I broke the same rule twice in one night [MF]

I broke the same rule twice in one night

Before I started dating my current boyfriend, I had a tendency to hook up with guys, no strings attached. My previous 3 ex’s ranged from manipulative to physical abuse so I would tell each guy I want nothing more than a hook up. Some guys tried for a relationship but always failed. One of my hook ups turned into a fwb, we’ll call him “R”. We partied together pretty much every other night and always ended up in his bed and we actually became really close friends since we were together so often. I was at his place enough to meet his closest friends and after one of them flirted with me one night, he pulled me aside and felt the need to restate the 2 terms we had agreed upon in the beginning of our hook ups. 1. No catching feelings and 2. Friends are off limits.

His best friend “T” lived an hour away but would come hang out on the weekends with us. T was having some problems with his girl and they ended up breaking up. In the same time frame, their friend “C” had just broke up with her ex . T and C crushed on each other for years but we’re always in separate relationships until now. C was a very popular girl, but she was 17 when I first meet her years back and I was 20 so at that time I protected her like a sister from her crazy ex. We lost contact for a while until last year, she’s 21 at this point and came over to R’s house to hang out with all of us. She was already dating T at this point but in a drunken rant, I told her she was absolutely gorgeous and that I found her incredibly attractive. She told me she had never been with a girl so of course I start flirting with her but I do it in a joking way so that I don’t upset R.

Fast forward a few more months and we’re all hanging out and drinking again. R had recently relapsed on heroin and had started to become a pain to deal with because he didn’t have anymore. I tried to comfort him while he’s laying in bed half asleep but he just shoved me away. Then C suddenly started pulling on my arm trying to lead me to the door where T was standing. She became touchy feely and R was getting on my nerves so I grabbed my bag and follows T and C out. T was the designated driver, so C and I jump in the back. At this point, C and I start making out and continue to touch each other. We had an hour ride to T’s house so I figured I put on a show. I lay C down and start to give her head while fingering her and being as drunk as I was that night, the drive felt like 15 mins.

We reach T’s house and head to his room, I’m immediately all over C but hesitant to touch T because of problems with a previous 3 some and jealousy but C didn’t mind it at all and pushed me towards him. He starts with her and I enjoyed watching, she was a very quiet moaner. After a bit she gave me the approval to have a turn. I am not a quiet moaner and I haven’t had kids like she has had so he made some comments to me like how tight and wet I am. Not trying to offend C, I made every effort to get her involved. The night continued to progress as we continue to switch up the positions and partners. Before we knew it, it was morning. We decided to crash for a bit and when I awake, it was nearly night again. I called a friend to come get me since I had work the next day and I said my goodbyes to T and C.

The next day, she contacted me to see how I was doing and we spoke about her getting jealous from some of the stuff T had said. I reassured her that I wasn’t going to try to take him away because that’s not what I do. I was only in it for the fun anyways since I wasn’t looking for a relationship of any kind. She was relieved to hear that and wanted to invite me back because she knew she could trust me. I had to decline because I couldn’t miss work. Shortly after, we all made an agreement not to tell R since one of his rules was to not sleep with his friends. Unfortunately, I broke that rule twice in the same night. It’s been well over a year since the 3some and I made an exception to my no more dating status. I’m currently dating the best guy for me who matches me on a physical and mental levels along with being patient with me as I battled ptsd and alcoholism. I have stayed completely faithful to him. C did invite me back over one other time but I had to decline again because of my relationship status. As of today R still doesn’t know about that night even though we aren’t fwb anymore and C and T are still going strong in there relationship.

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/e52oyg/i_broke_the_same_rule_twice_in_one_night_mf