I’ve begun a new journey. A journey to be the best sissy I can be. To be obedient. To be girly. To be happy. To embrace my true self. All of this will be made possible by a new mentor and guide – my Mistress. As directed by my Mistress, I’ll be documenting my journey to sissy enlightenment through these occasional journal entries. I’ve already found this first one to be a great opportunity to reflect on my progress – and shortcomings – and as a chance to share our relationship.
A few days ago, I posted an ad on a certain subreddit seeking a Mistress to take control of my sissification. To direct me and lead me to being the best I can be. As with most “seeking” posts, I tried to sell myself as an obedient sissy, willing to listen and learn from a firm Mistress. I sent my post into the internet ether, not expecting much. I was so surprised when Mistress sent a little orange envelope my way in just a few minutes! And it was so detailed in what she was looking for. I had to connect.
In just a short time we were getting to know each other over some small chat. We described our kinks to each other along with hard limits. Once I got comfortable and had a sense of her personality (which is so comforting and consenting!), she led me through her rules. The bedrock of what our relationship will be. I must address her as Mistress. I am her property. She is absolute. I will only take orders from her. I agreed to her terms.
Since then we have been busy. While also having a casual chat and following her commands, we’ve started a raunchy and detailed role-play story – one that involves someone finding out that her friend is a closeted sissy. The character is slowly starting to have her way with her new plaything. Also, Mistress has been sharing all sorts of pictures and drawings of other sissies for inspiration and to keep me in line throughout the day. I have started anew with a given name from my Mistress – Hannah – and she will be dictating what I can post moving forward.
I’ve also been sharing lots of my outfits for Mistress. And oh how I love to dress up! Panties, lingerie, stockings… I can’t wait to show her everything! If I’m good, she may even let me touch my little clitty. Mistress has even begun to share ideas for new outfits. I get the feeling that I’ll be wearing high heels in the very near future, which is a new experience for me.
I cannot wait to see where this journey will take me. I am already feeling more comfortable with my sissy side thanks to my Mistress and her discipline. She is so thoughtful, kind, and firm. There is much more to come!
Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/g1z67u/mf_journal_entry_1_a_sissys_online_journey
Wtf.