So me and my GF have admitted to each other that she likes some anal stimulation and have bought the right lube, some plugs and some other toys. Occasionally we use them, but she really needs to be in the mood.
Since we started, over the past year(s?) I gained an insatiable curiosity to what anal stimulation feels like. I read a lot about the male prostate and the pleasures it can give. I started slowly with just a finger, but really liked it and soon enough I desired bigger and bigger things. Moving to a small plug, then a bigger one. Then I decided to get a glass anal dildo in the shape of an “icicle” (basically small bulbs stacked on each other, growing in size), with the excuse “it will help us train your ass to take bigger things”. This really did the trick for me and could easily touch my p-spot.
Now, my GF did not know about this, I have mentioned to her that I was interesting in trying anal stimulation as well, but she made it clear that she doesn’t want anything to do with my butt (sadly), thus, I continued on my own.
Now, I don’t always play with my ass when I masturbate, rather, it is something I’m in the mood for or not. One particular day I was *really* in the mood for it. I was so in the mood for something even bigger than the icicle, I decided I needed it right at that moment. I put a plug in my butt, and hopped on my bike to the local sex store (also my first and last time of publicly wearing a plug, and I felt the adrenaline rush though my body). I found a nice size rubber dildo with suction cup (like 22.5 cm long and 4 cm thick or something). Bought it, and went to town when I got home.
This is the first toy I simply could not justify to my GF and thus I hid it. Fast forward to a random day I was horny again and wanted to use the dildo. I got curious again (curiosity killed the cat) and wanted to take good quality pictures of me playing with the dildo (don’t ask me why, I just like the secrecy I guess). I send the photos to my phone, hid them in a special app and that was it. Safe. Secure. My secret.
Except it wasn’t. One day my GF decided to spend her free time doing a photoshoot with herself, taking cute pictures and what not. She took out the memory card, plugged it into her computer, and a couple of minutes later she entered the room I was studying in; “babe, why are there pictures of a dildo in a butt on your camera?”. Crap. No excuse, I came clean. Lucky she doesn’t mention it anymore. I secretly hoped in the moment that seeing the pictures, she would turn the corner on my anal stimulation, but she was more shocked than turned on. I still have the pictures, but deleted them from her laptop.
Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/g17dxm/my_gf_found_pictures_of_me_playing_with_my_ass
That’s a bit sad that she expects you to help her explore anal play in her butt refuses to even consider the notion you may like it too….
You shouldn’t have to keep it a secret.