[MM] mutual masturbation with my best friend

Please don’t judge me because of the silliness of the event :)

My friend bought a 4$ google vr carboard. He recommended that for me and I also bought one. When I went to my friends house, we tried to watch vr porn. It felt really good and we started to rub pillows to each other’s dicks. We had a limited time and we couldn’t continue.

After 1 week, he came for a sleepover. He said that we should do that again but we had only one cardboard this time. We opened a porn and watched it for like 2-3 minutes one by one. btw we were wearing sweatpants, we weren’t naked. we rubbed the pillows. Our friendship was not a confident one in terms of sexuality. I didn’t know anything about his penis. That night, we were confident and we described each other where to rub the pillow on our penises. We were hard and a lil bit horny. I am confused if I’m straight and I think that I am probably bi, so I was glas that we were doing what we were doing. We kept going and I felt that he was rubbing my dick with his hands instead of a pillow. I asked him if he was doing that and he denied that. However, just after 2 minutes he proposed doing it with our hands. ( we were still not naked) he started to do that with his hands and he even squeezed my balls with his other hand. It felt really good and I did the same to him. After 15 minutes I felt like I was gonna cum and asked how this was gonna end. He acted shy and said “I don’t know I haven’t shaved”. I said it doesn’t matter but, as I said, we had a shy relationship and we wanted each other to get baked first. He stripped down my sweatpants and I stripped him after that. We didn’t touch each others dicks while we continued masturbating. I wanted to touch his dick but I was shy and acting like I was not bi so I waited for him to propose. He did and I was like “okay:)”. We started to masturbate each other and we also talked while doing it. We both said that we are not gay and we made comments on each others dicks. We asked each other about the positions that made us feel better. After 5 minutes he came and he started to laugh (he previously said that he laughs after masturbating). My hand was covered with cum but I kept masturbating my dick and finally I came as well. We made comments about each other and talked a little bit about the situation. We were planning to talk but we got tired and slept. After that night, we almost never talked about that night. How am I supposed to feel like and think about his sexual orientation?

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/dy996q/mm_mutual_masturbation_with_my_best_friend