How I gained my confidence in college [MF]

My fall semester of freshman year was a very interesting time in my life, I (on purpose of course) chose a mixed-gender dorm in the center of campus and at a silent disco night met a soph girl who also happened to live in my dorm, she was a cute about 5’2 Latina girl (let’s call her Eliza) with beautiful brunette straight hair, the perfect in between of thicc and skinny. I was still at the time a super insecure and shy guy and never made a move but recognized her in my hall one day and coincidentally she was friends with somebody in the friend group I hung with at that time. So me attempting to shoot a shot, I invited her to our intramural flag football game (super silly in hindsight I know, but I was dumb little college freshman). Afterwards when the friend group was at whataburger, (Texas Pride) my roommate egged me into getting her number. We exchanged contact info and started talking, to which I asked her to grab coffee and she shut me down. We stayed friends, but I still found myself very attracted to her.
Fast forward about a month or so into the semester, me and some classmates went to go see a play because we had a critique paper to write and after the play one of my classmates (we’ll call her Ashley) to dye my hair, we go back to my classmates hall (an all girls hall) and dye my hair in a shared bathroom, my friends sexy roommate (let’s call her Lola) and a couple of her suite mates watch the entire encounter of me dying my hair and one of her suite mates who is a junior (let’s call her Alyssa, whom was a little tipsy at the time) is definitely digging me and asks for my contact info. I go back to my dorm afterwards and me and Alyssa start chatting up and flirting with each other and she immediately gets frisky and invites me over, I knew she had been drinking and told her I’d talk to her the next day and went to bed.
The following morning I text Alyssa a simple Goodmorning and her immediate response is “come over” so I did what any other horny freshman guy would do and jogged my happy ass over. As soon as I get to her hall she’s waiting for me by the door to buzz me in, she walks me to her dorm and I’m trying to make small talk with her, “how’s your morning so far, how’d you sleep?” I ask her and as soon as we enter her dorm, she shuts the door behind us, “you’re a real tease you know that?” She says to me. I’m very confused at this point and she comes in and kisses me, I instinctively kiss her back and next thing I know I’m on laying on my back in her bed and she’s ripping my shirts off and takes me down her throat. And she was a pro, sucking my dick, feeling her tongue wrap around it and just seeing her head bob up and down giving one of the best blowjobs I’ve ever received in my life. She’s going so much that I almost bust, and I have never been one to bust quick, I grab her hair and pull her off and flip her over kissing her neck to which she yells fuck yes. I slowly work my way down undressing her, playing with her breasts until I make my way to her freshly shaved pussy and pay special attention to her clit with my tongue. “Please fuck me already” she begs and I slide into her and fuck her sensually for a few moments and she pulls my hair and tells me, “you know I like being treated like a slut right?” And she rolls me over and starts riding my dick for a few moments until her phone rings. “Fuck, what time is it?” she says with an annoyed tone in her voice and answers her phone (with me still inside of her) “hello” she says with a voice sounding like she just woke up, me being confused I kinda just lay there rubbing her legs, “oh my gosh I’m so sorry I slept in, I promise I didn’t forget our special date” she says, as soon as she says that I instantly think to myself, I’m that dude, and start thrusting my hips as hard as I can while she’s still on the phone with this poor guy . “Yeah give me a uhhhh minute, I’ll be right down” she says trying to hold in the moans. She hangs up and gives me this devilish look in her eyes, “you better hurry up, you’re making me late for my date” and gets off and sucks me until I cum in her mouth, she shows it to me before swallowing, “it’s my appetizer to brunch, I’ll be seeing you again soon,” and I go back to my dorm.
a couple hours later, Eliza texts me asking if I’m free to vent to, and me being the guy I am, am ready to offer my shoulder, she comes over to my dorm, starts venting to me about something going on with family, I don’t remember what it was, I just remember my roommate came in and cut off the convo. “ I should get to bed, it’s kind of about to be late” she says, so I walk her to the elevator. “You’re a huge sweetheart, and a great listener, I appreciate you” she says and gives me a kiss on the cheek before going on the elevator. I go back to my dorm and immediately my roommate asks, “is that finally a thing?” With excitement, “I don’t know man, I don’t think she’s into me like that” I respond and maybe 20 minutes later, she texts me saying her roommate is gone for the weekend and is wondering if she can finish venting. I go up to her room and walk into her crying, she immediately hugs and holds onto me and she vents more. Eventually she tells me she’s sorry for turning me down because she thought I was just another freshman dorm boy trying to get some ass and I laugh. Eventually we start kissing and eventually making out.
“Can you stay so I can have somebody to hold tonight?” She asks and I nod my head, she smiles and kisses me more then we lay together spooning momentarily, until I kiss her neck again and get turned on by the situation (she is a very sexy girl) she starts to feel my bulge and grabs it “do I need to kick you out?” She says, “no, sorry, I’ll stop” I respond and she grins, turns around and kisses me more and start undressing each other until she flinches and grabs my arm, “I haven’t done this before” she says, and me confused ask, “done what?” “Have sex, I’ve never gone this far with a guy before” “well, I mean, I’m fairly new to this college sex thing too” I respond, “if you don’t want to, we don’t have to do this.” I reassure her, she pauses for a moment and grins, “I feel comfortable with you, let’s do this.” And kisses my neck and makes her way down my chest. I stop her, “lemme have the honors” I say as I start to go down on her and while still on my knees, pick up her lower body and start eating her out, again paying attention to the clit, she starts squirming and moaning, which tells me I’m doing something right and continue to stick my tongue down her pussy and feel her legs start to wrap around my neck. “Oh my gosh*insert my name*” she gasps. I spent a good 20 minutes just eating her pussy and feeling her squirm. I finally put her back down and crawl on top of her, “are you sure you want to do this?” “Please” she responds with a sexy grin. So I take it easy on her and stroke her softly and gently for the next half hour kissing her neck, until she asks to get on top, she rode for maybe a minute before stopping and going down on me, to this day I still don’t believe her when she told that was the first blowjob she’d ever given, but hey, maybe she was a natural, I came on her perky tits, she cleaned it up and we cuddled that night.

It was that night when I could finally tell myself in full confidence, I’m the fucking man.

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/fp9neu/how_i_gained_my_confidence_in_college_mf