[FMM] I’m afraid my husband can’t satisfy me anymore

Hello Reddit! Last Sunday I’ve written about my first encounter that happened about 3 months ago. I didn’t dare to press the submit button but today I’ve gathered enough courage to share it with you guys! Wine helps. Sorry for giving so much background story but I wanted to explain myself as I’m afraid of judgement.

My name is Isabella but my friends and family call me either Bella or Isa. I’m 35 years old and married to a husband who is currently serving overseas. Well technically it’s more a training mission nowadays but it feels the same to me.

We have two sons, aged 18 and 14. I have to admit, the oldest wasn’t planned and happened a bit too early. Luckily both our parents were very supportive and helped us with raising them. Thanks to them I’ve been able to study, have a social life and got a job that I still love every day!

I’ve been writing letters and sending care packages regularly and ended up becoming very good friends with 3 American soldiers my husband used to share a base with. My friendship with them started when my husband mentioned he read all my letters out loud and showed them how I look like. At first, I felt awkward because I’ve written some very intimate things.

My husband explained who they were and told me they got him out of a tough situation and they were friends ever since. My letters were helping them getting distracted in that “shit hole”.

I addressed them in one of the letters, thanking them for what they did and started to address them more often because I wanted to help them get through time as well.

When I got a photo of the gang and was pleasantly surprised. Three tall and very muscular African Americans, posing outside in the sun, during a bench-pressing session with exposed upper bodies shining from the sweat. Something I didn’t expect at all but was shocked back to reality when I head keys entering our front door so I quickly hid the photo and letter.

I started to enjoy the back and forth writings and when their squad was rebased, I’ve started to sent them care packages separate from my husband. I always make sure I perfume the letters and photos I’m sending and secretly love their reactions and compliments. Whenever I receive their letters it makes my day and missing my husband is more bearable.

About a month ago I received a letter in which those guys wrote explicit things. I guess they were a bit drunk when they wrote it even though I’m not sure how they would get alcohol.

Instead of feeling harassed I have to admit, reading it makes me feel flattered. Maybe it’s because I miss being physical. Quote of the part that is stuck in my head:

*”You’re a strong woman tho, he’ll be back in no time. Remember even tho youz feel alone, you’re never alone. We actually just talked about you. I’ll be direct.. hope you take it as a compliment babygirl!!! No disrespect. We think it’s a shame such a beautiful and sexy woman is feeling lonely. You got a perfect angelic face with big beautiful blue eyes to drown in. Those sexy dick sucking lips look juicy as hell. That lil petite body of yours is perfect rocking that big round booty. Your man is a lucky dude but someone that look like you needs to live up to their full potential. We all wish you were here right now even just a night babygirl!!! Sexy and delicious things are meant to be taken and not left alone..”*

When I read it the first time my thoughts were racing and I didn’t know what to think. Then I was confused as I was admitting to myself that the thought of being their subject of talk makes me feel good and sexy. I wrote back that I took it as a compliment because I understand their situation without many women around.

I mentioned the upcoming birthday party of my oldest and told them two good friends are organizing a house party for him and invited me too, however, I was doubting as I didn’t want to leave my youngest home alone.

About a week before the birthday, I received their letter and they convinced me I should go and celebrate my son’s birthday because turning 18 is special. They said it’s a perfect excuse to go out and enjoy a bit instead of sitting at home.

It was Saturday evening when I dropped off my youngest at my brother’s place which was a joy for him as his cousin and he played games the whole night.

At the house party, I was greeted by Dax and Jermain, the two friends of my son who were organizing the house party. They are both a couple of years older than my son who seems to prefer hanging out with older friends. Dax is 21 while Jermain is 19 and both of African descent.

There was plenty of alcohol going around and I even saw some joints.

I was trying to be a responsible parent so I took it easy with the drinks and was just awkwardly sitting on the couch watching people dance, playing Fifa on the PlayStation and hanging in the backyard.

Dax came and sat beside me and made small talk. After a while, he said show me some crazy moves and pulled me up into the middle of the crowd. He turned me around and I feel his hands on my hips and moving me on the beat of the music.

I awkwardly followed his lead and some in the crowd were cheering which made me smile and shy at the same time. I closed my eyes and kept moving my hips in circles while sipping on my drink.

I feel him pulling me against him and feel my face getting warm from the alcohol. It’s been a while since somebody standing against me like that and I feel my body responding to it. I keep on dancing and moving my ass up and down and feel his hands stroking over my ass cheeks.

It was around 4 in the morning when people were starting to go home and around 5 we were the only ones left. My son and his girlfriend were leaving too and they were going to spend the night at her place.

Before they left he made me promise to grab an Uber and pick up the car later. Jermain said don’t worry we’ll put her in an Uber and my son and his girlfriend hopped on the bicycle.

I was about to grab my coat when Dax and Jermain said my house is empty, just stay for 1 more drink. I agreed and as a responsible mom, I started cleaning the empty beer bottles while making small talk to break the awkward silence.

I let out a small shriek when Jermain suddenly grabbed me from behind. They were both laughing because I got scared and I gave them an evil look.

Jermain said he didn’t have the pleasure to dance with me yet and I started moving my body on the music in the background while still having empty beer bottles in both hands.

I saw Dax standing up, walking towards us and started to dance with us too.

They were basically sandwiching me, Jermain with his hands on my hips and Dax with a hand on my side and a hand on my shoulder. I felt being small compared to them as they were tall and very muscular. I suspect they go to the gym daily.

I closed my eyes and had an inner joke when I thought to myself, this is how those American soldiers feel like.

While we kept on dancing I feel something long whenever I move my ass up and down. I could feel it clearly through my chess between my butt cheeks. When my brains finally processed what it was I blushed and thought to myself, no way it can’t be that big.

Still drowning in my thoughts I feel Dax touching my earlobe then caressing my cheek and finally swiping his thumb over my lips before pressing between it entering just a little. I don’t know why but I automatically open my mouth a little bit and feel him sliding his thumb in and out my mouth while his other hand is moving downwards.

I have a hard time processing what’s happening when I suddenly feel his hand stroking over my pussy through my thong.

I opened my eyes and see him staring into my eyes and saying: You’re such a sexy milf Bella.. can’t believe you’re this wet.

Then I feel a finger entering me, making me gasp and dropping all the bottles in my hands. This was the moment of no turning back and they both are starting to explore my body without being subtle.

Dax took his thumb out of my mouth and pressed me onto my knees and said my Angelina Jolie looking lips are ready for some chocolate. I couldn’t help but burst into laughter hearing him referring to chocolate and at the same time, I was flattered of him comparing it to Angelina.

I gasped and was shocked when I saw him taking out his cock with an inhuman size. I couldn’t believe what I was seeing and thought something like that belongs on a horse and honestly, I was actually afraid. Like he was reading my mind he said he would be gentle, don’t worry. He then put his cock against my lips.

I feel his big cock pressing against my lips and I open my mouth to let him in. I had to open it to the max to be able to wrap my lips around his thickness.

I wanted to feel it in my hands so I grabbed it with two hands and can’t believe how heavy and powerful it feels.

Maybe it was because I missed the sex and was turned on so much but I feel the urge to serve him and please him as good as possible. I can’t go deeper than 2/3 of his cock so I let my tongue slide over the whole length while kissing it softly. When I look up I see Jermain standing beside Dax while stroking his penis. He was also horse-sized but just a little bit smaller than Dax.

I pull Jermain’s cock towards me and give him the same treatment as I just gave Dax. I hear Dax telling me to suck that big black cock like a little slut but strangely I didn’t feel offended at all. I don’t know why but it turns me on even more.

I notice Dax moving to my back and I stop pleasuring Jermain for a second while looking at Dax. He says he will be gentle so I nodded and continue with Jermain.

I feel Dax stroking the head of his cock against my pussy and I tried to hold my moans while working on Jermain.

I don’t remember exactly what Dax said but it was something like this: *”Bella, did you know I always wanted you and thought about you over a thousand times? You’re such a beautiful milf, you’re made for breeding and taking big cocks. I always wanted to take you and destroy your pussy”.* While he was saying that I feel the thick head of his penis stretching my pussy slowly and he starts to enter me. I couldn’t hold my moans anymore and let it all out.

I feel him stretching me so much and sliding in and out. Every time he goes in he goes a little bit deeper than before. It feels like his length was endless and I couldn’t even control my body anymore.

It was the first time I squirted and I thought I peed myself and feel really embarrassed. I then hear Dax saying: *”Who said you were allowed to squirt on this black dick already, we ain’t even started yet.”*

I then knew what happened and the embarrassment was gone but still feel my pussy contracting. I didn’t care anymore and let myself go. I let Jermain’s cock slide out of my mouth and look back over my shoulder to respond to Dax. I said: *”Well then don’t fuck me that good with your big black dick.”*

I then put Jermain into my mouth again and he came almost immediately. It was so much his fluid started to flow outside the corners of my mouth while I tried to swallow the rest. Trust me, it’s hard to swallow if your mouth is open that much but I managed to swallow the rest.

I feel Dax entering me again and pulling me all the way back onto his cock. The feeling of getting filled and stretched so much is undescribable and when I felt the whole length of his cock keep going all the way in and all the way out, I felt the same sensation in my vagina again.

I came even harder than before and made everything wet. I think I passed out for a few seconds and my body was shaking uncontrollably. I never felt anything like that before in my whole life. I was afraid of passing out so I finished Dax with my mouth.

He came like a rocket and his first squirt shot directly against my throat and made me cough. The rest of it ended on my face and a bit in my hair and he said my sexy horny face looks even better with cum on it. They both burst into laughter and I gave Dax an angry look while pouting my lips. He then said, just joking blondie, you look really cute.

After cleaning up in the bathroom I thought about my son and became a little bit emotional. My eyes teared up a little bit and they asked what was wrong and if I was ok. I begged them to keep it between us and don’t brag to anyone about what happened. I didn’t want it to affect my son or their friendship.

They promised and swore not to tell anyone and told me they see me as their second mom as they basically know me for more than half of their life already. Those words comforted me a lot and I ended up sleeping until the afternoon when I got a call from my youngest son asking why I didn’t pick him up yet!

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/ep6o83/fmm_im_afraid_my_husband_cant_satisfy_me_anymore