After having so much fun doing kinky advent and writing about it I was excited about my Dom’s idea to keep somewhat of a kinky journal, to write about play sessions, experiences and thoughts. And of course with idea I mean my Dom’s order. I am to ask him if I should write an entry after every session we have.
Just let me say…I forgot to ask. Not once but a couple of times by now. I didn’t really feel like writing in the last weeks and so I decided to ignore this new rule – resulting in a whole new type of punishment. I’m now denied orgasms.
For the next six weeks I’m not allowed to come. We have been incorporating orgasm control in our play already with me having to ask for permission to come, but normally I was always allowed to in the end. Now Sir makes me edge on my own for a given number of times a day or he is getting me to the point where I normally ask for permission and then denies me to come. Don’t get me wrong, I’m into edging…but six weeks?! Since I’m able to orgasm pretty easily I’m not even sure I’ll be able to hold it back even if I wanted to if he decides to use a vibrator or wand on me.
The edging part is going OK so far (it’s only day 2 though ?) but not being allowed to come while we were having sex last night got me really frustrated. Especially because it wasn’t really a ‘kinky fuck’ per se but the only thing that made it so was the denial part.
More updates to come (pun intended!) on how well I fare in taking this punishment and I guess more regular diary keeping as well…
Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/eutjxm/a_kinky_diary_orgasm_denial_f_mf_bdsm_dominance
You can totally manage six weeks. A lass who posts to pornhub managed seven *months* before getting any release (and that was intensely fun to watch)… and there’re folk out there who’ve done longer.
Now, how tempted are you to be very fucking sure you write up play sessions just in case, for the future? :)