[F] Quarantine Masturbation Log – Part 3 (Videos Included)

Ever since my boyfriend got me the [Lovense](https://www.lovense.com/bluetooth-remote-control-vibrator) remote toy, we’ve been thinking of some freaky ways he could force me to cum in public. 

Before my university shut down, he tempted me with the thought of using it on me while sitting in my 500+ student lecture. I could picture it now: me trying my hardest to pay attention to my lecturer explaining contemporary issues in the global economy, trying to focus while I sit in the small seat squeezed up close next to one of my peers. Hoping I don’t get so wet through my dress and panties that I leave a spot after cumming, humiliating myself for all to see when I stood up. 

Another scenario he prodded me with was wearing it when I’d go to the library. I told him I’d be happy for him to turn it on while trying to study for any number of my midterms. The risk of allowing him to interrupt my study is high, seeing as my scholarship is dependent on my grades. I need his help to force me to make time for study breaks, leaving it up to him to direct when and where I do.

Then the country’s quarantine happened. My university shut down, and the ability to fulfill all of these public fantasies came to a quick halt. 

We played around a couple times with the toy, trying to manage a time where I’d wear it while I sleep. I admitted to him I wanted him to pleasure me by waking me up without my approval. I’m still waiting for him to fulfill that fantasy of “consensual non-consent”. 

While we were chatting on Whatsapp one day I told him I’d wear it the next time I go grocery shopping. After all, it’s really the only place I can go out during the lockdown. He was thrilled, but I was even more excited. The idea alone was making me hot. I really wanted to see what had more willpower; his determination to make me cum with the toy or me trying not to cum while in the middle of Whole Foods.

He tells me that he wants me to do something else as well and I happily oblige before knowing what that might be. He orders me to wear a butt plug in addition to the Lovense. Oh god, anytime we’ve played around and I wore both, I came so hard. He also tells me not to wear any panties.

I say yes. I really wanted to prove to him the control over me he has and desire to please him even while apart.

The day I plan to go grocery shopping, I put on the outfit I’ll later leave the house in that evening. A black sundress: tight around the breasts, which flows out near the waist. The length was fine, but definitely a bit short without panties if I accidentally dropped something while waiting in line to pay. I worried if I came too hard, if it was so short that my cum would drip down my legs.

“Take a photo before you leave,” he said. I thought I’d do one better and send him a video. I take two. The first one of me proudly standing with my [dress lifted up, and spreading my cheeks to show the butt plug he bought me](https://imgur.com/rdEwzEu). 

The second one I make is me lifting my dress up, no panties on and [playing with the Lovense inside me](https://imgur.com/FgDEMld). I’m super turned on and want to send him these videos right away, but one of my housemates knocks at my bedroom door. Crap. 

“One second,” I yell, a bit panicked. I text my boyfriend that I’ll be another 30 minutes before I leave the house, ready to give him all control.
It was a different housemate than the one I previously spoke of, Nicholas. This was not the time for him to be asking me *anything*, I thought. I let my dress slide down and hid the lube that I used to insert the plug into my back door and open my bedroom door. 

“Yes?” 

Nick needed help working my blender in the kitchen downstairs that I told him previously he could use. 

“Do you know why it’s not working?” he asked. *No no no, I don’t know Nick, nor do I care right now.* 

“Um, unsure, Nick,” I answer. I follow him down the stairs, discreetly aware that I’m wearing no panties, feeling the toys rubbing new places deep inside me as my legs move on the stairs. I’m extremely embarrassed to have these in me near him. He starts explaining something about why it stopped working and another housemate strolls into the kitchen chatting away to us. 

*No no no*. I see my phone light up, it’s my boyfriend asking what’s taking so long.

Keen to get out of this situation, I tell Nicholas and Amy I’ll deal with it later, but that I need to go to the store. They prolong my time with them in the kitchen asking me if I’ll pick up various things for them. I agree to all of it just so they let me get out of there as swiftly as possible. 

I go back up the stairs completely flushed from the experience of being near people with both of my holes filled. In peace, I finally send him the videos, excited to see his reaction. 

“Super hot!” he says. Good, he’s pleased. 

I remember at that instant that I forgot to turn it on. I put on my Ted Baker coat and walk the couple blocks to the store. Once I get there, I send him a photo of the entrance as a signal that my pussy is prepared for him to control it.

At this moment, I am completely overwhelmed. I don’t realize how much the stimulation of the vibration inside my pussy and ass would affect me along with everything going on around me. “This is so embarrassing” I text him. 

“Are your cheeks red?” he asks. 

“Yeah”

“As red as your pussy lips?”

I’m feeling so mortified at the experience, and even more turned on. I tell him I need to start concentrating on shopping. I head down past the produce and he starts the vibration. At this moment, various people are walking past me, completely unaware that the tiny blonde next to them has no panties on, a vibrator and anal plug deep inside her. I start looking at my list and realize I need apples. A man comes up close beside me, his disrespect of the social distancing completely startles me. 

“People aren’t keeping their 2m distance from me ha,” I text him.

“Feeling that?” he asks.

I definitely do. I feel it inside me, just as much as the embarrassment for being near these people acting like a total slut for him next to some organic bananas. 

The mobile reception goes in and out as I move through the store and so does his control of the toy. The lows and highs start teasing me more. I send him some voice notes describing how embarrassed and turned on I am, followed by one of me breathing hard by myself in one of the isles. 

“Oh my god, this feels so good. I’m really trying.. really hard to contain it..because it’s so busy here..”. I ask him if we can talk on the phone, because his voice always makes me cum so hard. We try to connect, but the mobile connection isn’t strong enough.

I’m left to my own devices without him and the toy disconnects too. My Whatsapp messages stop sending to him. I’m so needy for him to start it again, looking at my phone waiting for the clock status on the messages to turn into one tick, two ticks, blue ticks. 

“Okay” I think, “at least I can focus on my shopping list”. It takes me a lot longer to grab the things on my list, with the intermittent connection turning back on and overwhelming me sporadically. 

I get in line in order to pay and it shuts off again. Oh no, this was the point where I wanted to cum in front of everyone. Instead I’m standing there acutely aware how wet between my legs are and the intense throbbing in my pussy and ass. The checkout itself is overwhelming when the cashier tries making conversation with me, and the toy reconnects. I’m trying to answer his questions while I’m pulsating between my legs. 

“Yeah, the line up to get in wasn’t very long. No, the university is closed for the rest of the semester. Yes I’m paying by card”. I’m trying to answer his questions all while trying to keep a straight face. 

“Twenty-eight, fifty-five”. I tap my debit card to the machine, feeling like I could be mistaken for a virtual sex-doll with the amount of technology connected to me at that very moment.

I pack up my things and send my boyfriend another voice note. In the background the checkout sounds beeping over my voice, “it’s reactivated. I’m just walking out now. I can’t hold on much longer.”

I rush home, and bring my groceries into my room, as I no longer have the patience to put away at least the frozen items first, even though they need to last me a few weeks. My boyfriend continues to send waves of low and then high vibration through the vibrator, but it’s not enough for me to get off. I hike up my dress and collapse down on my bed, feeling the pressure push the butt plug further up my ass. I start pushing and pulling the vibrator in and out of my sopping wet pussy. My boyfriend is still controlling the vibrations, and I like the feeling of him being partially in control, but I’m so turned on from the previous hour of teasing that I can no longer wait for him to get me off. With one hand, I slide my hand up my dress, squeeze my breasts and pinch my nipples, while manically pulsing the vibrator in and out with the other.

I cum in long waves, and dribble wetness down my sheets. I normally would try for a second time, but I know I need to put the food away. I text my boyfriend to thank him for the experience and the orgasm, and leave the vibrator on the wet spot. I decide to keep the butt plug in as I carry the grocery bags down the stairs to the kitchen, looking forward to the massage it will give me as it moves around my ass.

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/g82gyt/f_quarantine_masturbation_log_part_3_videos