First of all I want to thank everybody for all the comments and messages about my post yesterday. Secondly, I want to apologize. I really intended to answer them all but I became overwhelmed. There were so many. I read them all but it just took too long to answer. I am sorry.
I really appreciate all the kind words of encouragement. They inspire me to try to do more. There were some great suggestions, some of which I will try. I was really surprised by the number of people who said they masturbated while reading about my experience (mostly guys but a couple of girls too). To be honest, it felt kind of weird knowing so many people were doing that well thinking of me but, as one girl told me, the best compliment is a hard cock. So, thank you for the compliments.
A number of people said I had to push myself to get out of my comfort zone and really explore all the mixed feelings I am having. One girl, who has gone through similar things, told me she sets little goals and then only masturbates when she has achieved them. An orgasm can be a motivating reward. That’s what I did today.
My goal was to be nude in the backyard, for at least a few minutes. I didn’t masturbate when I got up, like usual, and waited until after lunch before attempting my goal. Someone suggested skinny-dipping as a first step, to get in the pool with my bathing suit on but take it off while in the pool. I didn’t think that really counted as being nude in the backyard but it would be a good first step.
I was aroused and excited as I slipped into my one piece bathing suit and then walked into the backyard. Just to be sure I looked around to be confident nobody was looking and then slipped into the swimming pool. With the water up to my neck I pulled the shoulder straps down and wiggled out of my bathing suit. Even though nobody was around I felt so daring and exposed and crazy horny. I couldn’t resist playing with my nipples and pussy under the water. I promised myself not to come, not until I was nude outside of the pool. “Just do it,” I urged myself.
Slowly walking to a shallower part of the pool until my breasts were out of the water, my heart started to beat hard in my chest. The sun was warm on my bare breasts and my nipples began to ache. Having second thoughts I went back to the deeper water I was afraid I couldn’t do it. I got mad at myself and thought about putting my bathing suit back on and trying again tomorrow.
I remembered somebody said I had to force myself to overcome my nervousness. I really wanted to get out of the pool and feel the sun on my naked body and, even more than that, I really really needed to masturbate. I had my bathing suit in my hand trying to decide what to do. I could either put on my bathing suit and go back in the house and deny myself an orgasm because I failed to meet my goal or I could get out of the water naked. I kept hearing the words in my head, “force yourself.“ I figured there was only one way to do it. I scrunched my wet bathing suit into a ball and turned and threw it toward the back of the yard. “Uh-oh,“ I thought, “no way out now.“
I was trembling with fear and excitement, taking deep breaths, knowing at least I was going to have an orgasm. Swimming toward the ladder I slowly began to pull myself out of the pool. “Here we go,“ I said to myself and stood naked by the edge of the pool. Facing the sun I felt the warmth on my naked body. I felt so free, so exposed and so unbelievably horny. My pussy tingled and clenched with tiny mini orgasms as I slowly walked to a lawn chair and sat down and spread my legs.
My pussy glistened and opened, begging for attention. Facing the gate I was both scared and hopeful that somebody would look in. Every nerve ending in my body seemed alive and I could barely sit still with the rhythmic tingles in my pussy. Finally, I couldn’t take anymore and scurried back toward the house, my fingers already groping my pussy.
I turned the kitchen chair around to face the open door and sat down and slipped a finger deep into my pussy. With a long, low moan I began to come instantly. Squeezing and pinching my breasts and nipples with one hand I fingered myself with the other, rocking my hips in time with each thrust of my hand.
My orgasm seemed to start deep inside and radiate outward through my pussy and the rest of my body until, finally, I laid back, my arms dangling at the side, my legs wide open facing the open door to the backyard. A cool breeze through the open door cooled my hot skin as I slowly caught my breath.
Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/hftlv8/muslim_f_20_meter_man_thanks_apologies_nude_in
Girl you’re brave!??
Wow….the transformation is the really sexy part.
Call the meter man please. Just imagine how it would feel…
I remember your story from before, and now this one is such an awesome update! You’re a brave girl, even better for being religious and naughty! (Is that offensive? I’m sorry if it is.) I hope you continue to explore yourself! Risky public stuff is such an amazing turn on ;)
*smiles* It’s amazing to see an update so soon. Sometimes the best way to reclaim power over a fear is to desensitize yourself to it little by little – I used to be terrified of spiders, but I’ve been slowly pushing myself to if not tolerate, to least not run away. ?
You’ve made amazing progress, and made my cock hard through to orgasms now. Hope you enjoy the naughty thoughts as much as I enjoy your stories! ?
wish I could have been there to peek in on you.
? ? I’m glad that you got inspired and let yourself go, be free feel free its good and yeah I read your story in the morning and now the update, got hard just as I remember what I read in the morning
That’s so hot! And you’re a good writer too! Thanks for sharing!
Your stories are so hot! Made me rock hard!
Great follow up story, keep being brave
Thanks for the update! Sounds like you are getting braver. Keep pushing yourself and keep us updated! Is that you in your profile pic? Very beautiful ❤
Yaaas queen. That’s so amazing. Please keep it up! A whole world of experience is out there for you just waiting to be taken.
Congratulations for being so brave! I’m glad you got to enjoy the feeling of the sun on your skin, good thinking on throwing the bathing suit away to commit yourself.
Don’t worry too much about not answering all the comments, it’s easy to get overwhelmed especially for such great posts with so many comments
Its amazingly brave that you’re putting yourself out there! I’m looking forward to more incredibly well-written updates. Cheers to my new favourite Reddit girl! Looking forward to reading (and maybe seeing?) more of you soon ✌?
You have taken some big steps on your journey to true freedom. Learning to shed the expectations of others and of ourselves is difficult but well worth the reward. Keep going!
Good for you. I’m glad that you’re finding ways to open yourself up sexually.
Thanks… It feels rude not to mention or reply to somebody’s comment… But there are just so many
I hate spiders!
you are also a very good writer… and communicate well what is happening inside you and around you. well done!
Good for you
cool update from your previous post…you’re really starting to make our imaginations run wild lol…nice to see you’re slowly embracing your “naughty” side eh ?
If you left your bathing suit in the yard you’ll have to go for another round!
Damn, constantly checking your profile paid off. Btw u should post in r/repressedgonewild
I have to masturbate now, I understand you all too well!!!!
Also, do you want to masturbate together with me on video call? You made my cock too hard
Wow! Absolutely amazing! Hearing you being so brave is incredibly exciting and arousing! I cant wait to hear about what you do next!
Swimming naked is such a wonderful experience, as is feeling the sun on your body. Hopefully we will get to hear more about you pleasuring yourself outside soon ;)
I really liked this and made me think you are actually telling the truth. So many stories here are the same with slightly different scenarios. i was waiting for you to say the meter man came back and his massive cock make you cum like never before. If had gone that way, then yeah, same old, same old. Nice to read something real. I like your experimental steps. I know you are overcoming years your habits, training, traditions and teaching by doing this. Who know, one day you may end up being naked under your hijab or even more, a shorter dress and start bending over to look at things in stores. If you do, please let me know where you shop. South-Central Asian women so extremely attractive and I have no doubt you are also.
Thank you for your kind words… It is a journey to overcome all the things I was brought up with. I have been in Canada for two years and my thinking about a lot of things has really changed. It is funny what you mention No underwear. Somebody else suggested that too and I was actually thinking about doing that this weekend when I go grocery shopping. Nobody but me should really be able to tell but, even so, it feels like a daring thing to do. ?
Great stories. I think if you posted more stories or even a photo, you would get nothing but positive support and encouragement. I truly believe everyone here would do nothing but send good vibes.