I [M] fucked my college friend [F] when she stayed over [cheating]

This happened a few weeks ago. I haven’t told anyone about it because I feel really guilty and obviously don’t want my girlfriend to find out about it. I feel like a piece of shit for doing it….but the truth is I still think about how hot the experience was. I’m just not a good person I guess.

So back in college I had a pretty tight knit group of friends, around 10 of us. Half guys and girls. There were a couple of hookups in the group during school, but typically we were all just really close friends. The girls would flirt a little bit because they could, and I noticed a few times in our group chats or just openly in conversation a couple of the girls remarking at how good looking I am. (Honestly I’m probably just okay looking. I’m half Mexican, medium build, 180lbs, 5’10”. Not ugly, but to some girls I’m probably alright).

Allison wasn’t really shy about saying how good looking I was. For my birthday or after some event we all went to, she would post in our Facebook group chat a photo of me and say something nice, which I thought was sweet. But always harmless. There was always some minor level of sexual energy within our group of guys and girls, but like I said, just a couple of hookups, but we were all just friends.

Fast forward a couple of years after we all finished college, and we’ve all sort of scattered to different cities for work opportunities. I end up in San Diego, without anyone else from the group. I meet a girl here and by now we’ve been together for 6 months.

The other week Allison came to visit for a work conference she had here. I have a spare room in my place so I told her she was obviously welcome to stay at mine for the two nights she needed. My girlfriend was totally cool with it because she knows that she is one of my close college friends.

The first night passed by pretty uneventfully. We went out for dinner and caught up, and had an early night, Allison sleeping in the guest bedroom.

The second night, Allison had a function after the conference that was going late and I just stayed in. I smoked some weed and then watched some Netflix on the TV in my bedroom.

Allison came back around midnight while I was still in the middle of a movie. She said she was really tired and asked if she could just lie in my bed for a little bit while I finish the movie, to which I said yes. She said she would leave to her room after. I was sitting up a little to watch the movie, and she got under my blankets, snuggled up to the left of me and closed her eyes. I honestly wasn’t even thinking anything sexual at this point because during college the girls would cuddle with us on couches or do similar things. Although Allison is pretty sexy. She has a Mediterranean background, olive skin, nice round ass, petite sized tits, maybe Bs. She’s about 5’6″, and slim but fit.

My movie finished, and Allison is fast asleep in her clothes – jeans and a sweater. I don’t really want to wake her to tell her to go to her own bed. I carefully reach for the remote on my right nightstand and turn off the TV, and slide down into a comfortable sleeping position. Allison stirs a little bit and snuggles up to me closer. Eventually I get to sleep but it’s a bit tough because she is crowding my bed space.

In the morning, I wake up and I find that I’m facing left towards Allison, my arm is over her body, and her face is nestled in my neck. She wakes up a little and makes a small noise, and closes her eyes again. She starts rubbing my back a little bit with the hand that she has around my body. Again, I wasn’t thinking this was that sexual yet, although it did feel nice. I start to rub her back a little bit too underneath her sweater just to reciprocate, and I notice she’s not really wearing anything? No shirt or bra underneath somehow, huh. I guess she must have taken those off in the middle of the night? It’s nice to feel her bare back though.

She sort of nibbles and kisses my neck a couple of times at this point, but to be honest it still seems sort of harmless. Although I do feel myself getting a little hard at this point because of how close we are.

I move my right leg in between her legs just so we can be a bit more comfortable while we’re still lying there caressing each other lightly, half-asleep. My leg just meets her skin and I realize that she must have also taken her pants off at some point as she was just wearing her underwear.

She’s still rubbing my back, and I naturally start moving my own hand down hers. I stop at the top of her hips as I feel like actually touching her ass would be wrong. Which sounds ridiculous now that I write it here.

After a while she decides to turn around with her back to me. We’re still very close, with our whole bodies touching and her neck in my face. I rest my arm over her stomach and end up lightly caressing her stomach with my fingers. I move up a little under her sweater. I move further up, and I feel that I’m right at the bottom of where the curve of her tits are so I stop there. I move back down, past her stomach, right to where the top of her underwear is at her waist. I put my hand flat against this border and rub back and forth slightly, but I’m careful not to actually go below the waist. My cock is getting fully hard at this point so I pull my hips away from her ass so she doesn’t feel my erection against her.

Allison moves her head up slightly so she can push her neck into my face. Her skin comes into contact with my lips and I hesitate. Kissing her in this way seems wrong. (Again, seems ridiculous to say that after describing what we’ve already been doing to this point). I sort of nuzzle against her neck and cheek, so I can avoid actually pursing my lips and kissing, and she responds by pushing her hips backwards to try to find mine.

My hips have nowhere to go since I had already moved them back, and inevitably she finds my hard cock with her ass. She lets out a good exhale. So do I. Instinctually I push it back against her and pull her body closer to mine with my right hand. She is still pushing her neck against my lips and this time I kiss it. I kiss her neck softly and move up and continue to kiss her cheek. She is still rocking against my hard on through my boxer shorts and her underwear.

I move my hand up her stomach slowly, under her sweater and find the underside of her tits again. This time I don’t stop though, and I move up to find a nipple between my fingers. I continue with my entire hand and grab her whole breast and squeeze a little. She pushes her ass back against me more.

Before she pushed back against my cock, I had an awareness that this was wrong, but since we were just being close like we may have been in college, I was telling myself that it was probably fine. At this point it was not fine. I knew that we had stepped over a line, and that what I was doing was wrong to my girlfriend. But I couldn’t stop. Allison was half naked in my bed and her beautiful round ass was grinding against my cock, which significantly reduced my ability to resist.

I was still playing with her tits with my right hand when she reached back around to slide her hand down my boxers to find my hard on. Everything changed once her skin was directly in contact with my cock. Any worries I had in my mind were silenced and all I could focus on was the pleasure of her gripping me hard and stroking me up and down. I slid my hand down her stomach and under the waistband of her panties and found that she was already really wet. I gently played with her clit before moving to the lips of her opening and then slowly slid a finger inside her pussy. She arched her back and gripped me harder.

Allison then removed her hand from my boxers and I felt that she was sliding her panties down. I got some blood back in my brain at this point, and thought that until now we’ve been messing around a little bit, but it’s different from actually fucking. I didn’t pull my boxers down, thinking that it would be wrong for me to actually penetrate her. But Allison decided she was going to fuck me instead.

With her panties down around her knees, she reached back around and pulled my boxers down for me. She grabbed my hard cock in her hand and angled it towards the opening of her hot, wet pussy. I didn’t thrust. She thrust back and my cock slid inside her so tightly but also easily because of how wet she was. I could have come right then and there. She was so tight and my entire cock was in her warm pussy, and our bodies could not be closer. It was actually really nice to have this new, sexy woman with me as I was getting a little bit bored of the sex with my girlfriend. Which sounds terrible and furthers my position as a piece of shit, but after 6 months the sex ends up being the same pretty much and there are no more surprises. This was new and exciting and hot.

I went back to playing with her tits while she spoon fucked me. At this point she was an animal that just needed to be fucked. The natural urge to have a dick inside her just taking over everything. I kept kissing her neck and she turned her head around a little bit so we could actually make out. It was the first time I had kissed Allison on the lips, and it was an amazing sensation to have her tongue rolling around my mouth while my cock was being gripped by her pussy.

She was moving up and down my cock which was feeling way too good. Something about the tightness of her pussy, and a perfect wetness was making it too hard to bear and I knew I was going to come really soon. I gripped her body closer to mine to reduce her ability to move her hips up and down, attempting to buy myself some time. Instead she started gyrating her hips around, and somehow squeezing my cock with her pussy on every rotation while she did it.

This was too much. In the first words between us all morning, I warned her “if you keep doing that, I’m going to cum”. Once she hears this, she moans and starts gyrating her hips more aggressively and I continue to feel her pussy squeeze around my hard cock. *She wants me to cum inside her*. Knowing this sends me past the point of no return. I feel my cum building while she continues gyrating. I put my right hand on her hip while she continues to fuck me, and inevitably it happens. My cock throbs and I use my hand to pull her down so I’m fully inside her pussy to the hilt and I explode. She gasps loudly as I shoot my cum as deep as I can inside her, over and over again. She tries to fuck me more but I’m trying to hold her against me as my cock pulses and I give her all of my semen.

We both exhale and my cock throbs a last couple of times shooting the last of my cum inside her before being spent. We just lie there together for a bit, my cock still inside her, and she turns her head around to give me a little kiss.

We didn’t really talk about it, but we both knew that what we did was wrong. She left for the airport later that day and she gave me a kiss on the lips to say goodbye. We haven’t talked about it or brought it up at all since. I wonder if she told any of the other girls in our group what happened.

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