19 [F] virgin, never even penetrated my pussy but tried ass play and am now obsessed ?

I’m a virgin for reasons (mainly my shyness!!) and am really thinking about losing it in the near future. Sadly that’s not an option right now bc of lockdown so I thought I’d finally try penetrating myself for fun.

I’ve never been able to get even a finger deep in my pussy for some reason, I kind of feel the barrier there and can’t seem to find the nerve to push past it. I was feeling a little down and remembered a guy I was dirty talking on the Internet (I do that a lot haha) mentioned he liked the trend of putting sharpies in a girl’s butt. I’ve always liked the thought of anal and thought I’d try it eventually, I thought, but why not now? And the sharpie idea was perfect, so small. I took a marker and tried pushing it into my ass and felt that same resistance. I had an idea, took some aloe vera gel I have, lubricated the pen and it slid in so easily. The sensation felt so intense and crazy, my heart was pounding. I’ve never had anything in me before.

I built up the courage to push another marker in and it stretched me even further. I couldn’t get a third in so I gave up, but idly pushed a finger into myself, and it gave so easily. I managed to fit a second, then a third. I was bent over forwards in my bed, with my face in the pillow and pushed the fingers in and out- it felt so good, like my first taste of how a real cock might feel.

I felt so feverish and excited, and got another idea. I took a foundation bottle sitting on my desk, gave it a once over with an antibacterial wipe, and then coated it in the gel. Then I pushed and pushed it into my ass. It was a little painful, but mostly I was just feeling so good and excited and intense I was shaking! I finally got it in, pumped it in and out of myself. I used one hand to touch my clit and the other to keep pumping and it was a lot at once but it felt so good I came, harder than I have in a long time.

I know masturbation is a pretty minor thing compared to some of these posts but I’m now more than a little obsessed with anal… I can’t believe how good it feels, and what I’ve been missing out on. I went so hard I still feel a little nice and sore. I can’t wait to ask a guy to fuck my ass so I can feel the real thing!!

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/g5ct87/19_f_virgin_never_even_penetrated_my_pussy_but

20 comments

  3. Please be safe with what you use, you can really hurt yourself blus the plastic could be toxic.
    Also coconut oil is much better than aloe vera

  5. That’s going to be one lucky guy. I’m also glad to hear you’re enjoying your self discovery.

  6. I would really recommend only playing with toys or objects that have a flared base so you don’t “lose” anything up there. I don’t think now is the best time to be in A&E with something stuck up your ass xx

  7. I’m 100 sure she will become anal lover than vaginal sex, we will know her as great anal who….re in future

  9. Sounds like you might pretty tight and/or have pretty thick hymen. I’d recommend seeking a gentle guy and if possible not a too huge one in order to avoid your first time being overly painful. Good luck with that :).

    Chat me up if you wanna do some dirty talking ;).

  10. RIP your inbox. But maybe that’s okay for a 19-year-old locked indoors. You’ll likely shop for things with an eye towards how good a sex toy the bottle with be.

  14. The first time you have sex you should just ask the guy to do anal instead of vaginal sex since you already have some experience with it. It might be a good way to warm up to getting your pussy penetrated while still having sex and doing something you enjoy. Also, definitely try to find a guy who is into eating ass, thank me later lol

  17. Husband and wife team here. Good on ya and have fun! The wife and I are of the mindset that obsession with anal is a good thing. Practice is how you’ll be able to take/handle more. Some general advise to anyone, including you. Find lube that works for you. Water based tends to be the best and most recommended. Many swear by the name-brands while we actually enjoy the local pharmacy brand. You’ll hear mixed reviews about the desensitizing lube. My personal thoughts are, as long as you’re reasonable and not going hard/testing limits, it’s perfectly safe and recommended to use. Amazon sells a great one you can have sent to a local locker where you can pick up at your convenience.

    As for taking it to the stage with men, find a guy who will listen to you. If he has the patience of a saint, he’s the one to bury the sausage in your Hershey highway. Enjoy! and have fun

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