Sometimes Love Finds You [FM]

After a sleepless night of joy, wonderment, fear, and anxiety I forced myself to get out of bed and start the day. I was terrified. What must Niall think of me? How will he react to me today? What do I say to him?!! I gave myself a pep talk as I dressed, determined that I would be nonchalant so as to not make a big deal over last night. The last thing I wanted was for Niall to see me as an infatuated puppy dog, but I had never had anyone behave as selflessly as he had. To have given me so much pleasure and not taken any in return was mind-blowing to me. I would be friendly and cheerful and not let him know he had gotten to me. To give someone this knowledge was never a good thing from my point of view. At best, they will get cold feet and back off, at worst, they will use their power over you to their advantage and use you.

Frankly, I still feel as though I deserve an Oscar for that day. My legs were shaking, my heart was pounding, my face felt flushed, I was bashful and nervous. I stepped out of my tent and noticed Niall starting to get the fire going. Putting on the best smile I could muster, I wished him a good morning and set to work helping him get breakfast ready. We worked silently together and I could swear he could bear my heart thumping in my chest. But that wasn’t the only reaction. As soon as I set my eyes on him I felt myself get wet and my clit start to vibrate. This was going to be a long day.

The day was long but passed quickly. We went over the day’s plan while we drank our coffee and had a bite to eat. After cleaning up and bear-proofing our camp we packed up and headed to some nearby rock outcrops to take samples.

As soon as we got into the work I was able to relax and immerse myself in learning as much as I could. In spite of the sexual tension between us, I had come to love learning from Niall. He was easily one of the most intelligent people I had met and he clearly loved teaching people how to read the rocks. We fell into an easy camaraderie as we did our work. After the first hour when we were focused solely on the day’s tasks we slipped into easy banter and were able to simply enjoy being with each other. I couldn’t resist watching him and being so close to him all day played havoc with my senses. By the end of the day, I swear if he had so much as kissed me I would have dissolved into a wet puddle at his feet. I was so self-conscious and worried that he could smell my arousal. And damn him – he was cool as a cucumber and didn’t seem affected by me at all.

When we got back to camp Niall announced he wanted to catch a fish for dinner. He grabbed his fishing rod and headed off to the lake. Well…. that answers that question. As soon as he had a viable opportunity he fled. I guess last night was a mistake for him. I set my mind to forget about what had happened, brush it off as a one time thing, and move on. While I knew this was necessary on all fronts, I was disappointed and tried to not feel completely crushed.

He came back from the lake with a nice sized trout. I was so nervous that I wasn’t sure if I could eat at all, and I told him he could have it to himself. I nibbled at the rations we had brought but was too tied up inside for more than that. Once he had finished eating we cleaned up from our meal and sat down to relax a bit.

Now the silence was palpable. We could no longer avoid contemplating what had happened the night before, we both knew we needed to discuss it, and we were both nervous about where the conversation would take us. Finally, Niall broke the silence. He spoke about how attracted to me he was, and how he didn’t understand what was happening between us. He apologized for the night before… at this point, my heart sank in my chest. This was it. I was getting the ‘I loved last night, but it was a mistake and it can never happen again…’ speech.

But not really. His speech veered sharply to the left as he told me how much he loved his wife, but he couldn’t resist the pull between us. He made it clear that he wanted to continue to explore what was happening between us. I was floored! Elated, even! I know I should have been insulted. I know I should have walked away. Here was a man I was wildly attracted to, who was married, and was asking me to ignore his marriage and sleep with him anyway. To me, this was the most romantic moment of my life.

I honestly don’t recall clearly what happened or was said next, other than we both laughed about how uncomfortable the day had made us, physically. He moved closer and began kissing me. The sweetest kiss I have ever received. I was immediately completely lost and enthralled. A slave to the fire he had started in my body. I used considerable self-control to not rip his clothes off right there. As our hips made contact with each other we suddenly were overtaken by our emotions and hormones. He pressed his erection into me as I reached to grab his ass and pull him closer.

We moved to his tent, kissing the entire time. Once we were inside he laid me down on his bed and removed my shirt, caressing and kissing my body as he undid the buttons and pushed the fabric over my shoulders. He backed up a bit and just stared at me. His eyes taking in my face, my shoulders, and finally my breasts. He reached a hand out to lightly caress my nipple. His touch was so light it drove me crazy. I arched my back and pressed myself up into him, by hard nipple touching the palm of his hand through the fabric of my bra. He began kneading my breasts and he moved to under and remove my bra. He gazed at my breasts and slowly caressed them, his touches becoming more and more determined until he leaned forward and took my nipple into his mouth while he pinched and twisted the other one.

I gasped and curled my toes as I felt a gush of moisture between my pussy lips. While moving my hips up to grind against him I helped him pull his shirt off. His chest was well-formed, muscular with a light cover of chest hair. His chest made contact with mine as he kissed me again and ground his hips into mine. The feeling of my nipples on his chest felt amazing.

I was so focused on the sensations in my nipples I didn’t notice his hands had moved to my pants. Hi palmed my pussy in his hand through my pants. In doing so he used the heel of his hand to rub my clit. I moaned loudly and grabbed handfuls of his thick hair to kiss him again. He sat up a bit to undo my pants and pull them down, stopping to move back up to kiss me again. When he sat up again he rubbed my pussy through my panties and moaned softly as he felt my heat and how wet I was.

He pulled my panties and pants all the way off and removed my socks as well. Then he began kissing his way slowly up my legs. He spread my legs and settled on his knees between them. he reached out to run the tip of his index finger from the top of my slit, all the way down. My hips arched and a fresh flood of moisture coated his finger. He began gently rubbing my clit with his finger as he moved forward. As his nose approached my mound I heard him inhale deeply, enjoying my scent as he reached his tongue out to taste my juices. My eyes closed and my hips raised as he teased my clit with his tongue before licking it. I moaned loudly this time as he began licking me with earnest. I almost came right there.

I couldn’t be still anymore. I was writhing underneath him, hips rising to meet the repeated onslaught of his tongue. just when I was about to cum he stopped and raised himself on his knees. His hands went to undo his belt and I helped him undo his pants and slide them off. My mouth began to water as I saw his penis for the first time. I grasped him in my hand and caressed his length and his testicles. I heard him moan and he gently pushed me onto my back. He kissed his way up my body, stopping to give my breasts more attention, and then moved up to straddle my torse. His penis was right near my face and I raised my head up to taste him. I gently licked the head before encircling it with my lips and gently sucking. He groaned as my lips closed around him and moved up and down as best I could in this awkward position. He cupped the back of my head in his hand to help me as I took him as deep as I could, tasting his precum. This didn’t last as he moved back down my body.

As he took my mouth in the most passionate kiss I have ever experienced he settled once more between my legs. I could feel the head of his penis rub against my clit as I moved my legs wider apart for him. He began to slowly push into my aching pussy, groaning as he did so. I heard him mutter “oh god” quietly as he buried himself deep inside me. It was exquisite. I have never felt anything this amazing in my life. He paused once he was fully buried in me and I could tell he was struggling for control.

I gave him a minute to get a handle on himself, then couldn’t wait any longer. I looked him in the eye as I began to move my hips up and down. I wrapped my legs tightly around his waist as be began pumping into me. We moved in unison, his pelvic bone grinding on my clit each time he plunged into me. As we ground together our breaths became faster, more labored. We kept looking into each other’s eyes and I felt his pace pick up. I knew he was close. I was on the verge of a huge orgasm too. My hips moved faster and harder against him and his thrusts became stronger and more urgent. Both of us needing desperately to climax, but neither of us wanting this moment to end.

As his thrust became harder and faster I heard him groan ‘Oh God!” He yelled as he started to cum while continuing to thrust powerfully in and out of my pussy. I could feel his cum shooting into me, flooding me and it sent me over the edge. My fingernails dug into his ass cheeks as I ground my clit on him, arched my back and yelled as my orgasm took over me. It went on forever and I could not stop writhing underneath him as wave after wave of perfect pleasure engulfed me.

We lay together for a long time still moving together. We were both completely spent, but neither of us was ready for the moment to end. Niall tried to move off me, but I wouldn’t let him, tightening my legs and arms around him. My pussy still convulsing gently and my clit still pulsing. Eventually, he relaxed completely on top of me while he stayed inside my pussy. Eventually, he moved slightly to the side of me and we fell asleep in each others arms.

I heard his breathing become regular and deep and knew he was drifting off. I was too exhilarated to calm down yet. What the hell had just happened? I had never in my life cum that hard. It was so overwhelming it was frightening. Nothing in my life had prepared me for this depth of emotion and physical response. It was thrilling.

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/f37ut7/sometimes_love_finds_you_fm