I was told my post would be welcomed here
As the title says, I had a second life as a teenage gamer girl.
Some context:
I was 34 when it started. I have my own steam account where I play lots of games. I was a gamer when I was younger. I started with games like Diablo or Sims. I would try anything. I started playing Dota for a while and it was fun but I didn’t get the hang of it easily. I would read guides and watch youtube videos but I wasn’t good enough. After some time work got heavier and heavier so I stopped playing eventually. I got back at it from time to time but games weren’t that fun anymore.
After some months I got some free time for games again. I played other games. There I met some people online that I would play with frequently. Some of them played Dota and offered some help to make me improve. One of the comments was that I wasn’t that bad, and that I was cute for a gamer girl. It was weird because I was 33 and got called a “cute girl”. I felt the need to maybe try if this was something different to experiment, beign the cute girl that boys like. I know it sounds pathetic, but I was in a dark moment of my life then and it felt more like a little adventure to get my mind of the earth. So I changed my profile pic to something more “cute and sexy”. And dms started arriving. Tons of them didn’t think I was old so they thought I was 20 or something. I have to mention that, because of my mom, I take a lot of care of my body and my skin and I’m kinda short so I was 33 but looked really young. I jokingly said to a guy that was 18 that wanted to get something going with me (maybe sexting or nudes) that I was 15. I wanted to see if I could scare him out. He didn’t.
That’s where it all started happening. I was this 16 yo gamer girl who was “too hot for a gamer girl” that got so much attention that it felt amazing. Sexting happened, nudes happened (I tried to make sure they were over 18). I stopped this month. I don’t know why but I haven’t connected to any of the social media that I used for this. I just needed to tell my story. I’m in a better place now and it feels more like a shadow and not an adventure.
Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/ewtvms/i_f36_had_a_second_life_as_a_gamer_girl
Hey thanks for sharing! There’s nothing wrong with flirting and sexting and generally being sexual. If it makes you feel good and doesn’t hurt anyone, you should do what makes you happy! That being said maybe don’t pretend to be 18 and just be your actual sexy self. I guarantee lots of men will respond very favorably to it!
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