick (like mushroom) and it made sex so pleasurable for my future sexual partners. I have lots of body hair on chest, hands, and legs. But my genitals and armpits are always shaved.
I was polite, respected the women in a society which did not. I was not well off financially but was not poor also. We were a middle class in a poor country. However, when I look back, our living standards were much higher than those in west. I mean we lived in a house with yard with 500 square meters. We had air con. We had 2 cars. Good food. Good fruits…
So I finish the university at 22 with great score and I should either go to mandatory military service or continue my education to masters. Here I made a decision which shaped my life (hopefully for better). I left my country to study abroad in Malaysia (as it was the easiest choice).
I entered this new chapter of my life as a virgin, 22, who only had rubbed his dick on girls’ vagina. Soon enough I got involved in sub society of people from my home country. Some were nice, some were not. Some girls were really different from what I had encountered all my life. Soon enough I figured not all were here to study and some were just here for fun. I continued my academic path like before and finished the masters in 3 semesters and passing overall 48 credits, published two papers and got a grant for my PhD in the end. But the story I want to tell happened during this time, which I also had lots of fun.
I had some sexual partners during this time but none lasted as partner I could relate and talk to, mostly because I studied a lot, apart from having sex and soon they got bored of me. I however, became very good in pleasing women with my tongues and fingers. I normally gave them one clit orgasm in the middle of sex then finished off. One of my main powers was controlling my cum. I mean I could last as long as my body had physical endurance. It is like a switch with me. I can control when to cum. However my fucking techniques may not be great cause based on what girls told me, every time I want to cum I do this amazing pumping which is always too short. They always tell me the pump prior to the cumming is the best but unfortunately too short. Sometimes they get orgasm if I can hold it, sometimes it is one or two pump short.
*** Story background ***
So there is this girl from my home country, let us call her M. She started on year ahead of me but failed some courses and got fewer credits each semester, so she is now in my class. I am super good with this course since it is about optimization and mathematical modeling. She is on the other hand, failed this course once and on the verge of failing again. There is this project which has lots of score and it is due in by the end of the week. I have already done it and sent it to the professor and got full marks for it and extra mark for giving it so early. She then asks me if I can send her my excel files so she could learn from it.
I knew that she would just copy and paste it amateurishly and send it to the professor and get us both in trouble. I have a problem of saying no to people, instead I ghost them, tell some stupid excuses. In this case, I tell her okay, but I corrupted my excel file and sent to her so she can’t open it. It is evil I know but I can’t stand freeloaders. She complained that she can’t open it and since she was a bit dumb I played innocent and said it was probably her computer’s problem. However, I offered to teach her and tutor her so she could get a passing grade. She refused and asked me to send again, which I did the corrupted file like before. She was clearly annoyed and getting desperate. She was looking to get answer from elsewhere but she had no luck as she also wanted to have the best answer. Everyone else had a problem somewhere in their modeling. So she accepted that I tutor her tomorrow afternoon in Library (2 days before deadline).
About her looks: 155 cm (5.1) , 60 kg (138 pound) , 80 C breasts. Shaved pussy, dark hair, white skin but not pale. I was teaching her about what she should do, showing my excel formulas and explaining the details of modeling, but I could tell she did not understand and beside she looked sad. I stopped and asked if there was something wrong and why she cannot concentrate that suddenly she burst into tears. I was taken a back and everyone was started looking at us. I was a bit uncomfortable with everyone watching, I offered her to go outside and talk. She accepted and started talking. She was basically sad about her breakup with her boyfriend. Their arguments were about getting married. She then went us about how it is hard for her to do this course. How she wished she had my brain so she could achieve a lot more in life, … . I was feeling sorry for her, therefore I proposed to go get a drink together and continue this course tomorrow. She accepted. I should tell, in our campus, there was no bar, and no supermarket sold alcohol. So we hoped on my motorbike (which I only used on campus since I did not have license for it) and went to a supermarket outside campus to buy some beers and a can of cider and some other cans which I don’t remember exactly. All were cocktails, like margarita, pina colada. etc. So we get back to campus and I go to this secluded place and we start drinking. Soon enough we get tipsy, she starts to dance to a song she played on her phone. I don’t know if it is because I started drinking vodka at 17, or because my mind always want to be on top of things, but I never lose control when drunk. I mean I think before I speak, even if it means it is slower, do not do anything rash, and always try to be able to walk. While dancing she asked me to join her, but I did not dance and if I did I looked like an idiot, so I decided not to look like an idiot and refused. She was a bit sad but alcohol did its part for her not to care much. She made some sexy moves, showing her butt (in pants of course), bending so I could see her cleavage, but I did not think of it as an invitation. I noticed that she had a bit of problem with dancing, and could not control her balance at times. So when she wanted to grab another can, I reached her hand and stopped her. Told her maybe is it enough and we are already in a good place and mood. In my mind, I did not want to carry a passed out girl in a secluded place. Beside I had motorbike and not a car. So her getting super drunk was not ideal for me. However, this was perceived by her as a gentlemen move and pushed her (as she later explained). She came on to me suddenly and kissed me. A hot passionate kiss. I was lost in a moment but I did nothing and enjoyed it. I don’t know how long it lasted till I put my hand on her arms and pushed her gently a bit further. She looked at me, waiting as if she expected me to explain. I started talking and told her, she had too much to drink, she was getting over her boyfriend, she is stressed and I do not want to take advantage of her. But all she heard was me rejecting her. She got upset and started crying. The next half hour I was explaining that I did not reject her and I was respecting her (maybe too much in her eyes). She was calm and then said of course a guy like you, smart, tall ( she did not said handsome) would never do anything with a short girl like her. I understood that she was insecure about her body and height. She was by no means fat, she had curves which I really like in a women. Then I replied that it was not right, she is so sexy and any man would be lucky to be with her. She said, any man but not you (to this day I don’t know how girls twist words so elegantly). I said of course I would too, but I never thought you were interested in me until like 30 minutes ago, which you were drunk. You never showed any interest in me aside from asking me for the project answer. She got a bit quiet and said well, I had a boyfriend. But you are one of the popular ones among the girls specially R which has a crush on you (another story). I smiled happily, which was too obvious and she said, it seems that you have a crush on her too. I did, but never acted on it truthfully, I hate rejection and I go ahead when I am pretty sure I get yes. I wiped smile of my face and told him the popularity part made me smile not the girl and I was flattered. She then asked me what I think of her. Of course I could not say that she was annoying and dumb, so I focused on positives. I asked can I be a bit blunt and she said yes. I told her that she should have a great body and great boobs. She said should???? I said I saw you always with clothes therefore should. She had a devilish smile.
I was not attracted to her so I wanted to say something to put her off, so I told her that she has a beautiful smile. To my defense, at the time I thought it is not a sexy thing for women to hear which I then and later figured it basically opens lots of doors for you. She for the second time came forward suddenly and kissed me passionately. As I said, I have trouble saying no, and I was not attracted to her. But it was nice apart from hear alcohol breath which I think I also had. The thought of rejecting her in my mind was followed by a series of more crying and talks which I did not look forward to, so I let the motion take me where it want. She continued kissing which she was very good at. Soon I got horny and started touching her back, her hair. I moved my hands on her body, which she liked based on her moans. I slowly moved my hands on her butt. It was amazing, I grabbed it and she kissed me more vigorously. She started with one hand opening my belt then my pants. I knew what was about to come and was a bit scared. The truth is, I never came from blowjobs. I came from mouth fucking, but it was when I was in control but I never came from blowjobs from the previous 8 girls I was with. She grabbed my hard cock and put the head in her mouth, it felt good, she did surely better job that my previous blowjobs. She sort of tickled my cock with her tongue play which felt amazing. She however, could not put all my cock in her mouth, it is not a long cock by any standards, just normal (15cm). After about 5 min she asked me if I was close because she did not felt anything that I am close (apparently girls feel that). I explained how good she was but I normally ejaculate with sex or when I am in control of fucking. She smiled and said so it seems like we are going to have sex.
I and said “I don’t feel comfortable here on the grass”. She said “of course we should do it like humans on bed” she replied. I said “but we have to go to your place cause I live in dorm and can’t have you there” . “But we can’t do it in my house also, because my roommates know you and they know my ex-boyfriend. I don’t want to be labeled whore or complicate the situation.” She replied.
That was exactly what I wanted. But I also did not want to spend money on hotel just so I can fuck her (I know I was a cheap bastard, but I changed a lot). She then said, let’s go to a hotel. I said okay but we have to go to my dorm so I get my bank card, so I can draw cash from ATM. I made it look like that it takes long time (which it actually would have). She told me instantly not to worry, she has cash and it would be her treat. We rode to hotel on my motorbike. We got a room (which the hotel owner reluctantly gave us as he was Muslim and hated these kind if hookups).
*** hookup story ***
As soon we got into room, she kissed me and started undressing my bottom and instantly started sucking me. It was a surprise for me since I should always ask girls to suck me and she doing it without hesitation was a nice change of tone. She sucked me for a good 5 minutes, but I wanted to return the favor and use my techniques on her. However, I want us to shower first, so I feel comfortable eating her pussy. I tell her that I prefer to shower so I can eat her out and she accepts. Undressing women is a pleasure for me that I never get bored of. I ask her if I can undress her and she says yes. She was kind of still not confident about her body it seems. I open her pants and lead her to seat on the bed. Then slowly remove her pants making sure my fingers touch her thighs all the way down to her knees. I could tell she liked it because she got all these goosebumps. I remove the pants. Compliment on her legs. Kiss her thighs which were followed by a small moan. I move to her t-shirt, again, I make sure my fingers and hand touches her body when removing her t-shirt which again was followed by a moan. Her body was so sexy to me, and suddenly I was attracted to her, wanting to explore every inch of her body. She had an unmatching underwear. Pink panties with a ribbon on it and a dark blue bra. Her breasts were awesome, I leaned forward and kissed between her breasts. I continued my kiss toward her left boob which I could tell got her horny by the second. Kissed her above her nipple and slowly lowered the tip of the bra to reveal her perfect nipple. I kissed her nipple and followed it by small suck on it. I swear I saw her shake a bit like an orgasm, which was maybe a record in my book. I moved my hands behind her back and opened her bra and revealing those magnificent breasts. They were a bit asymmetrical but it was totally normal. I sucked a bit on both and kissed down to the belly button. I looked at her, my hands on her panties, asked for permission to remove them. She nodded and I slowly removed them with the same technique to touch her thighs with my fingers all the way. She again had goosebumps. Her pussy was a bit darker than her body but completely shaved. I reached to her pussy and kissed it above her clit. She moaned and tightened her legs around my head. I got up and asked her to get to bathroom to shower. She reluctantly sat up as she was having a good tease. I got undressed, took her hand and lead her to bathroom. We got under water, I was touching her breasts from behind, my cock hard the entire time, she was touching it, moving her hands slowly up and down, I was kissing her on her neck and shoulders, I moved one of my hands down to her pussy. It was so wet. I whispered in her ear “someone’s horny and want some cock” she moaned “yeah, but you cruel bastard only tease me”. Till that day, I never thought I had so much power and how teasing is such a powerful tool. I started rubbing his clit which got her hornier by the second until she suddenly turned back and started giving me blowjob. It was much better than before, clearly being turned on had a positive impact on her blowjob. She could almost put all my cock in her mouth, with a bit of help from me, going back and forth and control the flow, I could come. However, I wanted to fuck her and did not want to come now as I needed at least one and half hour before I could go again. So I stopped got her up, kissed her on her forehead (I do not like to kiss a girl immediately after my dick was in her mouth) and told her it’s time to fuck. She was excited, we got on bed, I asked her if there is anything I should know and if she have a kink or anything. She was confused as she did not know what kink was. She had only had sex with her boyfriend and the sex as I later found was stale. The only thing different for her was blowjobs, which she did not want the cum in her mouth. I explained fast what kind was, and told her for example I have a 3some fetish (which by that time I did not have) and I like to cum in a pussy and then my dick gets licked by the other girl (to this day never happened). So she told me that she does not like to suck after we had sex and she does not like me to cum in her mouth. So the normal sex it is. I start by kissing her, touching her body, grabbing her boobs, playing with her nipples. She started to moan slightly, I go and kiss her neck and ears and slowly rubbing her clit with my index finger. Her breaths gets faster and louder, I keep kissing her neck and ear, her moans gets louder and stops me and asks me why I do not fuck her. I say don’t rush, we will get there, and start licking her amazing nipples, I move down and suck hard on her clit. She screams lightly and said you are making me crazy, how you can do that. I could tell that no one (well her boyfriend) ever made her orgasm from clit. I lick her clit, make my tongue hard, play around and she gets louder and louder, I know what I do when it comes to please a women with her clit. I push one finger inside her and she moans louder, clearly liking it, she is so wet and relatively tight. I am eating her as her moans are getting louder, trying to push my second finger inside. My second finger is inside, she moans are now mixed with heavy breathing, I know she is close, I suck on her clit harder and putting it between my front teeth and tongue a little tongue play with sucking and she shakes, her pussy tightens pushing my finger out, letting out controlled scream, closes her thighs, some more shakes and then looking at me like I am superman or something. I could tell (and verified later by her) that it was the first time she had clit orgasm by a man with this magnitude. (What to say, our country sucks). It was my turn now, to fuck her beautiful pussy. I open her legs, put a pillow under her back, rub my cock on her pussy, try to push it in, but it’s like there is a door inside and it is closed. I try several times but I could see it was a bit uncomfortable for her. She acts confused and tell me maybe it is because of the intense orgasm. I, a bit disappointed that I do not have any lube, tell her not to worry. I put my legs on each side of her head and put my hard cock in front of her face, she immediately accepts my requests and start sucking. It was not as good as the previous ones, which might had something to do with her after orgasm mode. But she did the job with a help from me as I pushed my cock deep and she gagged. My cock was now wet and I again sat between her legs, opened them up and pushed my cock. This time, it was not only the wetness from her saliva on my cock, but her pussy was so wet. It did not need any invitation. The tip of my cock is so dick, like a mushroom. As soon as it went inside, she had to hold his breath for a moment. I started pumping in her wet pussy. The feeling was so nice, her pussy surely felt different from the other girls I have fucked (mostly south eastern Asian), it felt warmer, I was having a great time, with each pump watching her boobs bounce. I knew where G-spot is located; I leaned back and continue to fuck. It caused my dick to rub against the upper part of her inside pussy which is approximately where G-spot is located. She got suddenly loud, and I knew I hit the right spot, I pumped like 10 times and bang she shook again and pushed my dick out, before that I felt like I was about to cum which was a bit new to me cause I usually can control my cum. I was a bit afraid that her pussy will not let me enter again for several minutes but it was as wet as ever, I put one of her legs on my shoulder and pushed my cock inside her all the way, she screamed and now her eyes was filled with lust. She was talking and saying, “fuck me, fuck me like a little whore (which I did not like but later found it was her kink), rip my pussy apart, touch me like your little slut, and let me suck you now. This last sentence hit me like a bomb, it was my fantasy which did not happened yet, but since she told me before that she did not like it, I thought maybe she is just saying it as dirty talk, then she repeated that and moved back and got my cock out of her pussy and put it in her mouth. It was like a dream to me, she started licking my cock so well that I could not control it, she sucked it like 3 times and I emptied my entire load into her mouth. She had a small shake. My cum was running down her mouth into her neck, boobs and stomach. It was surreal for me and so sexy.
She got up, washed her mouth and came back to bed. We cuddled a bit. I asked her how my cum tasted, she said a bit sweet and sour but not disgusting like she had thought before. It was her first clit orgasm from a partner, first cum in mouth, first time eating cock after sex.
We slept, and tomorrow I did her project in a way that she could get a passing grade.
Meeting with M opened a new door for me and we hooked up some more times.
Sorry if it was too long.
Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/id6irw/had_sex_with_a_vulnerable_girl_mf