Two days ago I finally had sex. For background, I am a 24F Indian American living on the East coast, and lets just say Ive thought about sex pretty much daily since I was 13. I have severe body image issues. I am obese (5’7 250lbs) and pretty much have no confidence when it comes to myself. The first time I even kissed a guy was the guy I fucked two days ago!
Anyways, there have always been guys Ive had crushes on, and they all showed absolutely zero interest. To be fair I never revealed any feelings because, lets be honest I hate my body! So the past few months during you-know-what I realized Ive had enough. I want to be touched. Caressed. Desired. I really just wanted someone to fuck my brains out instead of my vibrator for once. Tinder and all the apps are usually useless for me, because while I am butt ugly, my type is a tall handsome well dressed Ivy league WASP (yes Im totally and completely shallow, and unrealistic). But I did my usual swiping and matched with a guy we’ll call Matt who was cute enough, had abs, and was in med school at an Ivy. My opening line for the past month has always been the same:
Me: ‘Hey so I just want to like hook up lol. I dont really care if youre attracted to me or not.’
Shockingly, he told me he thought I was attractive and beautiful. This was unchartered territory. A relatively cute half doctor thinking my fat ass is attractive?! So I jumped in and he said he was down to hook up and even offered to pay for a hotel room. Now I am a flawed feminist so I insisted on paying half. I was shocked because he wasnt being weird and asking for titty pics (God knows Ive sent my fair share of those only to be ghosted) so I said ‘screw it Im gonna fuck this stranger’.
We met in public at a Starbucks near the hotel, and once I realized he was normal and I wouldnt be human trafficked, we made it to the hotel room and did some small talk before he touched my upper thighs and said ‘Do you want to just do this?’ Fuck yeah I did! Matt was maybe one inch taller than me and built stocky, and very muscular with bright blue eyes and sandy brown hair. He said ‘You look so sexy and beautiful’. We started to makeout (First kiss ever!) before moving over to the bed.
I sat up in bed while he got on top and we continued to kiss. His hands were all over my boobs, my face, my stomach, and legs. It felt good to finally be touched. He tugged at my shirt and I lifted it off and threw it to the side as he continued to kiss and suck my neck and chest. He pulled me up so we were both kneeling facing each other and he expertly took off my leopard print bra (size 42H yeah I know huge titties) laid me back down and sucked on my boobs while I ran my hands down his back and over his arms. He unbuttoned my jeans and pulled them off and then kissed my inner thighs before finally pulling off my underwear. He dove facefirst into my pussy and licked and sucked until I came. It was lovely.
After I came I pulled him suck so that I could suck his cock. His cock was about 5 inches erect, but it was the first cock Ive ever seen so I made sure to try my hardest and pleasure him. I kissed the shaft and head thoroughly before taking his full length into my mouth and down my throat. He held my head in place and began to fuck my face it was so hot. He finally pulled me up and said he would cum soon, so he got a condom lined his cock up with my pussy entrance and then slid himself in. FInally!! The feeling of finally getting dick inside of you after fantasizing for years was amazing. He thrusted as hard as he could and it felt so fucking good. I loved hearing the sound of skin slapping against skin, and the amazing sensations in my pussy. When he came, he pulled me up and kissed me more. We fucked the rest of the night three more times and I can honestly say I truly enjoyed ‘losing’ my virginity. I definitely see us being fuck buddies in the future. I am thankful to Matt for giving me a chance and making me feel wanted and desired.
Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/htabvh/fm_finally_getting_fucked_at_24
First, congratulations on getting laid! Second, I’ve never seen you before, obvi, but as a 5’7 240lb woman myself, I just want to tell you, you’re beautiful. Fat does NOT equal ugly. You.Are.Beautiful. And so am I.
Very happy for you!! I am a male who loves big women. All of my relationships have been with big women. It’s not a fetish, I like curvy women of varying sizes. It just so happens that I gravitate more towards bigger women. I hope this is the first step into you loving yourself, feeling desired and feeling beautiful. Sorry to sound perverted, but H cups sound amazing and would love to see them.