This Text is a confession and i often wrote it and deleted it again. I still dont know how i feel about it.
Anyways… I was invited to a birthday to a friend of mine. I had to travel quite a bit and there werent as much friends of us as expected. So one would meet New ppl and feel for the Sake of the crowd somehow alone. During the day my friend had a girl with him a friend. In the evening we began to drink and wouldnt stop with beer there were alot of shots aswell and soon i found myself in a drunken state where my eyes were weary and I had some Blackouts already. So everything just mixed my sight my movements my perception.
I quit Smoking a couple of years ago, But sometimes i do smoke for the Sake of it. So the girl i mentioned before has cigarettes and since they guy shouldnt know we went outside a bit far off to have a smoke. We were just talking and i dont know at what point the conversation changed but it got really sexual. I dont rememeber what came first we kissing or she telling me that she wants me to come on her face.
Even when i though in my drousines that i could stop this, this sentence was a bit too much for me. We kissed outside i thought that she is a Bad kisser tbh. After a while we went inside and then Things went on. First we were on a Couch but there were ppl sleeping in the room. So we went in a huge bathroom with a walk in Shower. I dont know but i ripped of my clothes and went showering. We were talking while it and about the idea she had.
I came out and ordered here to suck my dick. She went to her knees and took it all the way just like that. I didnt expect that. She sucked it really intensly and deepthroated it. I never had a blowjob like this. She gagged on it an tears were ruining her make up. I though what the.. Is this even real. She went on and also used her tounge when i was fully inside her. That was the most amazing feeling ever though I was that drunk.
I asked her if she like my dick and she said yes its great you are so good looking and handsome. She layed it on her face that kept on sucking and stroking me. I couldnt really come since i was to wasted.
So we quit and then we started hugging each other, she with her smeared make up. I dont know it felt intense i told her that i couldnt hold her any tighter. She just repeated that i Look that good with crying eyes. Maybe i was just too drunk i tend to dramatize the state of feelings of ppl sometimes. Anyways it was really weird i felt like paying back for beeing guilty or owing something i cant really explain it.
After that we decided to go out for a smoke again. So we smoked and talked. She Was sitting on one of my legs and eventually started grinding on my tigh. She started wimpering a bit and i started talking dirty to her. I mentioned the blowjob she gave me.
Then i ask her if she has dildos at home and whether she plays with them. I said i bet you have a couple imagine playing with one on your pussy. I didnt know where it came from since i never did that before in such a way. She began to speed up and to moan louder. I told her that i bet she has a couple of dildos and Vibrators one for her pussy on for her clit and a small one for her ass and i explained how she would slowly move the one in her ass while the other is grinding on her clit. That really pushed her over the edge she came Hard on my leg.
She was shaking all over her body i was a bit surprised and watch es it like a kid watching something Happening. Because she didnt stop shaking for like 15min. I was like what The fuck is that even normal with you? She said no she never had it like that. It was so long that it was even a bit uncomfortable.
Anyways we smoked another cig and talked. She asked me what i wanted to Do now. I told her well go inside she blows me again i get off and then we are going to sleep. So we went inside she blew me again and again it felt fucking amazing. Seriously. I couldnt come that way so i jerked myself off while she kissed me and put a Finger into my mouth it Was so naughty. i loved it. I came she got on her knees and tried to catch it. She hold me in for a couple of min which again felt amazing.
When i came i felt so relieved Not only Because of the orgasm. But the Anger and ranting in my head the need to get wasted the not beeing able to sleep but keep on going in the night Stopped finally and i felt that i couldnt lay myself down now in Peace. We hugged again in a more normal manner and said we wouldnt talk to anyone about it. The next day she left very early so i didnt See her again.
I had a long train ride ahead of me the next day i was wasted my mood was Black hoddie please dont talk to me and i had to cope with this experience since i had a girlfriend back then. I dont know what Was going on i somehow went nuts that night. I didnt even liked her appearence or her smell she was a bad kisser. Sometimes i think back and it gives me shivers then again i think its so surreal. I decided to write it down to share it with the Internet.
Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/ghihzq/the_night_a_f_went_nuts_on_my_dick_m