I’m continuing to post these for my long distance boyfriend to read during quarantine. I love the idea of sharing my experience with him in public. However, I accidentally deleted my part one from a couple weeks ago, but [I reposted it here](https://www.reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/g3pf0y/f_quarantine_masturbation_log_entry_1/?utm_source=share&utm_medium=web2x). You can all see me wearing one of my butt plugs and rubbing my wet pussy the last time.
Doing this is getting me through this quarantine. Sometimes he reads me erotica from this subreddit, and I’ll send him [videos of me caressing my tits and my naked body](https://imgur.com/KWA8bua) to all of your stories. Those times when he pays attention to me, it’s the highlight of my day (or night). When he doesn’t, I send him [Instagram boomerangs grabbing them](https://imgur.com/7WpDVkL) to get his attention. That, or [me in pigtails with one of the prettier butt plugs](https://imgur.com/r8fBRvJ) he bought me in my mouth. He’s purchased me all of my toys, so I like to put them to good use and show them off. Like a kid on a playground showing off what they got for their birthday or Christmas.
One of the best toys so far is the remote controlled [Lovense](https://www.lovense.com/bluetooth-remote-control-vibrator) that enables him to make me cum with 6000km between us. I wear it like a chastity piece which he controls, essentially making me his pocket slut. I’m available on his phone basically whenever he feels like having me. I rarely say no. In fact, I’ve asked him to wake me up if I’m sleeping. But, I hate having to wait for when it suits him. I wear the vibrator around the house, patiently waiting incase he turns it, and me, on.
The biggest risk wearing it and waiting is if I’m hanging out with my housemates. In fact, I have a cute brunette bisexual room mate who is a bit shy around me. We share a bedroom wall between us every night, and I’ve wondered if she hears every time I masturbate with his toys. I wonder if he were to turn it on while she and I were chatting together, if she’d notice the pleasure I’m experiencing, as of course we maintain a 2 meter distance from each other. I wonder if it would turn her on, if I’d violate that social distance and let her join my fun, slipping my fingers down her pants between her legs while we’re in the kitchen, pushed up against the fridge. Sometimes, I imagine if we were to establish a secret hook up behind the backs of our other housemates, where we sneak into each other’s rooms at night. I know my boyfriend would love it.
Anyway, besides those instances, I’ve planned to wear it the next time I go grocery shopping. I want him to turn it on and make me squirm while I’m on my toes trying to reach something on one of the top shelves. To make me cum while I’m wearing no panties in a dress, waiting in line to pay. You see, I’m extremely turned on by being controlled 24/7. I like the idea of being wrapped around his finger, if I can’t be on his cock. It fulfills my fantasies, which I’ve told nobody except him (and now all of you).
Last night we were playing around with the remote controlled Lovense. It has a feature where you can [listen to songs while it vibrates to that particular song](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KBVskvS7-vo). It was really putting me in such a sexy mood laying in bed. I was wearing an oversized silk blouse and shared this with him, hoping he’d get the hint. It was a success because he immediately took over the control of the vibrator with his iPhone. Our [dirty ‘lawyer-client’ chat](https://imgur.com/vr97CYb) moved from [Whatsapp over to](https://imgur.com/pGekeks) the Lovense app.
First off, we have a couple rules that I’m very bad at following. One of them being that every time I touch myself I must tell him. At this moment I admit after we switch that I did not do that earlier. [He tells me that I’ll need to be punished](https://imgur.com/FyZgX9z). I question how and ask if it will be on Zoom. You see, he came up with the idea that I wear the remote controlled vibrator while I sleep and keep my web camera on. I love this idea. The idea of him turning it on and seeing me react live, ready to be pleased whenever he feels like it. We haven’t done it yet – but I’ll be sure to write about it here when we do.
I have the vibrator in my pussy and he’s controlling when it vibrates and to what intensity. I’m sliding it in and out while talking about wishing I could squirt. He starts telling me he will get me a toy that will help me and I start grinding on the one already inside me, drenched in my pre-cum.
I follow his instructions to tell him I’m about to cum. He tells me to wait and then calls me and I pick up. He can hear me already, breathing heavy and moaning into my hello. I’m in bliss and he can hear it very clearly. His voice starts pushing me closer to the edge. He knows this because I tell him I love to hear his voice while I’m cumming.
He starts talking to me and my replies become breathy. I just start humming my yes’s and my no’s. I’m too focussed so intensely on the toys to think of proper answers. Finally I ask him if I can use my Hitachi wand on my pulsating clit while he controls the vibrator deep inside of me. He agrees and tells me I’m a good girl for asking his approval. I love when he gives me affirmations. If I’m honest, at this stage I don’t remember anymore what he’s talking about to me on the phone. I don’t remember what I say when I moan my answers. I am completely lost in the moment ready to cum all over the toy. I give into it, arching my back, pushing into the vibrations listening to his instructions. I let out a massive moan of his name and sigh back into the bed. That was my 5th orgasm that day.
He’s talking to me about how hard he is and my head is spinning from cumming. It’s always more intense when he helps me. A minute later I ask him if I am allowed to cum again, thrilled when he tells me yes. This time I climaxed much faster, but completely spent after my 6th orgasm that day. At this stage I’m the happiest girl in quarantine after all his help.
Hopefully tonight he’ll help me again while I’m live on Zoom. As I explained in my last journal post on this subreddit, it’s one of my biggest fantasies to be woken up during my sleep for someone else’s pleasure. The idea of “unconsented-consent” drives me wild.
I’ll be sure to post about it.
Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/g3qz2q/f_quarantine_masturbation_log_part_2
Your boyfriend is a lucky man. You and your writing are a dream! I look forward to your continued posts :)
I have the same butt plug! It’s sooo cute. This was incredibly written. Your boyfriend (and hopefully housemate) are very very lucky. <3