[M] I cheated on my girlfriend two days ago.

I feel very guilty about this, but also…. good in an uncomfortable way. I’m hating myself right now but I’d be a liar if it didn’t make me excited just to talk about this.

My girlfriend and I both work together at a local retail store, we met at the beginning of 2018 and have been dating for a year today. She has two jobs and as a result hasn’t been at our store very much lately. And I’ve…. been busy I suppose. We’re together every night although we don’t live together. A couple months ago a new girl started at our work, and by god the second I saw her I immediately was assaulted by sexual thoughts because she is just so fucking hot. The complete opposite of my girlfriend who’s a bit overweight but still very curvy with a good shape. This girl is shorter, much thinner, and has an amazing body. We hit it off from the day we first worked together and for the past week we’ve been working closing shifts together every night.

The other day was one of those nights, it was just the two of us and our manager who left right as we got off and her and I stood outside the door and talked for a few minutes. She invited me into her car for a few minutes as it’s been freezing out here lately, and the conversation turned to relationships. She knew I was dating someone and she started asking me about her. To which I told her I was very happy and all but nothing is perfect of course. I won’t go into exact details but the topic turned to sex (I’m bisexual, which is how we got onto the subject as we both have experience with men) and the fact that my girlfriend never gives me blowjobs since the first couple of months passed came up. To which she responded with something to the effect of how much she actually likes doing it, and with the way she said that I knew something was up. Inside my head I thought that I needed to get out of the car and go home, but I didn’t.

Again, without exact details, she offered to “show me” and I told her no, but she just kept fucking asking and started rubbing me, which was where I turned weak. My work pants are fairly thin and she felt me get hard, and once she pointed it out I just…. fell apart. She took off my pants and I let her with only minimal protests. And once she started there was no going back. I’d never in my life gotten such an incredible blowjob. She took off her pants and my conscience came back, I immediately told her to stop and she was enjoying it… trying to make me lose my willpower and give in. She straddled me and hovered herself right over my… parts… and gave a few different variations of “oh are you sure?” “Look what you’ve already done though” and “We don’t have to go all the way with this” over and over with a sly faux sympathetic look on her face and started going lower and lower until she stopped moving, gave me a sexy little grin, and I lost it again… the only world to come out of my mouth was a long and low “fuck” and I slipped inside knowing there was no coming back after that.

I cannot overstate how incredibly fucking guilty I feel about the whole thing, I really can’t. I never thought I would EVER cheat on someone, but… Jesus Christ it was so incredible. I worked with this girl again last night and we flirted knowingly on and off all night. But it needs to never happen again. But I still want to.

I’m 22, she is 21, my girlfriend is 24

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/ek56lg/m_i_cheated_on_my_girlfriend_two_days_ago