In college, I (F) let my all-male friend [Group] use me as a fucktoy

When I first came to college my Freshman year, I had just broken up with a long-term boyfriend, knew nobody on campus aside from my roommate, and was pretty desperate for friends. I tried to join a few clubs, but they all seemed to have established cliques already that I was too shy to break into. Finally I joined anime club, and despite only being familiar with attack on titan and a few ghibli films, everyone there was pretty welcoming. I became friends with four guys there and started hanging out with them outside of club meetings. Aside from being generally a bit awkward and inexperienced with talking to girls, they were all really nice and seemed genuinely interested in being my friend.

One of the guys, let’s call him Jake, had a solo dorm with no roommate, so we would all usually hang out there after classes and watch movies, anime, or play video games together. One night we had all been watching a movie and drinking, mostly just chatting over the movie, when one of them admitted he was still a virgin. This led them all to start talking about how none of them had had sex before, and then all of us talking about what we had done. I of course had lost my virginity already to my high school boyfriend and admitted that, after which it had gotten a bit quiet. Afterwards, one of the guys admitted he hadn’t even touched a girl’s boob before, which for some reason really surprised me. It must have been the alcohol, but I offered right then and there to let him touch my boobs. Everyone looked at me a bit stunned, and then he asked if I was joking. I said no, reached under my shirt, undid my bra, and told him to go ahead. He tentatively looked around, then scooted over to me and started playing with my breasts through my shirt. All of the other guys were a bit shocked, and just watched silently as he played with my tits. I told him he could go under my shirt if he wanted, feeling brave, and he took me up on it, scooting me in front of him so he could watch the movie while he leaned me back against his chest and fondled my boobs. After a few minutes, I could tell my other friends were getting jealous so I told them they could touch them too if they wanted. I was suspicious they also hadn’t touched a girl’s boobs before, and they seemed plenty eager. We spent the rest of the night watching movies while they each took turns playing with my tits.

Every other night we ended up doing something like this, getting together to watch a movie while we drank, and then once we were all tipsy enough I would sit in the middle and they would explore my body with their hands. I’d say I’m pretty average looking and a little on the chubby side, but they seemed to think I was irresistible. Eventually it got to the point where I would take my clothes off for them while they did it, and soon enough most nights they’d have me in just my panties while they groped my chest, butt, and thighs and occasionally rubbed my pussy. It made me feel really good, and wanted, so I let them keep doing it and I could tell they really appreciated it. Outside of these nights, our friendships remained the same.

One night I was hanging out with just Jake in his dorm, and we had been smoking and playing super smash bros. We were both pretty baked and he kept losing to me because he would stop playing to knead my breasts through my shirt. I bet him that he couldn’t beat me, and he agreed, on the condition that if he won I would blow him, and if I won he’d buy me Taco Bell. He upped his game 200% and absolutely kicked my ass. I asked him if he was serious about the blowjob, which made him shy and he said I didn’t have to. I could tell he was disappointed because he thought I wouldn’t and honestly I didn’t want to let him down, so I got off the bed and onto my knees at the base of it and told him to pull his pants down.

He got really excited, fumbled to undo his jeans, and let out a pretty average looking dick, which I was grateful for as I’d never sucked any big cocks. I looked up at him and started working away at his cock, taking it as deep as I could and making sure to make it sloppy and wet which my ex had liked. In under a minute he was moaning really hard and bucking his hips into my face as he exploded in my mouth. I sucked on it a little bit more, than sucked on his balls for a bit as his erection went down. He spent the rest of the night cuddling me and thanking me again and again, which I thought was cute.

The next time I hung out with the whole group, everyone was a bit awkward and quiet, and after we got drunk no one was touching me aside from Jake. I was a bit unnerved as I was used to the attention from everyone, so I asked them what was up. Apparently Jake had told them I sucked him off and they were assuming now that I was his girlfriend and thus off limits. I told them that I wasn’t Jake’s girlfriend, and they were still allowed to touch me, which made Jake pull away and look a bit upset. I asked them if they were jealous, to which they said yes, as they felt I had given Jake special treatment. So, not wanting to make my friends feel excluded, I told them I’d give them blowjobs too if they wanted. The room got really quiet again, until one of them (let’s call him Darren) said he’d take one. I went over to the chair where he was sitting, got on my knees in front of him, and pulled his shorts down enough to let his dick out. He wasn’t hard yet, so I took his cock and started jerking it, then once it thickened a little took him in my mouth. I went a lot slower with him than I had with Jake, slowly bobbing my head up and down and sucking, as he sat back and said “holy shit guys” and started laughing. I giggled as best I could with a dick in my mouth, then went back to sucking. In a few moments, I could tell he was going to cum, so I cupped his balls in my hand and gently squeezed them as he started cumming in my mouth. I swallowed, then pulled away and asked the other guys if they were ready for their turns. They almost pushed each other out of the way to go next, and by he end of the night I had swallowed all of their loads and had quite a sore jaw.

Every night we hung out after that I’d basically act like a whore for them as we watched tv or played video games, doing whatever they wanted for them. I gave a lot of handjobs and blowjobs, and loved the attention. I finally let them fuck me after a few weeks, and took all of their virginities in turn. I would never fuck more than one of them at once, so they would all take turns with me while they hung out. I was on birth control for hormonal reasons so I told them they could finish wherever they wanted. Most of the time they would just cum inside of me or in my mouth. Eventually, they started to get jealous over me and possessive, which ended up causing the friend group to splinter and we all stopped hanging out together in our sophomore year.

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/hb1jfs/in_college_i_f_let_my_allmale_friend_group_use_me