I fucked my friend and our SO’s don’t know [FF]

An update to a previous post.

Ever since the night Alli and I had our brief and drunk hookup, we have had nothing but radio silence. She hadn’t texted me in days, which is unlike her. That night was still fresh in my mind though, incredibly hot. I masturbated thinking about it nearly every chance I got for 4 days after. I also got pretty turned on in my day to day life so I took to tinder. I got a couple hookups with a couple other ladies (nothing super steamy, but I could elaborate in another post if people are curious or w/e).

Anyway, a couple days ago, Alli texts me out of the blue. I was concerned we ruined a friendship, and more concerned after her text. “Come over, we need to talk”. Talking means working things out though, so I had hope. I ended up calling out for work that day, a “mental health day”, to go to Alli’s.

When I arrived, I knocked on her door. She answered it, but looked like she was just heading out, jacket and everything. “Come with me” she said. “Let’s go on a walk”. It’s been chilly and snowy in my area, and the sun was almost all the way down despite being 5pm. I followed Alli behind her house, she’s got a heavily forested park behind her house and it’s dead quiet out there.

We walked and talked, at first small talk. How our days have been, ect. Then I asked her what she was bringing me out here for. She said “the other night… the one where things happened. We made a mistake. We shouldn’t have done that”.

I told her “yeah, but it was fun. It felt good, and I know it at least made me happy”.

Alli timidly brought up the fact that she’s straight and never would have done that in a thousand years. But she did, so…

We walked and talked more, talking our feelings out. Talking about that night with her just kept building up the fantasy for me. I wanted it again. But Alli clearly didn’t. But as we walked, I let her talk her feeling out, I grabbed her hand and just held it. And despite claiming so adamantly that she’s straight, she held my hand back.

Once we got to the furthest point on our walk, we got to a small bench near a pond. Ww didn’t sit down, the bench was too snowy. But we just stood there, holding hands in silence. I took the moment… I pulled her in by her hand and kissed her. Deeply. I felt her resist, but she quickly caved and returned the gesture. I ran my hands up her ass, her hips, up her sides… no resisting. We made out for a solid 5 minutes before we got pretty heated. I was overflowing with how horny I was, I wanted to fuck this woman again so bad. I held back putting my hands up her shirt, I was pretty cold… I told Alli I was getting chilly and we should turn back.

The walk back was quiet. Hardly a word spoken. But we never stopped holding hands. We finally got back to her place and went inside to warm up. She told me she was going to take a quick hot shower to clean up and warm up a bit after our walk. I told her I’d brew up some tea while she got ready.

I got all the things laid out while she headed upstairs to shower. Fuck, she’s showering…. I couldn’t stop thinking about her showering. I’m not going to lie, I didn’t even start making that tea. I headed upstairs after a few minutes and stood outside her bathroom door, my heart pounding, thinking about what I wanted to do. She was in there, naked, her beautiful pale body all wet and steamy. Fuck it. I put every thought out of my mind and slowly walked into the bathroom with her. She heard me, saw me through the shower curtains and said “uhh hey, everything ok?”

I answered a feeble “mhm”. I just started undressing as fast as I could. Once I was naked, i pulled open the shower curtain enough to get in with her, looked her dead in the eyes, and stepped in. She didn’t stop me.

I kissed her deeply again, wrapped my arms around her, and held her up against the wall. We never separated our lips, we kissed non stop while my hands run up and down her body, feeling her naked ass, squeezing her gorgeous breasts… she’s a damn treat. I might love her, but I know I love fucking her. I propped up her leg and started rubbing her clit. She moaned softly in my ear. And then… she grabbed my hands and stopped me. She looked me dead in the eyes and turned off the shower. She got out, tossed me a towel…. I thought I fucked up. My heart sank. But then she grabbed my hand and pulled me go her bedroom. My heart nearly exploded. Oh fuck, here we go…

She pushed me down onto her bed, and continued kissing me. Not just my lips now, but all over. My neck, my chest, my belly…my nipples. My hard nipples. She kept making her way down… my belly button, my waist, my hips. OH GOD. My pussy… damn, finally. I was fantasizing about this all week. She started licking, kissing, and sucking. I was so fucking wet… I finally get her to eat me out… I grabbed her by her hair and she moaned softly, she liked it. It turned me on more, and I kept guiding her tongue where I wanted her to lick. My hips bucked. I came so fucking hard, I’m sure her neighbors heard.

My turn. I rolled her onto her back, and hovered over her, kissing her. I could taste myself on her, god damn this woman, too sexy for her own good. Or mine. I sucked on her tongue, squeezed her breasts.. I love tits, especially her sweet C cups… I licked my way down her body, enjoying her pale freckled skin, spread her legs, and slid my fingers into her. I started thrusting and grabbed her by her hair. I kept going, loving every sound she made. I wanted her to moan louder though. I rolled her onto her stomach, pulled her onto all fours by her hips, and thrusted my fingers into her from behind.

I knew she was getting close, she was bouncing back and forth onto my fingers… I pulled them out and laid down. I pulled her over my face, making her straddle me, and began to lick. It was only a couple minutes before she came so hard she was shivering…

We laid there cuddling together for about an hour, holding hands. Quiet. After a bit, Alli spoke up. “We can keep doing this. We don’t have to stop…”

I asked her what she meant. She said “I was convinced I was 100 percent straight. But I don’t think I am now. I thought of you a lot all week…when I was alone”. She gave me a look when she said that, “fantasies…”.

I said to her that any time she’s in the mood, to call me. If she’s lonely, horny, or whatever, I’ll answer. We agreed not to tell anyone though.

So there you have it. I may be in a new long term/complicated relationship right now with Alli. I’m not really sure where we are at to be honest. Maybe fwb’s, fuck buddies, girlfriends, I have no idea. Hope you enjoyed my retelling of the day though! ❤

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