[M]y [F23]irst time with an openly submissive girl

Hi everyone,

First time writing here, i’m not the best at being concise, sorry about that in advance !

***Context and who I am :***

Recently decided to tell some of the stories I remember the best. Good way to deal with what I almost consider a sexual/ego addiction. Everything I write is as close to the truth as memory allows me to (lots of stories under the influence of alcohol or cannabis), and obviously I’d rather tell exciting and successful stories than my failures or bad experiences. English is not my first language, so please excuse me in advance for strange grammar or unusual lengths to get to the point.

I’m 25, still studying in visual arts. I’m rather short for our time period (1m75), brown hair, intense green eyes and generally hardlined features (very defined bone structure), which overall gives me kind of an intense aura when I’m not laughing or smiling. Deep voice. Thin built, I sometimes get the “oh, you’re more muscular than I thought” comment. Although I’m more of a dog person, I’d be more of a rather-clumsy cat myself, be it in the way I move around or my behavior. I’m not that handsome, generally good looking, but I have a strangeness to myself that generally does not leave people indifferent, in both good and bad ways.

Personallity wise, I’m kind of silly guy : I don’t really care about social shame, so I’ll often throw myself at the opportunity of over-the-top theatrical bits. Kind of a know-it-all sometimes, I have a wide culture and great curiosity that generally helps me holding up conversations with people and generally not caring has enabled me to get into conversations easily. To be short : I’m quite outgoing, despite some heavy difficulties with humans in general. I’m very straightforward, generally don’t take shit from people, and try to lose as possible time with lies and the ensuing dramas. I’m generally quite good at making people act on their impulses and let go of the constructs that refrain them, not really manipulating them in the sense that I mostly push them to follow their impulses, which sometimes led to me being compared with either the devil or the tempting snake.

Sexualy wise, I’ve started at 15, hopefully with someone I deeply loved. I’ve been in two serious relationships in a row (2 years each), which left me kind of emotionally damaged at the age of 20, after which I’ve never got back into a serious relationship. It left me with time to pursue my somewhat womanizer carer. I learnt late about my dominant nature, and accepted it when I learnt you could be dominant and still be listening to your partner’s needs. I had a few girls comment on my cock saying it was harmonious or good-looking, but it’s nowhere impressive or anything : as anyone else here who is not a bull, I’m juste above the average, and got some comments about it being large. Notable feature? I can cum far when I’m very into it with a girl (but then again, never did a competition with anyone else… yet ? )

***THE STORY***

The story actually begins with an assignment during a special week at my school. I had to take pictures of people while they were having intense physical exercise. I naturally went to different gyms, but also put an “ad” on the local student facebook page.

Here is this girl, Elsa, messaging me about my project, and inviting me to her place to take pictures of her while lifting weights. Brunette, dark hair and green eyes, with slightly tanned skin : she was often seen as arab even though she was Italian. She was kind of the “fit but curvy” type, big boobs and big ass, a generally curvy build.

So here I was, having finishing most of my work, receiving this invitation by this pretty girl. I did tell her that I fear it’s a trap to steal my organs, which made her laugh, and I resolved to getting there even though I knew I would probably not get any interesting picture out of it : who refuses to take pictures of a pretty woman lifting weights?

When she opened the door, I was both happy and a bit disappointed : no threat to steal my wallet or organs in sight, but a girl less fit than I expected. She obviously knew how to put her curves into a good light. “Well, she still got your attention, so go ahead”, I thought to myself. I had abandoned my stupid teenager standards a long time ago anyway, and she still was a 7 (not that I like ranking people, but it gives you an idea).

She actually had moved her furniture to ease my work, and had prepared a few outfits. I specifically remember a very tight red fitness ensemble which looked very sexy on her : a good sportsbra is fucking sexy, and I think most people here will agree with me. She had even offered a few beers, which I was drinking while taking shots after shots of her in the hottest positions : the dream. There was an obvious sexual tension, which I decided not to act upon : I was here to work, and even though sexual tension often occurs in the field, I never act on it out of professionalism and, well, respect.

She got tired, and we stopped shooting. We discussed for a good twenty minutes, after which I decided to leave. I think I made the good choice, leaving her here with a heavy beating heart and obvious desire.

After I sent here the pictures, which I never used for my assignment, we kept chatting from time to time, tension still leaking. One evening, she told me she was in her bath. My heart sped up, and I know you know the feeling. I hesitated for a while, then told her she was obviously lying to try to get to me, and that I’d believe only what my eyes could see (yep, very classical situation, very classicaly lame answer from me).

After a short while, I got a notification: she just sent a picture.

My heart rushed. I opened the picture… it was just the top of her head and her easily recognizable bathroom. The bitch just outplayed me, which I love : there’s nothing like good teasing.

Even if we mentioned the idea that one of us would come to the other’s place, the conversation did not really pick up, as she had to wake up early the next morning and so did I. Taking things into my own hands, I decided “fuck it”, and told her something along these lines:

“Well, If I come you’ll complain about my trying to seduce you, so I’ll wait for you to acknowledge the tension there is between us” : fucking aced it, being straightforward has most of the times worked for me. Shortly after that, she gave me the address, although she asked me not to get my hopes up too much. “Well, cuddling in front of a movie with a joint is a good plan nevertheless and it’s the worst that could happen”.

[sex starts almost there]

When I arrived, she was already in pajamas. Not the sexiest kind, but I love when women are not dressed up, there is a very powerful charm to it. As we get comfortable on her huge sofa, drinking beer, cuddling, things quickly heated. She turned her head to mine while my hands were rushing along the lines of her body. She had a very soft skin, and her curves were a delight to grab, squeeze… and slap.

We quickly undressed, and she was just as I expected : curvy, some fat where you like it, a big ass you could slap without her hurting in any way. She was on me, both of us in underwear, her lips rubbing on my cock while we were kissing passionately, one hand in her hair or holding her neck, the other travelling from her thighs to her boobs, trying to please her as much as possible. Our breaths grew louder, and we got into a 69 pretty quickly. She had no problem working my cock with her hand and her mouth, mastering the “twisty wrist”, getting me hard fast. She had preeminent labia and her juices were both sweet and sour : she was a delight to eat out. She was getting very wet and myself very excited : I got up, put a condom, and quickly stood on top of her on the couch…

That’s when I learnt why she told me not to get my hopes up. She had a problem with her hymen, which apparently broke in a wrong way, making sex quite painful if not done properly. We tried missionary and doggystyle, none of which helped with the pain. She was ready to let me do my thing, but even if I’m dominant, I’m not a sadist and don’t like to inflict pain for the sole pleasure of my own.

We stopped, and I rolled a joint. She was very embarrassed about all this, and told me a bit about her sexual history : I initially wrote what she told, but removed it because she told me in confidence during an intimate moment, and even though no identity is mentioned here, I don’t think telling you about it is my right. I’ll summarize by telling you she had been through a lot of abuse and harassement, even if at this time she had “made peace” with her painful past. But it was THE FUCKING WHOLE PACKAGE of what disgusts me in this world. “Well, not tonight dude, the world is fucked up enough”, I thought to myself while puffing.

At this moment, I did not want to try anything with this girl that had been through all this shit. She kept apologizing, I told her it was nothing and that my frustration would be no excuse for me to be any different with her than before, she apologized again, smiled, got next to me and stopped.

A few minutes passed. She looked up, right into my eyes, with the dirtiest flame of desire in her eyes. Her dark brown eyes were mesmerizing at this instant. Still looking at me, she leaned in for a short kiss. Still looking at me, she got on all fours, and progressively got down until she was at the borders of my boxers. She looked at my already erect cock through the fabric, then looked back to me and said with the slutiest look :

“Well… I can still do this”

She proceeded to handle my cock through the fabric, stroking it softly, hitting the right spots : she was in the medical field, and she was obviously very aware of male anatomy and how to handle it. She started to kiss it, before finally getting it out. At this point, I’m in pure bliss : enthusiastic girls, even when they’re not the best cock-suckers, are always somewhat good at it. She starts slowly, keeping my cock right up, stroking, giving me dirty looks as she sticks her tongue on the tip of my cock, licking it slowly and passionately.

“You won’t forget any of it. Try not to get addicted” she told me with the sexiest boldness before winking. A bit cheesy, but hell did it work.

I asked her if she minded me smoking while she keeps sucking. She smiles, and tells me to go on. As I light up my joint, she goes rougher on my cock, finally swallowing the tip, going from full-on stroking with her tongue licking it to deep swallows. Her hair started to be a problem, so I held them tightly to allow her to keep to her craft without any inconvenience.

At some point, she stops, gives me the kinkiest stare while seemingly hesitating, then tells me, a devil in her voice:

“I think I really like being your bitch…”

At this point, I just lost my mind, and my hand started pushing her head furiously onto my cock. She was obviously enjoying it, so I let myself go all out with this stuff. I already had a somewhat submissive girlfriend, but I was not honest enough with myself to acknowledge what I really liked and that my sweet girldfriend could like being seriously roughed up during sex.

I kept pushing her head on my cock. It would not go fully in, she kept coughing up, swallowing her drool. But she never let that scare her, and went back to work after checking if I was having a good time.

“I’m sure a little bitch like you can swallow this whole”

She tried and tried to go all the way through, never succeeding in passing her throat barrier. I decided to help : I full on fucked her face even though I was laid down, pushing her head the most as I could. After a few tries, I finally reached her throat, which felt like utter bliss. I moaned like crazy, letting her know that’s what I like. After this first pass, it seemed way easier for her, going all in from time to time.

“Don’t swallow your drool, let it flow on my cock. You like being dirty on my cock, so give me the full show”

Right after that, she proceeded to swallow my whole cock, and I held her like this for around 5 seconds before she coughed a good deal of drool, lubricating my cock.

“Now use your drool to wank me”

She smiled, stroking my cock, sometimes using her thumb to stroke the skin right at the tip, and kept going from full deepthroat to masturbating me with her drool. That was one hell of a show. She got my cock out of her mouth, and slapped her face a few times with it. I took my cock in my hand, held her head tightly with my hand in her hair, and started to do it myself

“You really like being my bitch don’t you?”

“I really d…” she could not finish her answer before I shoved it back into her mouth, this time shoving her face faster onto my cock. She took a short break to breath a bit, and added :

“If there is anything you want, you can ask…”

My mind rushed, everything I’d ever want to do, too many things at once. I asked her to get the other way around and to show me her big ass just above my cock. She happily obliged. I started to spank her heavily, she moaned with pleasure, and I started to slap her ass with my cock. I asked her to shake her ass, which she immediately did, and I placed my cock so that her big cheeks would stroke it. She occasionally moaned and looked back at me, making my boner even harder.

I slapped her ass heavily numerous times, and told her to get on her knees. I got up, took a firm grip on her hair, and started slowly but deeply fucking her face, from top to bottom. “Keep drooling, I want to see your boobs glisten with spit”

Her head kept going on and off my cock. I asked her to stroke my cock while slapping it on her tongue. She did, and sometimes stopped slapping it, getting a littler further back, the dirtiest look in the eyes, probably waiting for the cumshot she worked on for a good 30 minutes already (I usually last long with bj, and weed does not help me cum faster in general). I was getting frustrated with her chronic stops, and got back to fucking her throat, her boobs already soaked with drool. She was steady and handled the savagery of it, her eyes starting to really water

“You really are my bitch now, are you happy with it?”

I did not let her answer the question, and kept pushing her head on my cock. She needed to breath, so I let her go : she got back a bit, let a huge quantity of droll fall upon her bigs boobs, breathed heavily and looked me in the eyes with her devilish stare.

At this point, I could not handle the excitement of it all, and started to masturbate myself furiously in front of her. She understood what it meant, and she kept her position, stroking her boobs, opening her mouth and playing with her tongue.

After the initial frustration and a good 40 minutes of sucking, I finally fucking came. I hadn’t had sex in a while then, and I fucking exploded over her face and boobs. The first stroke was a bit weak, but the next six ones were probably the biggest I’ve ever landed, the kind of cumshots that run along the body instead of sticking because of the sheer quantity. She was a pretty mess after that, smiling with cum on her face and boobs, happy to have done her work. I told her to clean my cock, which she did with a smile, sucking the last drops out of the tip with envy.

I proceeded to help her clean. I asked her if everything was okay, and she seemed happy with all of it, telling me I did not cross a line she was not ready to cross. Cool. We then watched a movie and got to sleep, happy with how the night went on.

She had told me, while she sucked my cock, that I would never forget any bit of it, and it was true. She had told me that it’d be the only thing I could think about for a time, and it has been.

I tried to make this happen again, since she was so into being my bitch (her words, translated in English by me though), but she told me she was looking for something else and that sex was not really on her mind right now.

Well, at least I’ve made peace with my dominant side, and it was only one sex story in many to come.

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/dwrguk/my_f23irst_time_with_an_openly_submissive_girl