[FFM] I (40f) cheated on my husband during my 40th birthday weekend in Vegas

I got married when I was very young (21) and almost immediately got pregnant and started a family. I spent my 20s and early 30s raising our kids and woke up one day and I was almost 40. My husband is laser focused on his job and is a good person but not really emotionally or physically available anymore and hasn’t been for some time. This isn’t trying to excuse what I did, but I think people should know the context and the loneliness I felt.

For my 40th birthday in October, my friends and sister took me for a girls weekend in Las Vegas. We got a suite and went to shows and clubs and drank too much. When we were at the pool, a few younger guys were flirting with us. We were joking around, teasing that we must remind them of their mothers, but it was flattering. One of them gave me his number and I took it to be polite. He was way too young for me though.

That night, we did dinner and drinks, and a club, and more drinks, and that turned into a bitch fest about my boring sex life. I admitted that I was on a 5 year dry spell. one of my friends told me I should text the boy from earlier. And I think something just snapped and I went for it. He was too young to get into the club, which should’ve been a red flag, so we met him in the suite, me and my friend. I asked her to come so that I wouldn’t be tempted to do anything. Big mistake. She was a total instigator and told him it was my birthday and he should give me a birthday lap dance. One thing led to another and pretty soon he was naked. Then I was naked. And she was naked.

I’d never been with a woman before or been curious, but she said started kissing him, and then pulled me in to kiss him, and then she kissed me. It all felt like I was someone else. His body was muscular and strong and mostly hairless. He kissed roughly and without technique but that was part of the animalistic appeal. She was soft and confident and used her tongue in ways that made my head spin. When he finally slid inside me I felt like a teenager again, my heart was racing and I was so aroused and desperate for him that I grabbed his ass with both hands and pulled him inside me. She kissed me and rubbed my clit while he fucked me. He only had one speed but it was raw and intense and honest. Between the two of them I came relatively quickly. But he kept going. At one point, I switched to doggy style and my friend laid down in front of me and spread her legs. It was so alien to me but I feasted on her pussy like I had been doing it for years. I felt the boy playing with my asshole, which is normally off limits, but not for the woman I was last night. He slid a wet finger inside and applied pressure internally against his cock. I felt myself cumming again and released another wave of orgasm and profanity. He still hadnt finished but my friend said it was her turn, she got up and pushed him back so she could ride him. I watched them, gasping for breath and feeling tender between my legs and ass. Something came over me and i straddled his face and began to ride his tongue. I kissed my friend and rubbed her clit while she bucked her hips against him. After a few minutes she came and told him he should finish inside me. I got off his face and took her place on top of him. I leaned forward and kissed him, tasting my juices on his tongue. I whispered in his ear that I wanted him to cum inside me. He groaned and grabbed my ass cheeks on his hands as we kissed and I felt his whole body tense and then release as he filled me with his sperm. We all collapsed breathing heavy and smelling the sweat and sex. My friend broke the tension by saying happy birthday. The boy asked how old I was and I told him. “Shit that’s older than my mom” he said. I died laughing. I asked how old he was. He was 19. I was in disbelief.

I sat up and looked at our nude bodies and the fluid stains on the sheets. My friend asked what I was thinking. I said I was thinking how nice the hot tub would feel. We all got in and she and I put on a show for him. Making out, rubbing each other, eventually I sat on the edge and she went down on me. After a bit, I flipped over and she licked me from behind, from my clit to my asshole. I felt like I was the person I had always fantasized about. After a few minutes my my friend said “are you hard again, kid?” And I thought there’s no way, but he was!

We had sex for hours. When he needed to recover she and I occupied each other. We paired off at different points, watched each other, played with each other. And finally collapsed in bed. We woke up a mess of bodies, and room a group shower before one last time together.

It’s been several months now and I realize I’m desperately unhappy with the life I have. My kids are grown and my husband is doing his own thing. I think when things go back to normal I’m going to tell him we should separate. And I’m going to see about texting that boy again!

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/h9on44/ffm_i_40f_cheated_on_my_husband_during_my_40th