A few years ago my now ex wife and I moved to Arizona due to my job. So it was a new location and there was some time for adjusting and getting settled. Rewind a little, before we moved there we were in Georgia and this was around the time that I started feeling distant and as if I was constantly walking on eggshells. So I somehow started to fable in just talking to other women via dating apps. Just to flirt and feel like I could be me again. Nothing where I actually met up. Towards the end of that before we moved to Arizona I dipped my finger into the devils honey and that was it from there. Was constantly craving attention and it being sexual was just icing on the cake.
Fast forward to Arizona, the first girl I met was this wild Puerto Rican girl who was fresh out of Highschool. It was good fun and all, but her craziness out did the wild sex so I had to ghost her. Plus I still had to keep in mind that creating a relationship would be way to much of a burden and risky on top of that. Well some time goes by and I’m driving to Tucson… swiping hoping to meet a girl at the bar when this girl (lets call her M) from the town I lived in was genuinely interested Amin just hanging out and watching a movie. Definitely down for that. If I can bypass wasting my time finding someone at a bar and go straight to Netflix and chill then I’m all for it.
So I pull a U turn and make my way back. Turns out she was only a 2 min drive from my house so that was pretty convenient. I show up and park in her driveway. It was a gentle summer night so it was perfect outside. I text her that I’m there and wait for her to come outside. I was really hoping I wasn’t about to get catfishes but low and behold there she walking off from the front porch and I was happy to know it was worth the turnaround. Lil thickums :p
So all in all we hung out and ended up fucking that night but I was surprisingly connected to her and wanted to see her more. So even I knew leading her on was the wrong idea but fuck it I was already being shady getting her company. So text wise I always had to act like I was going to bed early on weekdays and that I would have to work early on weekends. That way I didn’t have to stay the night. It was hot though. I could walk walk in the door, not even say hello, and push her mouth right down on my cock. [ I’ve always been well hung and I have the sexual stamina of above average pornstars. Let’s be honest Sex has always been my highest priority. But we’ll leave that for another time. My sexual ideals are to broad to keep this as short as possible. ] anyways… so she moved into a new place and I would just come over whenever it was possible and just wreck her. If I wasn’t married I would have dated her. She was easy to vibe with. In a sense it was the first time sex was more than just a reason for me to have a demeaning fuck session.
Well it was getting to intense because M would ask me to have actual quality time and wanted to make plans trying to reel me in. As much as I would have enjoyed that I had to cut it off. Just like that and I moved on to other experiences. That one is probably the most memorable before I separated ways with my ex.
Moral of the story is that I learned that there are actual people who I can genuinely connect with. Giving hope that I would one day get released from my toxic relationship and meet the woman of my dreams. I found that and I’m blessed every day knowing I can be me 100%. J is my ride or die! Just be yourself and be upfront about your desires and intentions. You will be surprised who will love you for you.
Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/fmmm28/eggshells_mf