I would consider myself as straight. This means, I could never have a relationship with a man and I really love women and having sex with them. But more or less one year ago (I’m 20 years old now), I started to fantasize about dicks. It was not about the man. I think I only wanted to know, how it is like, to feel, taste and smell other guys cocks. This is where this story starts.
While I was in this “experimenting phase” I was watching some gay porn, I imagined sucking cock, while in the shower after sports, but somehow, that was not what I really wanted. So I decided, that I just have to try it. I signed up to this gay dating platform and started chatting with various guys. First, I was totally overwhelmed by all this man (mostly much older than me), trying to hook up with me. Some of them even wanted to pay me for letting them suck my dick. But this was definitely not what I wanted. I ignored all of these weirdos, or told them, that I’m not interested, till I started chatting with this one guy. Let’s call him Tim.
Tim was married, had a kid, but his wife knew about his Bi fantasies and supported him with this. Also he was not that much older than me (late 20s I guess), and he did not live that far away. Tim knew, that I was absolutely new to this and was okay with that. So we agreed on a date and a place. This date came really fast, and when I jumped into my car, I got really nervous. The drive took me around 30min, and I got more and more nervous the closer I got to the place he sent me. When I arrived, I was standing on a lonely parking lot in the middle of a industrial area. I know, really stupid to meet up at such a place, if no one knows where you are, but I did not really care, since I would consider the country I life in as pretty secure in this aspects. There was one more car in this parking area, just a view parking spaces next to me. I left my car, and as I walked over, two people left the other car. Of course I was surprised and also confused. One of them was Tim, but the other one, was a woman. I assumed it was his wife, so of course I asked, what she is doing here. Tim explained me, that he always came with him, if he was going to meet other guys. Also sometimes she would join in, but not this time. She was on her period. I was still a bit confused and unsure, but since I was there, and these two people do not seem like weird psychopaths, I thought I would just play along.
Tim opened the trunk of his car for me, and I saw, that they already removed the backseats of the car, so we have enough space to have fun. His wife sat on the driver’s seat and started to play with her phone. Back in the trunk, Tim and I started to undress each other. I was really thankful, that he was going slowly. We started to touch each other all over. I didn’t really know what I should do, so basically I just copied everything he did to me. He startet to give me a handjob, while he was kissing my nipples. I kinda liked it. No one has played with my nipples before. So when it was my turn, I just gave him a handjob as well and got down to his nipples. It was a weird feeling, having his cock in my hands. He was clean shaven and not really big. I would guess around 13cm. But I did not care about size. What fascinated me was, that it felt soft on the outside, but hard on the inside. I mean, I knew how a dick feels like, since I have one by myself. But I guess, when I touch myself, I concentrate more on how it feels like for my cock to be touched than for my hand to touch. I’m not sure if this makes sense, but I hope you understand, what I mean. After some minutes of giving handjobs, he started to suck my cock. For me this meant, that I had time to have a short look to the front seats. Tims wife was still sitting there. Watching some Videos on YouTube and occasionally looking back to us, to see what is going on. Then Tim and I changed places again, and I started to suck my first dick. I guess, I must have looked really clumsy, I just did what he did to me and what girls did to me in the past. I tried to have his tip in my mouth, while I was jerking him off with my hand. At least it must have not felt that bad. After like a minute he told me to decide, whether to jerk him off, or to suck his cock. Otherwise he would cum right away. So I decided to suck his cock, without using my hands. While I was licking and playing with his cock, he suddenly started to talk to his wife. Tim told her, that she would have liked me too, if she would have not been on her period. He said, that she would have liked my posture and the little hair I had on my chest. They started a discussion about my body and how good I am at sucking his cock, while I was still there, with his cock in my mouth. That was really weird. But they finished the talking and Tim decided to go into 69 position. He laid on the ground of the trunk and I knelt above him. We continued to suck our cocks. Suddenly, I felt his fingers exploring my ass. Tim got closer and closer to my hole, till his fingers touched my entry. It was a weird feeling and I’m still not sure if I liked it or not. He did not push his finger into me, just massaging the outside, till I came all over him. Immediately, he wanted to change places. So he was on top and I was jerking him off, so he could cum all over my chest too. When he finished, we laid there, next to each other and Tims wife asked us, if we finished. I can’t describe this feeling. Laying in the back of a car, naked, covered with cum, just sucked my first dick, and having someone in front of me who just watched this whole thing.
Tim gave me something to clean my self up and we got dressed again. After that, all three of us left the car. Tim and his wife lit a cigarette, and we had a little small talk. Again Tim told his wife, how good I was, and that he hopes, that she could join in the next time. I felt really uncomfortable and unfortunately, I was not brave enough to tell him right there, that there won’t be a next time. It was a nice experience, but after all of this I knew, I don’t like man. Maybe I have a weird kink for dicks sometimes, but that was not worth it.
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Thank you for reading this story. I did not tell this to anyone till now. Also I want to excuse my self, for some grammar mistakes and for some weird expressions. I know my English isn’t perfect, but I hope it’s enough to make this story nice to read.
Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/fgciwx/weird_first_gay_experience_mm
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