[MF] I’ve been fantasizing about a guy I met before quarantine and it’s driving me crazy

Hi, I’m Andrea or Ann, whichever you prefer :)

I usually keep this stuff in my personal journal but my latest escapade might be exciting enough to post here! Please excuse some of the weirdness and incongruity that might appear, I’m essentially editing together multiple journal entries from different days into one big chunk!

I work in a downtown space that shares buildings with a bunch of other companies so there’s always lots of people around. So I know a few people, recognize a *bunch* of people, but am only familiar with a small group.

ANYWAYS. Who cares.

Just before the virus got really scary, I ran into a new guy at the building that I was *immediately* attracted to. Right away he was bantering back and forth with an easy confidence. Such a turn on. I razzed him about the tie he was wearing and he just immediately played it up and we laughed together. He asked me if I wanted to have lunch with him. Too bad, since I was already having lunch with my mom that day.

I also think that part of the problem is that I haven’t had a serious relationship for over a year and I haven’t had sex for 6 months, so I am crazy horny and this guy just pressed all the right buttons for me.

I remember on the way to lunch I was just replaying our dumb little conversation in my head and how easy it was to talk and joke with him and it just made me want him more. I got to the restaurant and started weighing the options of cancelling on my mom and just rushing back to the building but managed to stop myself because THAT WOULD BE CRAZY.

He wasn’t there when I got back and the rest of my day was full of work. I got home and went straight to my bedroom to masturbate. Mainly(!) because I live with two other girls and I absolutely, 100% know that they would hear the moans I make during orgasm so I had to basically jump onto my bed, tear off my clothes and cum as quickly as I could before they got home.

He wasn’t at the building for the next week—huge bummer. I was pretty much ready to have sex with him on his desk right then and there.

So now my after-work plans have become a routine of rushing home, stripping out of my work clothes and masturbating while I think about all the things I want this guy to do to me. This guy that I met once (!)

Then COVID happens, and we shut down. I am in Canada so we were pretty aggressive with work stoppage and I am assigned to work from home. Which sucks on a bunch of levels.

For one, I like getting dressed up and creating new outfits out of my impressive collection of clothes. For two, perhaps more importantly, my two roommates are *also* working from home so now we’re three girls working and living in a small space together and I am too shy to get myself off when they’re in the apartment!

Out of the blue I get a Linkedin message and it’s Will, this guy that I’ve been fantasizing about. I feel like my brain has been rewired, because… Well, I’ve been getting myself off thinking about this man, having only met him once, and then he messages me… and I didn’t even read the message and I was immediately horny.

We start messaging back and forth and he’s ALSO a good communicator over text so now I’m like… fully ready to find this guy and show up at his door without clothes on and immediately tell him to fuck me.

I told him that I was a crazy person who missed getting dressed up for work. He told me that I could still get dressed up and then send him a picture of my outfit. It’s hard not to read a message like that and immediately think “I should send him nudes, right now.” Without really thinking about it I told him that he had to do the same thing and we could pretend we’re seeing each other at the coffee bar in the mornings. Corny.

So now everything is even more frustrating. At 2 am I am lying in bed and can’t stop thinking about this man. The things I want him to do to me. The things I want to do to him. An embarrassing scene: I’m trying to touch myself quietly with my sleep shirt balled up and stuck in my mouth to muffle the noise. I just want to get fucked.

So now we are texting every day and sending each other photos of our outfits. I am literally getting up in the morning, getting dressed up, taking a photo, and then getting undressed and switching back to comfortable clothes, because I don’t want my roommates to know what lengths my horny self will go to. But he’s doing the same thing (I don’t know if he stays dressed like that all day, but in my head canon he immediately strips down completely naked after sending me my photo.)

After one day I sent back a bit of a risky message, “That is a sexy outfit ;)” and the thrill of taking it to the next level was enough to make me wet.

He responded back with, “you should see the one underneath it” which is pretty much a go-go-go for sexting!

So my horny self sat up scheming at night, and the next day I sent him a picture of me wearing just my skirt and bra, with the message: “FUCK! Running late and didn’t have time to get fully dressed!” which is VERY clever of me.

He texted back: “Good thing I’m not actually there, or I don’t think either of us would EVER get to work.”

This is the point of the months long quarantine where everyone decided that we should all be zooming each other for sanity sake. So of course he suggests that we should probably have a zoom meeting to discuss important business topics, which makes a lot of sense to me, and maybe we should have it later on at night?

So, we zoom. We start off quite friendly and the conversation is very easy and flowy, which is always nice. I am wearing a t-shirt and yoga pants, something that I stressed over what to wear (preferably nothing, optimally something that makes me not seem very horny and willing to do anything) and he makes a joke that he’s surprised I’m not wearing office attire.

I tell him I could change into my outfit if it’s going to be a problem. He says, “it’d be best if you could keep things professional, so I definitely think you should change.” We’re laughing about this and I tell him to hold on, I’ll grab a shirt from my closet, and he says (suddenly serious) to “just change in front of the camera.”

Now, I’m already horny because I’ve been masturbating with a shirt stuffed in my mouth at night, but him saying that really turned me on. I gave him an incredulous look with a “*really?”* expression, and he nodded.

So I told him, “if you insist” and stood up, stepped back until my face was out of frame and slowly began to take off my shirt. I’m not going to pretend I am an expert at stripping or anything, unfortunately, but… well, when this guy tells me what to do I can’t help but get really turned on and listen.

So, now he’s watching me and I’m just in a bra and my yoga pants. I tell him that I should go grab something from my closet.

He tells me, “take your pants off first.”

I’m blushing as I write this, so I can only IMAGINE how flustered I was at the actual time. I know exactly where this is leading and the fact that I might get myself off in front of him is so exciting that my whole body just wants him right now. Every part of him.

I get my pants off, sort of turn to the side so he can check out my butt, and he says over the zoom that he “wishes he was there so he could fuck me.”

Thankfully I’m wearing airpods because if my roommates heard that I am sure I would instantly die of embarrassment. Which is 100% a contradiction because I am shy, and yet I am also in my underwear in front of this guy that I have MET ONCE IN REAL LIFE and I want him to fuck me.

I move my laptop to my bed and lay down on my stomach with the computer in front of me. At this point I’m whispering since I don’t want my roommates to hear, but I tell him to show me how much he wants me.

He then stands up, takes off his shirt and pulls down his pants. Which is also, just, oh my god bonus points. A guy wearing no pants but still a shirt is such a weird look.

He slides his underwear down and I see his cock, which is *definitely* hard. I have never done anything like this on zoom before (obviously I would send nudes and stuff but this is beyond that) and I really don’t understand how anyone CAN do it. Seeing this guy naked in front of me on my computer, without me being able to do anything about it is such a fucking tease.

He tells me to take off my bra. It’s kind of hard to take it off while I’m laying down on my stomach, but I think I manage to do it not super clumsily.

He tells me how badly he wants me. How badly he wants to make me cum for him. How much he’s wanted to fuck me since the first day we met. I ask him what he’d do to me, and he starts describing it. He tells me to pinch my nipples as he explains. I’m so wet and so horny now. He’s describing all the things he’s going to do to me.

I tell him that I want to cum so badly and he tells me to start rubbing myself. So I reach down and start rubbing my clit and stick my butt up a bit in the air as if he was fucking me from behind. He asks me if it feels good and I moan to him. I ask him what he wants to see, and he says that he wants to see my face as I cum and hear my moans. I’m watching him jerk off on the camera in his chair now and THAT’S hot.

I don’t know why but the idea of this man wanting to watch my expression as I cum just gets me there all that much quicker, I want to be fucked so badly by him and this is absolute torture, but it feels SO good too. Knowing that he’s getting off to me and I’m getting off to him.

I tell him I’m close and he says, “I want you to cum for me. I want you to think about my cock sliding in and out of you from behind, hammering into you as I reach around and play with your clit. Think about me grabbing you and holding you down as I fuck your brains out.” (as close as I can remember, retained for posterity’s sake)

I tell him I’m cumming and I watch *him* cum, which just makes me orgasm instantly. It feels so good. I’m in my dark bedroom with the only light coming from my laptop getting myself off to this guy as he jerks off to me. I want to fuck him. I want to fuck him so badly.

We finish up and get dressed and make conversation for another hour, which was very nice. He made me laugh WAY too much and my roommates probably think I’m crazy.

The next day I sent him a nude and he sent me a full body nude back, which was *nice* (dick pics only are not usually appealing!) We continued to flirt back and forth.

We are still having our very business-oriented zoom meetings a few times a week and chatting everyday, but he had to move back across Canada for his parents, which is SUPER sweet, but also… I WANT TO HAVE SEX WITH THIS MAN.

Okay. I’m reading through this stitched together journal monstrosity and calling it postable. I am also realizing that I am still super horny over this guy and it’s really building up that he’s across the country and I can’t get to him. Seriously.

Sorry that this was super long and not as steamy as most posts here! I absolutely need to try and take more detailed notes about things in my journal instead of just general events / feelings.

Thank you for reading.

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/ht5zcj/mf_ive_been_fantasizing_about_a_guy_i_met_before