Reconnected with a former school bully [FM]

Hi, I hope everyone’s doing ok ❤️.

I’m a trans girl, one year on hormones. Before hormones, I was always small, feminine, and sensitive, so I got bullied a fair amount, with guys calling me gay. Ironically, I was completely straight. In any event, there was this group of guys who would torment me a lot in middle school. Even then, I was smaller than the other guys, so they’d take my lunch and make fun of my inability to stop them. One of them was named Pablo. They were all muscular, and tall, especially compared to me. I vividly remember how much I hated and feared them.

Fast forward to a few weeks ago. I’m one year on hormones, and my sexuality has completely shifted. Whereas I used to be exclusively into girls, I’m only into men, and really only into macho alpha males types. It’s been really bad the past two months.

I’ve been very fortunate that I’ve always had low T levels, so a few months ago I started being able to pass more consistently. I started using dating apps to connect with guys, and I even hooked up with a guy a few times before the quarantine.

Anyway, a few weeks ago, I was really feeling myself, and I decided to use Tinder passport to swipe in my hometown. I used it for few days, and saw a few guys I knew. I got a few flirtatious sexy chats that were very affirming. A few days into it, I saw Pablo. I panicked, but was curious, so I right-swiped. We matched the next day, and he started messaging me. He didn’t seem to recognize or remember me, which was fine. We were chatting, and the conversation started getting a little steamy. I was a combination of both confused, hurt, and kindof horny, so I went along. We switched to Snapchat, and we ended up exchanging boudoir pictures. I sent him some sexy lingerie pics and he sent me some pics in his underwear. It was obvious from the cartoonishly-sized bulge in his pants he had put something in there, so I teased him about it. It seemed weirdly juvenile and goofy, but weirder things have happened.

Anyway, he then sent me a pic without the underwear and Jesus Christ it wasn’t a prop. He’s packing the biggest penis I think I’ve ever seen. It hurts to think about it inside me, but it’s also really sexy to see this fit muscular guy with a thick, meaty, long pipe dangling between his legs. We’ve been sexting like crazy. A lot of guys are bad at it, but he’s really good. Naturally confident, dominant, but not psycho. A few days ago, we masturbated together over FaceTime. He told me to call him Papi and he called my name when he came and spurted all over.

So yeah I’m basically my former bully’s fantasy slut. I’ve been googling flights home out of curiosity and fucking my self imagining the guy who used to torment me holding me tight and breeding me. I’ll probably delete this out of shame tomorrow morning but yeah I am both crushing and in heat atm.

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/gqsfqx/reconnected_with_a_former_school_bully_fm