Why I Choose to Cuck

I’m a woman who has been happily married for thirty years, which, I admit with some satisfaction, is no easy feat. There are many reasons for my marital happiness, including mutual trust, respect, love and appreciation. But I want to focus on an important, but perhaps more visceral and base reason. 

About fourteen years ago, I began practicing non-monogamy. That’s been a sexual game-changer in a lot of ways but especially so in these last two years when I really embraced the Hot Wife/Cuckold lifestyle. For my husband and I this means I have the freedom to sexually experience another man: To make out with him, to take his hard cock in my hands and mouth; to enjoy feeling his hot tongue in my mouth, on my nipples, on my pussy making me squirm with desire; and to spread my legs and take him any way I desire.

However, my husband must remain faithful to me and only me as I have no desire to deal with the jealousy and/or uncertainty of my husband having intimate relations with some other woman. My husband desires to see me with other men, I do not share those same feelings 

I know some might take exception to this but it wasn’t some flip decision on my part. In fact, when he and I were first discussing it, I suggested that he should, if he wanted, also explore extra-marital relations. But my husband reminded me that when it came to sex, the thrill for him isn’t about him fucking some other woman but is about witnessing how excited and how sexual I become when I’m regularly getting fucked by another man and that sex should be about what I wanted. It changes me, I glow, I’m happy, I’m a better person.

After thinking about it, I decided to keep my husband “thrilled” and make the decision based solely on my desires. I fully accept that this isn’t “fair” or “equal” in any way. But we agreed that sex is my realm, the area of our marriage where I get to make rules that first and foremost satisfy my needs. And those admittedly selfish needs are that I and only I get to experience the thrill of extra-marital sex.

And experience it I most certainly do! I love fucking. I absolutely love the feeling, as the man I’ve chosen as a lover first slides his dick inside of me, filling me in a way that only a cock can. No toy can compare to this intimate feeling. Knowing that this hard cock that’s filling me, that I’m gratefully sliding my wet pussy on is not my husband’s. Well, it’s such an amazing experience, really the ultimate in guilty pleasures.

Although being a “Hot Wife” doesn’t totally dominate my life, everything I do related to sex is supercharged because of this. I go to the local Wax Center for a Brazilian Wax and I do it for one reason – to make my pussy accessible and slick, not for Hubby but specifically for my lover. How hot is that? Nothing looks hotter or more delicious than a freshly waxed labia.

When I get a mani-pedi I imagine my manicured hand wrapped around my lover’s cock or my pedicured feet in the air while he pounds the pussy I had waxed just for him. How many married women can say the same? And I go to Victoria’s Secret or Soma to buy something sexy for the man who’s fucking me, not my husband. That puts a little extra “oh-la-la” in my shopping! I love the thrill of wearing brand new panties for my lover. Sometimes, I will even let them keep them as a reward for pleasuring me.

The last time I made a lingerie purchase I refused to let my husband see me in it because I bought them to wear for my lover; having Hubby see me in them before-hand felt too intrusive. It all makes things hotter, more sexually charged. And I get to do all that AND have the security of knowing that my husband stays faithful even celibate for me. That’s what Cuckolding is all about!

About Hubby’s celibacy, for nearly the past two years I’ve had about five lovers and when I’m with a lover, I prefer that he be the only man who puts his dick in me. In other words, Hubby gets “cut off” from intercourse because another man becomes my primary sex partner, the only man who gets to have marital relations with me. The reason I do it is simple although not something most women would admit: I prefer fucking a lover to fucking my husband.

Hubby’s handsome, smart, funny, and a wonderful lover. But we’ve been together more than thirty years. Sex with him is great but it just doesn’t carry the thrill I get from a deep dicking from a skilled lover. So when a lover is present, he gets that privilege and I get the thrill and the satisfaction that comes with being faithful to one man, a man who is NOT my husband. Why not? It’s my pussy and I want to give it to someone who will give me the most satisfaction.

Don’t get me wrong, I love my husband. He’s my soul mate, the man I admire and love most. But I think Hubby and I are wired, sexually, a little differently. For Hubby, I let him get close to my pussy, to touch it, to taste it, to put a dildo in it, then I rub his cock, I make it cum and he’s satisfied, leaving my pussy “pure” for my lover’s cock.

For me, it’s important that the man I am fucking is a “lover” and not just a “fuck buddy”. He has to be someone I’m not only physically attracted to but someone I’m also emotionally attracted to. When I have sex with someone I’m letting him enter my body in the most intimate place he can. His cock has the power to bring out my inner slut, to bring me to a point of excitement where I want him to do things to me my husband doesn’t.

I had a previous lover Brian, who was smart, handsome and very sexy. He loved playing with my whole body: my mouth, my nipples, my pussy, even my asshole. And sex with him was just so fucking… sexy! One time he was fucking me and he began to come. He then pulled his dick out for a moment and squirted his cum across my pussy lips and then shoved his still spurting cock back inside of me, triggering a head-spinning orgasm. Believe me, that’s just not the type of sex you have with the man you’ve been sleeping with for more than thirty years! My husband can’t and simply wouldn’t pleasure me in that way.

It’s more than just fucking, it’s a true sexual event. And that’s what I want when I have sex, a sexual event. It’s the ultimate: the most intimate, the most primal sexual act I can have. I want it to be special, the thing I’m looking forward to days before it happens and the thing that still gives me a tingle days after.

I love my hubby, I truly do. However, I will continue this lifestyle for as long as I can. I will seek out passionate lovers and stay married. This type of relationship is not for everyone, but it most certainly is for me!

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