Partner [m] finding a whole new side of himself with me [f]

Back story* We’ve been together for fifteen years. Fucked like rabbits at the start. Had a kid, went on birth control. I thought it was the kid + some ppd that basically destroyed my libido. Turns out it was entirely the bc. Since going off it my drive has gone through the roof. I’ve always had bdsm fantasies, but due to being a complete wuss, plus having anxiety have taken fifteen years to articulate these to my partner (Yeah, I know I’m ridiculous). Since telling him though, he’s gone from super vanilla, to really starting to move into a very dominant role (Yes!) End back story*

We were fooling around a bit last night. Nothing that I thought would lead to anything, just kisses and cuddles. Until he grabbed my hair and growled, “You’ll suck my cock now.” Woof, instantly wet. I immediately get to it and he’s swapping between pushing my head down and holding until I literally have to tap out (I’m more than fine with this) and teasing me with his fingers. And I mean teasing. Bastard. He’d just brush my ass hole, put a bit of pressure, then move on. Same with my clit and pussy. Just light touches, then nope. So I’m going mildly insane by this point.

Then he pulls me off and shoves, slaps and pulls me around until I’m on my knees, spread apart, hands behind me and back arched. Then he says, “Don’t you move. Not an inch. Close your eyes.” And he slooooowly pushes one finger inside me. I moan with relief and my eyes open….. Crack! He slaps the side of my tit. I tell you, I almost came on the spot. And of course I move. Which earns me one on the inside of the thigh. Holy fuck. Two fingers. I’m whimpering. He says, “You’re enjoying this? Two fingers up inside you? Do you want three?” And I’m like, “Oh God, yes!” Smack! “Is that how a dirty girl should ask? I don’t think so!” I’m pretty sure I said something like, “Please, please put three inside me!” But I can’t quite remember clearly for some reason ?? Either way, I get what I want and then he finger fucked me. HARD. I came so hard, I saw stars and I’m pretty sure I nearly passed out. But apparently I have something else coming to me tonight because apparently i should have asked permission to cum AND I moved. Holy shit.

I asked him where the hell that came from (When I could talk) and he just said, “I got lots of tricks. ” very smugly. I’m confused, has he spent fifteen years wanting to dominate me, at the same time as I’ve been wishing he would?? Either way we’re apparently also getting some toys soon. Careful what you wish for, lol.

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/epazyo/partner_m_finding_a_whole_new_side_of_himself