[M]y night with my cousin [F]

This is the first time ever telling this story for the reasons that myself and my cousin (related by marriage not blood) never pursued anything after this or even spoke about it. We’re now both married. I had just turned 18 (M) my cousin at the time was 21 (F). We were inseparable most of our teen years, really close and I told her everything she told me everything. We knew kind of everything sexually about each other, like when we lost our virginity’s and everything we had done whatever. I knew I was always attracted to her and wanted to pursue it but didn’t because we were basically family.

Anyways, our other cousin had just gotten married, we were all pretty drunk and everyone wanted to head to one of the guys houses for an after party of sorts. Everyone maxed out about 4 am, people went home, a few people crashed in rooms. My cousin and I slept in the lounge, just the two of us. She was on the couch, I was on the floor, but then she asked me to come up to the couch cause she was cold. I went up, we spooned back to front. She then turned around and hugged me I leant in for a kiss and she kissed me back. We made out passionately for about 5 mins, then I made a move on her, rubbed my hand up her leg towards her pussy. She didn’t stop me, we kissed while I fingered her, while I was fingering her, she grabbed my cock and she started stroking. I stopped her and made sure she wanted this to happen. She said we were just playing and continued to stroke me before beginning to blow me. We didn’t have sex, but I blew in her mouth and I made her cum twice. We separated once going to sleep so no one would get suss, but it was never spoken about again. I don’t know to this day if it was her being drunk or the fact that she had just broken up with her boyfriend at the time. We’re not as close now, but we still see each other and talk as normal, we just grew distant overtime

I love my wife to death, but I always wonder what if whenever I see her

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Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/fm9axi/my_night_with_my_cousin_f