For quite a while I didn’t like to talk about anything sexual with my friends or partners. I would say people were hot, but I never wanted to go into detail with it. I learned later on that I was like that because I was too scared of the way people would take me by knowing my own thoughts, temptations, and turn ons. I thought mine were too out there, and that people would see me as too much of a freak for them. However, this story is one of the first times I began to come to the realization that I get off more when there are others in the room as well as a little of CNC (***disclaimer, he fully had consent. I was aware of everything and okay with everything, but once I discovered CNC, I learned this fell slightly into the CNC category). I get super turned on when I know others are in the room and they’re either sleeping or they are oblivious to what I’m doing. I still enjoy when people are in the room and know what’s going on, and I really get enjoyment out of others watching.
A couple of years back, I went on a cruise with my best friend. We were with her parents, and my friend and I had our own room. We made two stops on our cruise, and I wanted to make the best of everything. I had not been on a cruise before, and I wanted to experience everything I could. My best friend and I did everything together. On the cruise, we made a plan for everyday of what we would do. On our third day, we were at sea going to the next port. Our plan was to sit out at the pools all day and make friends. For the first two days of our cruise we stayed busy hopping from activities on ship, swimming, laying out, and going to the parties, that we didn’t really make many friends. We socialized to those around us, but we never ran into anyone again, nor met anyone that left us an impression to want to meet them again.
For our day, we grabbed sunscreen and a drink and sat by the main pool on the ship. There were two pools on our ship. One on the front end of the boat where many were to layout or swim, and the one in the middle with slides and a di. This pool was filled with more people our age. Me and her sat poolside and enjoyed the sun. It wasn’t long before two guys swam up right beside us.
“How are you girls doing today?” The shorter guy asked as he grabbed the side of the pool and put his arms up on the side of the pool by my legs. His other friend swam up besides my friend and said hi. (For the sake of this story we’ll say their names are Scott and Tyler). Scott was beside my friend (well call her Brittany for story purposes).
“Oh we’re great how are you guys?” I responded back. Brittany was good at making friends, but she was not good at conversations. This was something that made our friendship so well. I carried many conversations, and she was always my friend down for anything.
“We’re great. I’m surprised we haven’t ran into you two before today? Have you guys been hiding in your rooms or something?” Scott chuckled while looking me down from head to toe.
“Oh no you must’ve just missed us we’ve definitely been around” Brittany responded which is true. Me and her had been so busy while on the cruise, so I was unsure of how we didn’t see them either.
We continued talking for about a half hour, while Scott and I continuously would catch each other trying to sneak glances at one another, and Brittany was all but drooling over Tyler. It didn’t have to be spoken that we both had dibs on the guys we were looking at (another perk of being best friends. We both knew what each other was into). Tyler had a very nice tan on himself, was smaller in body size, and had short short hair. Scott on the other hand, was taller and more muscular compared to Tyler. Scott had scruffy hair, not too much, but enough to make you want to run your hand through it.
“Want to meet us later and hangout? Say about 9, the main deck?” Tyler said while looking directly at Brittany. Her cheeks flushed, and she answered, “Sure,” for the both is us. Scott had flashed a small smile at me, and I smiled back. I was excited to actually meet friends on the trip, but I didn’t realize how quickly of friends we would become. My friend and I left the pool to go back to our room, and we noticed how burnt we were. We had been in the sun all day and it was showing. We both showered as we got ready discussing what we thought we’d do.
“I would not be mad if Tyler tries to make out with me tonight,” Brittany said. I laughed, “you just met him and you’re already wanting to make out with him of course.”
“What? Like I didn’t see you eye fucking Scott while I talked to Tyler either” I blushed. I tried to be the innocent friend in our friend group, but I definitely was not. I played the role and failed. If a guy could swoon me and my attention over, he could have anything.
We went to the deck at 9, and nobody was there. We looked around the entire deck.
“Maybe they told us the wrong deck?” I suggested, so we ran up to the balcony to overlook the deck. As we were looking, my hopes sank a bit as our new friends were nowhere to be seen. As we thought to give up we heard, “hey girls!! Down here!” From the deck. We looked down and scott and Tyler appeared from the back of the deck. We went down there to meet up with them. Immediately, I smelled alcohol off of them. Brittany and I drank, so that wasn’t an issue for either of us.
“Sorry we were late, Scott’s dad ordered us some extra drinks at the bar before we left. But we have some in our room if you guys want to drink with us,” Tyler said. We both shrugged our shoulders and said let’s go! And the next thing I knew we were heading towards their room. I caught Scott licking his upper lip as he looked at me. I was wearing short black jean shorts, and a pink tank top with my hair in a high ponytail. You could see my boobs from my shirt, and my ass was hanging out from my shorts. Brittany was wearing a vneck with black shorts with her hair down. The guys were both wearing swimming trunks with muscle tanks.
Scott and Tyler’s room was a lot smaller than ours. They had a set of bunk beds on the left with a full size bed on the bottom, and a twin on top. There was a top twin bunk on the right with a dresser underneath. We all sat in the room playing music and taking shots. Brittany and I had sat on the top bunk above the desk while Scott sat on the bottom and Tyler sat across from us. We were all just making small talk and laughing, while subtle flirting hints were dropped at both of us. After awhile, Brittany and I felt pretty good, and we could tell the guys felt really good. Scott whispered something to Tyler and they both nodded and smiled at us. Scott immediately got up and put his hand on my leg that was hanging off the bunk. I didn’t pull away, but I looked at Brittany and smirked. As I was looking at Brittany, Tyler locked her eyes and motioned for her to come sit by him. She swapped bunks and Tyler whispered something to her that made he smile. She looked at me, moved her eyes to Scott and winked while shrugging her shoulders.
‘Did she just give me the okay to do whatever with her? Does she think I need her permission to do so?’ I rolled my eyes while I looked down at Scott. I didn’t need anyone to give me permission, I made my own decisions. My friends all thought I was the innocent friend, because I kept all of my sexual life at bay. As I was about to move down, Scott picked me up offf the bunk bed and sat me facing him on the lower bed. He started kissing me hard, and grabbing any inch of me he could. At first, I wanted to fight off him and tell him no, but I stopped myself. ‘Why are you not wanting too?You definitely want too’ I thought to myself. I was right. I wanted to kiss him but a part of me wanted to push him off. He could feel my body language and he sat back and said, “are you okay? I’m sorry I should have asked more clearly before hand.” “Oh no no! I just forgot they were above us. Don’t stop” I said back. I could hear Brittany and Tyler making out while she giggled above us. I had forgotten we weren’t the only ones in the room, and this turned me on. He pulled me back into him and he pushed his tongue farther into my throat. I could taste the vodka on his breath, and it took over my lungs. I was sitting up, and he pulled me to lay down where I had my back against the wall and he was facing me. I put my arms around him and continued to kiss him back, allowing myself to fall deeper into it. I got lost in our tongues brushing up against each other, our breath being in sync, to realize his hands went from reaching all over me to only reach my shorts. He was fighting with my jeans to unbuckle them. I could tell the amount of alcohol he consumed plus it being darker in his room wasn’t helping. He unbuttoned my shorts, and with a deep grunt he ripped my shorts off of me. I shivered and he stuck his large finger into my thong and into my pussy. I jumped once his finger went in and he smirked at me pulling me closer to him as he began to finger me. I wasn’t trying to fight him anymore, but I lost in my thoughts. ‘I wanted him to be all over me, but did I want it? Yes, I told him to keep going I definitely did’ I thought to myself; I wanted it badly.
Scott continued to get more handsy with me as he slowly fingered away at my pussy. I started kissing him harder and rolling into him, and he took that as the sign to go more. He used his free hand to pull my tank top down, exposing my breasts, and he began to suck on them. I let out a small moan and tossed my head back. “God damn you have perfect tits. Mhmm” Scott whispered in my ear. He began to kiss my neck, as he switched from flicking my nipples with his tongue. I had lost myself and was fully in the moment, when he locked eyes with me for a brief moment before sticking another finger into my pussy going deeper in. I let out a louder moan as he stared at my pussy as his fingers pounded away. You could hear my juices flowing onto his fingers and I began breathing harder and harder.
“You like that don’t you?” Scott said to me while looking my eyes with his. I nodded my head while biting my lip. “Tell me you like it,” he demanded. I tilt my head back as I let out a “Yess” as he started fingering my pussy harder. I could hear Brittany and Tyler still making out, and I wondered if they were listening to us. He tried to rub my clit but he was so forceful that it was not pleasuring me as much as his fingers were. We were kissing hard as he fingered away at me. I grabbed his shoulder as he went faster and faster into my pussy, and I let out a loud sigh of relief once my body finally jolted to his hand. I sat there with my eyes closed as I tried to get my breathing back to normal when I saw Scott glance up. I heard a small chuckle and I immediately remembered we were not alone in the room. The light turned on and my face flushed immediately. I knew they were in there the entire time, but as I got lost I forgot they were. I hope they enjoyed hearing our show, because I did.
“Well, it sounded and looks like you had fun!” Tyler exclaimed. Brittany peaked over the bed and giggled at me. I looked down and noticed that Scott was so rough with me that the top of my belly ring had fallen out. I put my tank top back on, pulled my shorts back on, fixed my mess of a hair situation, as Scott searching for my belly ring. We soon found it, and I gathered myself together, and they walked us back to our room. Once we got back to our room, I jumped in the shower and went to lay down. Brittany had not said a word to me once we got back to our room. She turned the light out once she showered and we laid in our own beds for a moment until she giggled.
“Well, that was something wasn’t it!” Brittany giggled. “I’m just glad he didn’t break you!”
I burst out laughing. “What a night dude,” I responded before I fell off to sleep. I laid there with my thoughts trying to place how I forgot they were in the room. I finally came to the realization that I didn’t forget they were in the room, but as I got lost in him fingering me, I would let out little moans so they’d heard me hoping to get a response.
The next morning we were leaving our cabin when a note was tied to our door with a hair tie in it. ‘You left this behind..I thought you may want it.’ Brittany and I read the note and burst out laughing.
Source: reddit.com/r/eroticliterature/comments/ic7xsu/letting_a_stranger_finger_me_on_a_cruise_mf