[M]y wi[F]e is beginning to embrace her sexuality

I’ve posted before about some of my experiences both with my wife and with other women. She has some health issues that make having a reasonable amount of sex difficult for her. But we started working with an anti-aging/functional medicine doctor in another state who is excellent and we’re both getting stronger and healthier. Her, modestly better. Me, I’ve gotten dramatically stronger and re-energized, which is a bit of a problem. My sex drive was reasonably high before, now it’s getting back to where it was when I was in my 20s. We’re in our mid 50s now.

But another issue I never wrote about here was her sexual inhibitions. There were/are a lot of things I’d enjoy us doing that she wasn’t comfortable with. For example, she had a strong aversion to the word and concept of “fuck” or “fucking”. She viewed sex through the lens of “making love”. Well, sometimes I enjoy making love, having sweet, gentle, loving sex. And sometimes, I want to just take my woman and fuck her deeply, roughly. She didn’t want that. When we first got together and started having sex, one time I asked to do it doggy style and she said she didn’t enjoy having me enter her from behind, it felt unpersonal and cold and dirty to her. Ugh. So we worked around it and I found other women to satisfy some of those needs.

I’ll tell the story later of how we got here, it’s pretty erotic in itself but let’s just say some events transpired and we started back up with marriage counseling after just celebrating our 35th anniversary. Yeah, we got married really young. Well the counselor is fantastic, has a VERY liberal and open view of sex and gave us some books to read. One, if you’re married I highly recommend, “Mating in Captivity” by Esther Perel. It really explains precisely why eroticism can fade in a relationship as intimacy grows. All of this has led to some really frank and open discussions. My wife, Theresa, realized she got some incredibly dysfunctional programming from her mom and grandmother growing up about what a lady should and shouldn’t do sexually. She realized she needed to get over some things.

So in the last few weeks we’ve started to have not just more sex but better sex. On Christmas eve she texted me at work and said when I got home she wanted us to go play. Awesome. I get home and we have a Liberator ramp cushion and she has it setup on the edge of the bed. We make out passionately, I then go down on her and while she normally enjoys receiving oral sex, this time she’s losing it. Women are funny, “the spot” that gets them off orally can change from one day to the next, from one minute to the next, and apparently at that moment I definitely found it. Her whole body is twitching and shaking. Finally I back away and stand up and tell her “I want to fuck you, right now.” She asks “how do you want me, baby?” I tell her from behind, stand up and bend over and lean into the Liberator ramp. She does and I enter her but the angle isn’t good, it feels to her like I’m going to come out her lower abdomen. I’m not huge, but I’m long enough that with the right angle I can bottom out and hit her cervix. So she moves over and gets on her hands and knees on the edge of the bed with me standing behind her and I enter her and ask how it is. She can barely speak, she just nods and stammers “yes, uhhh, fuck, yes, fuck me”. She’s normally not vocal during sex, at all. Trying to “talk dirty” makes her feel self conscious. But she is making these delicious sounds as I slowly, smoothly pull out and glide back in. She starts grunting loudly and begins bucking back into me. Ok, is that how you want it you sexy little bitch? Fine. I grab her hips and start thrusting harder. She starts losing it. I start thrusting as hard as I can, just pounding her pussy and she is making these awesome sounds, like a combination of moans and squeals. It’s hard to keep accurate track of time when you’re fucking but we probably went about 8-10 minutes in this position, hard. I figure her arms are probably getting tired so I pull out and lift her up and basically throw her on her back on the Liberator ramp and start fucking her hard in that position and now she’s just completely losing it. Wave after wave is rolling through her body. She’s screaming so loud the dogs are getting concerned on the other side of the door, lol. We go another 5-10 minutes in that position and finally my legs and abs are just so on fire and we’re both breathing so hard I can’t go any more. With me, it’s funny. Often, I’ll feel the urge to cum in the first few minutes of fucking and if I repress it and keep going, then sometimes I just can’t get there again and this was one of those times. And that’s fine. Honestly, while I obviously enjoy getting myself off it’s more pleasurable for me to get my partner off.

We finally stop and just hold each other and kiss, just feeling each other’s naked, sweaty bodies intertwined. After a minute or two I pull out and she walks across the wood floor to the bathroom and this part was awesome. She’s leaving a trail of fluid dripping out of her as she walks. She sees it and gets a towel and says “we gotta clean up your cum leaking out of me.” I smile and tell her “no babe, I didn’t cum, we have to clean up YOUR cum”. She gets a big smile, kisses me and says “now THAT is how you fuck your woman.”

One of our “assignments” from the therapist is to share sexual fantasies with each other. She said she has a few to share she thinks I’m going to really like. Can’t wait to hear them and continue down this road with her as she discovers her own inner eroticism and sexuality.

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/egdih6/my_wife_is_beginning_to_embrace_her_sexuality