How I [f] learned to stop worrying and love getting fucked by my older boyfriend [m]

Like for a lot of other women, penetrative sex was not enjoyable right away for me. Unlike a lot of women, it is now my absolute favorite thing in the world. It is the easiest way to make me cum.

I remember the first time I was able to open myself up to loving it. I was 21 (this was about 6 years ago) and had started a very flirty, teasing relationship with an older guy – he was 40ish. Let’s call him Rick.

Rick traveled often for work so a lot of the early part of our relationship was online. We flirted and sent each other other dirty pictures… I’d never felt such a sexual connection to anyone before this… I’d only slept with one guy before this (I was a bit sheltered) but I remember he would say things to me like… “You know I’m going to fuck you, right?” And it would make me melt because I’d never felt like a guy fucking me was inevitable and it was amazing he could almost dominate my thoughts/desires through the phone. I couldn’t imagine how much more intense it would feel once he finally fucked me.

When it happened, he got a hotel for the weekend for us. He was bigger than my ex and it had been a long time since I’d had sex (like I said, I was sheltered, latina in a catholic household) – so the whole experience was almost as teasing as our long distance texts. He rubbed and finger fucked me until I literally begged him to fuck me. Even though my pussy was dripping from weeks of anticipation and hours of kissing and being touched – it was really difficult for him to push his cock inside me because I guess I must have flinched when he would go too deep. Finally he just let me ride him for a while… I did for as long as I could but I stopped without cumming or making him cum. My pussy was sore and he was patient enough that he reassured me he wanted to wait a little longer. We fell asleep still naked.

After a nap, I felt him get up to go shower – he was about to have to go to a meeting for work. His cock was still mostly hard and I really needed to feel him inside me. I leaned my head over the edge of the bed (laying on my back) and started licking him (he was standing up) which turned into sucking him. He hadn’t cum so within seconds he was fully hard and fucking my face. This is also how I learned this is an excellent position for taking cock – at least for me. And that I loved the feeling of having my throat thoroughly fucked by a man who was in total control.

As he pushed his cock deeper and deeper down my mouth, he started playing with my pussy. I was soaking wet and his fingers spread the wetness all over my clit and tested how easily I took his fingers.

I was about seconds from cumming (which would have been wonderful with a throatful of his cock throbbing between my lips) but that was the moment when he had enough of the teasing (if you could call this that). He was on top of me and positioning his cock to fuck my pussy – and for the first time, I was really ready for it.

This was the second time he pushed his cock inside me but it was the first time it had ever felt like this. It felt amazing, like all my life I’d been empty and didn’t know it until he was filling me in the exact way I wanted/needed. I was moaning like crazy and I knew I was going to cum around his cock. I needed him to feel it. Within a few strokes I felt my pussy tense up in a way it never had (I had never masturbated with anything inside me, just rubbing my clit, so this was my first vaginal orgasm), and if you’ve heard about the way a female orgasm can wash over your body like a warm electrical explosion… well… it was like that. Like the hot feeling of drinking expensive cognac but all over your body and mind numbingly intense.

Anyway I’m not a writer but I just wanted to put some of these thoughts down because quarantine has me going fucking *crazy*. Let me know if you can relate :)

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/gh6fy5/how_i_f_learned_to_stop_worrying_and_love_getting