I’ll start this off by saying I’m horny as fuck right now and touching myself as I write.
I discovered fairly early on that I am completely and utterly submissive when it comes to sex, and I love to please guys, whether or not I get off in the process. I’ve only ever slept with my current boyfriend, but before that I had a very long friendship with benefits online with a guy who ended up becoming my best friend. My old FWB is a great guy, but more importantly, incredibly dominant. I’m seriously getting wet just thinking about him right now. He taught me to be an obedient girl and to enjoy getting him off almost more than myself. We used to send each other nudes, sext, have hot skype sessions, and anything we could possibly do without actually meeting up.
At some point I got a boyfriend and the whole thing had to stop, which it did. A few months later I lost my virginity and started having a “real” sex life. It was and is fun, but despite the fact that my bf is definitely more of a Dom than a sub, it’s not enough for me. I get choked very occasionally, I’ve been tied up maybe three times in the last two years, and that’s about all.
In the meantime, I’ve been living near my best friend/ex FWB, and while I would never actually sleep with him while in a relationship, being around him so much more gets me so horny, and clearly him, too. Whenever I’m with him, I dress up as sexily as I can; short skirts, low-cut shirts, his favourite bras… He likes it a lot, and does very little to hide his frequent looks at my cleavage or butt, or trying to glance up my skirt. Once I joked about whether he’d even notice if I wasn’t wearing underwear, before we met up, and he spend the whole time we were together trying to figure out whether or not I was. I love teasing him.
I haven’t sent him nudes in years, but I took some on my phone (which he has the passcode to) and let him find them. He even sent them to himself once when he was sleeping. We were once watching something together and he had his arm around my neck. He got a little overconfident then and very lightly choked me and started playing with my bra strap. I’m not sure I’ve ever been that turned on. We had a phone call as he was going home that night and I masturbated and did nothing to hide the moans when I finished.
There is nothing I want more than to be fucked and made to submit by this guy, but it won’t happen anytime soon, so I’m left with my slutty little fantasies.
And the knowledge that he follows me on reddit and might just see this at some point! If you do, feel free to let me know somehow you’ve seen this ;) you know the curiosity is killing me.
Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/g2bmxk/im_19f_a_sub_and_i_really_want_to_hook_up_with_my