The night I [FF]igured out

Hello! So, to introduce myself first. I am Anna, a 24 years old from Brazil. I created this account to explore my sexuality over here, which started with my body. I want to continue this exploration also with words, as I love writing. I want to starts things off with the beginning of my sexual life. So, let’s go back 4 years in time… (all the names are made up)

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I used to be very confused about my relationship with both love and sex. While I was a teenager, I’ve never felt too interested in dating, while my female friends were all sharing about losing their virginity, talking about boys and everything. When I was 18, I did start dating a guy, he was named Pedro, and FINALLY gave my first kiss. We were together for 4 months, I loved him… But I didn’t “enjoy” him.

I loved being with him, but I never enjoyed kissing or anything like that with him. We were both virgins, and I could never get myself to want to lose it with him. To be completely honest, it happened once that he started feeling me down there with his fingers, and I let him go to the end, as I always enjoyed doing it myself, so it just felt kinda of the same. And I also tried the same with him, but touching his dick never made me feel anything else but a bit disgusted. The idea of doing anything else more than that would make me feel really uncomfortable. Growing up in a small town, and with very conservative parents, the idea of being a lesbian never passed through my head.

Years pass, and I am a 20 years old virgin. Me and my friends organize a night out at this bar we would often go. This time, one of my friends (Clara) had a childhood friend of hers visiting town, her name was Jessica, and she would join us.

Jessica had a dark short hair, she had an average body (not skinny but not fat). And she was soooo social, she would interact with all of us so easily, not shy at all. At the bar, I sat at her side (I was at one of the extremes of the table), with not any kind of reason.
After some drinks, all the girls started talking about sex, as it was a big news between us that one of them (Fernanda) had just lost her virginity with her boyfriend. Every time the group would talk about sex, I would stay mostly shut, due to all my lack of experience, it was a subject that would make me really more shy than I already was.

Some time passes, the sex conversation continues, and Jessica noticed I was way quieter than earlier, so she started asking if everything was ok. We, then, kinda of side tracked, started talking between the two of us while the other girls were enjoying their conversation. Jessica had such a way with words, she knew exactly how to make me share about my “(lack of) sex life”. We even had a long and open conversation about masturbation. It has never felt so comfortable to share so much. We were completely ignoring the presence of all the other girls, I was learning so much with her. Until Clara started feeling sick due to drinking too much, still kinda early at night, it was around 10 pm and something.

Jessica decided she should get her home. As I was Clara’s neighbor and Jessica didn’t know the town, I told her I would go with her. We got an uber and went home, the other girls stayed. I went up with Jessica to help bring Clara up to her apartment. After we finally left Clara comfortable, it was time to say good night. While I was saying bye to Jessica, she had the idea of adding each other on facebook, changing numbers, all those things. This sparkled all the chemistry we found out we had at the bar, and I invited her to continue our chat at my place (which was across the street), so we wouldn’t wake Clara up. I used to live with my parents at the time, but they were not in town for the weekend. I still had no idea of what I wanted that night.
She said yes, and we went to my place, while the conversation would just continue, going through different topics so easily, it felt so good talking with her. At my place, I poured some water for us, and we sat at the sofa. We just kept on talking for like an hour, and neither of us wanted for that moment to end. Until, for a moment we were side-by-side at the sofa, she had her head resting in my shoulder, until she just looked at me, and said something that made me laugh. While I was laughing, she used her hand to adjust my hair over my ear while starring at me, that froze me and I stopped laughing and started starring back. She kissed me. I kissed her back. God, it felt so good, so right.

The kiss started being so much more intense than anything I’ve ever had with Pedro. To make it more comfortable, she moved to be in front with me while I was there sitting on the sofa, with one leg of hers at each side of me. And we kept on kissing, and kissing… And she started going downwards, kissing my neck, getting closer to my breasts… She took out my top, then my bra. She started kissing and licking my nipples. God. I was frozen. She felt my entire upper body, then kept going down, and down… She unzipped my jeans, then I gave her some space for her to pull it down. She started feeling my pussy through my panties, while kept kissing me on my mouth. I was soaked, and frozen. The only things I could get myself of doing was kissing her back and holding her head with my hands. Finally, I started feeling some fingers inside.. GOD. Then we stopped kissing, and she went down with her mouth.
It was her first time with a girl, but she made me feel so amazing. I was just there frozen, while she licks me and I just have the most amazing moment of my life. After some minutes, I finally came. The most amazing orgasm I’ve ever had until that day. She, then, let me go, and my body was shaking so much I just slide to the side, kinda laying on the sofa, with a big smile. She came with her face close to me and asked if I enjoyed it, I couldn’t answer with words, but my smile gave it away. She then said she really enjoyed it too, and that it was ok if I didn’t want to return. That got all my body strength back and I kissed her.
And kissed, and kissed. And told her to sit on the sofa, then I tried to do exactly how I learned from before. I loved sucking her breasts, I loved feeling her pussy, I loved licking her pussy. It was amazing, we didn’t want it to finish. We ended up staying up for hours, just exploring each other bodies. Until this day, it was the best night of my life, and even remembering and writing about it gets to me…

I knew for sure I was a lesbian then and never looked back.

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/f5gz25/the_night_i_ffigured_out