Well it finally happened (again) [MM]

Less than 20 minutes ago I had a cock in my mouth. Now I consider myself straight, and before you go telling me I’m not, I’ve only ever dated women, and very good looking women at that. But lately I’ve been striking out left and right, and too busy to try to set up any long term relationship prospects, and I haven’t had any action in months.

The last girl I “dated” (if you can even call it that) was a 10. There’s no other way to put it. She was WAY out of my league, and frankly psychotic, so I knew it wouldn’t last, but I relished the times I got to explore her flawless body. I wish that was still going on, but alas. Anyway, I haven’t gotten so much as a second look from a female since then, which is possibly the most frustrating thing of all time, so as you can imagine my pent up sexual energy has been mounting daily.

I’ve always been curious about hooking up with guys, and I’ve had a few encounters here and there, and when I get insanely horny like I have been, my mind starts to wander to the easiest way to have someone on my dick, which as everyone knows is grindr. I often browse and occasionally have conversations with people on there, and fantasize about what it would be like to meet, but I always either cum before anything can happen and I chicken out or talk myself out of it. I’m good at finding excuses not to do things, especially things that scare me. But lately I’ve been fantasizing a lot about sucking dick, and today I’ve been especially horny for some reason, so I was browsing grindr at work hoping to find something for my lunch break, and I got lucky. I got a picture of a nice looking cock (I’m extremely picky about this. As most bi-curious guys will tell you, and contrary to the opinion of most well-adjusted women, it’s the cock their attracted to and not the man attached to it. This is true for me as well. I get turned on looking at a nice hard cock, but I’m not even remotely attracted to men.) that was only a few miles from me, so we started chatting. He was the only one who could host me immediately, so I did my best to confirm he was clean and not a psycho/fake and talked myself into just going over to see.

My heart was in my throat and I could barely breathe it was beating so fast, but I was so turned on, so I snuck out of the office and drove to the location. I always hate that part and it’s always so fucking awkward to try to find someone’s house when it seems like everyone knows what you’re doing, but I found it and walked in through the open door to meet the guy. He was a slim darker-skinned guy and I could see a slight outline of a bulge in his pants. We exchanged pleasantries, then he led me to his bedroom and shut the door. “No turning back now,” I thought. He laid on the bed and motioned me to join him. I took off my shoes and jacket and laid down next to him while he tried to bring up some porn on his tablet. No luck. For some reason it didn’t bother me, when usually it would. I was just so fucking horny I didn’t even care. I started rubbing my crotch over my pants and he did the same. He asked if I had a big cock, and I said yes (it’s above average but nothing spectacular in the size department. Aesthetically it’s quite nice). He reached over and grabbed my cock through my pants. Fuck that was so hot. I unbuttoned my pants pulled them down and my hard cock sprang out, which he immediately grabbed and began stroking gently. It felt so good to have someone else’s hand rubbing my cock after so long. He and I simultaneously pulled his shorts down to reveal a fucking monster hog. It wasn’t longer than mine but holy shit was it thick. I grabbed it and squeezed it with my bare hands, loving the warm hardness. It was so thick at the base that I couldn’t even get my whole hand around it, and I have big hands.

He asked if I wanted to suck it, to which I replied “yes”. I’m glad he asked, because I was nervous to just lean over and take it in my mouth, but he got up on his knees and straddled me while still rubbing my cock. His cock was inches from my face and I was stroking it, looking at it. I was so nervous for this, but I knew I wanted it. I leaned forward and licked the head quickly. It tasted like nothing at all, which I was so relieved about so I did it again, but a little longer and slower this time. Then I opened my mouth and took the head of his cock all the way in my mouth. Wow… what a feeling. It has been years since I did this and I knew I liked it, but this guy’s cock was simply too thick to take much more than an inch or two in. Nevertheless, he grabbed my head and shoved it down deeper on his cock until the tip hit the back of my throat. I didn’t really like that part, but I went back to the tip and started sucking it vigorously, pausing to jerk it occasionally. I asked if he wanted to suck me but he said no. Fuck! I really wanted to get sucked off, but oh well. After a little while he moved down and grabbed our cocks together and started rubbing them together which was so hot. He was grinding his cock along mine and getting lower with every thrust, until his cock was wedged between my ass. Holy fucking shit did that feel good. He started grinding and pushing his cock around my ass and it felt fucking incredible. By this point I was so close and he was trying to push his cock into my ass, but I didn’t want to fuck a stranger without protection so I pushed him away and started squeezing and stroking his cock with mine again.

He lowered his body onto mine and started grinding our cocks together again, rubbing his face all over my neck, which I was not into, but I can’t deny that it felt good. Why should that be a surprise to anyone? It didn’t feel THAT different than a girl doing the same thing, in fact felt FAR more the same than different, and more importantly felt good! I’m not sure why there is such a big to-do about this type of thing, but I guess I was a little uncomfortable with that particular act so who fuckin knows. Similarly, I didn’t want to kiss him, and have never felt the desire to make out with a guy. Who needs rhyme or reason anyway. Anyway, I pushed him off a bit and he got the message and went back to rubbing his cock along my ass, and pushing a little further toward my hole. My body was electrified, it felt so good. He kept pushing and grinding and stroking my cock and I just couldn’t take it anymore. I exploded all over my chest and stomach while he kept grinding and pushing. I came what felt like a gallon and reached down and pushed his cock away from my ass as I regained some sense of reality. As much as I would have liked his cock in my ass, it’s just not worth the risk and I didn’t expect or (initially) want it to go that far either.

Surprisingly, I didn’t feel the typical “oh fuck what did I just do” feeling that I’ve felt in the past doing this type of thing, but I definitely wanted to get the fuck out of there lol. We made awkward small talk and he kept squeezing my ass as I got dressed, which definitely felt good but at that particular point I was not into it at all.

I got the fuck out of there and went back to work to share this with y’all – I know it’s nothing too exciting but I’ve gotten off my fair share of times reading stories on here, so figured I’d share. It’s easy to read into these types of behaviors and question your sexuality and panic and have a bit of a crisis, but I guess when I think about it, I just don’t really give a shit! I know it probably won’t be the last time, but now I’m desperate for some pussy! I’ll let y’all know if I get lucky :)

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/dwen2e/well_it_finally_happened_again_mm