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I’m in my early 40’s and after a long but unrewarding marriage, I thought that I simply lacked desire and lust. I’ve learned instead that I was overlooking what really turns me on — a beautiful and fertile mind.I had explored role playing involving domination and submission. It’s a theme that speaks to me sexually in a way I can’t quite explain. But some dom/sub fantasies flicker through mind and leave me hopelessly wanting and craving the real thing. That ultimately led me to a special profile in Fetlife offering a full time slave position.
I wouldn’t have to work or live with ordinary day to day stresses and worries. Instead I would be fully cared for in a beautiful home in sunny Palm Springs. My whole life would be dedicated to serving my new Master. The thought brought be incredible peace. I also found myself constantly sexually aroused at the thought of being a total slave.
But, it would have to be the right person, the right mind. Someone caring, empathetic, smart, creative and who is a masterful role player. Someone who knows how to role play like a genius musician, or master painter, or genius poet. Someone who can create a lifelong scene that arouses my every desire, that leaves me in a state of constant arousal, anticipation, and bliss.His house is a mid-century contemporary entered through a gate and surrounded by tall hedges. There is a large grassy lawn and a beautiful pool in the back. The desert is hot during the day but the evenings are beautiful. The palm trees were lit up and swaying the warm breeze. I could live here.My new master was dressed in white flowing cotton pants and a black tight fitting Henley shirt. He was clearly fit though slim. Bald head. No body hair at all. Dark thick eyebrows and green/blue eyes. Beautiful smile and perfect teeth. He wasn’t tall or short. Just right for me. His voice was manly but caring.”Welcome Home.” he reached out his hand for mine. I held his hand and he guided me through his home to a dimly lit, candle lit, room with a fuzzy trendy white throw rug about as large as the room. There were large soft pillows all around.
“This room is where dreams are imagined and shared. “He held my hands in his, facing me and looking me in the eye.” I want to know you. I want you to relax and trust. You’ll find that it is always safe to be both here. I want you to give it a try. I want your total honesty and candor. I will be asking you questions that you would normally either not answer or answer with your audience in mind. I don’t want those answers. I want to know you, like you know you. Open the door for me and I will come to know you better than you know you.”We lounged on the cushioned carpet, propped up by the large soft pillows.There was no music. Just the soft crackle of the candles and their sweet vanilla smell.
“Take off your clothes.”
I was expecting conversation first but the room was warm like the warm breezy air outside. The dim lighting made it easier too. I removed my clothes and sat them next to me.
He then removed his clothes but he did it with care and intention. Removing first his shirt then folding neatly next to him. Then he stood and slid his pants down then stepped out of them and rolled them up setting them next to his shirt. He then slid down his tight Calvin Kleins and folded them next to his pants. He sat back down with his legs crossed and back straight as an arrow.
“Fold your clothes neatly, like mine”
I did.
He relaxed and laid sideways propped up on a pillow and I did the same.There I was fully naked with a man I had just met. My body is less than perfect and felt self conscious at first but Master was aroused by my appearance his face was loving and his penis fully erect.
“What fantasies turn you on the most?”
“I fantasize about being made to serve a strong and dominant master. I love the thought of being humiliated and degraded. I love to be told that I am going to be punished. I love to be treated like I am your property.”
Master asked me question after question about the most personal things, fantasies, daily routines, physical conditions, personal hygiene, childhood fantasies, fears, turn ons and turn offs. He wanted to know what words aroused me and what turned me off.
We talked quietly in that comfortable room for a long time. I felt like I loved him by the time we were done.
He showed me the house and guest house. It was a beautiful contemporary place with a Palm Springs mid-century flair.
The guest house was new and opened to the swimming pool. It had a small but nice kitchen and nice bath. I could live very comfortably here.
Master would be here 3 nights a week. The rest of the week my only job was to make the house and myself nice for Master.
I decided to sell what I had and put it all in a CD account. I gave 3 weeks notice at work and 3 weeks later was at my new Master’s doorstep.
Master ordered a full STD lab online and we went together to be tested. We both had a clean bill of health. I also met with his personal VIP physician who ordered a series of other tests. All of which turned out well. I now have a personal physician who will tend to my health needs and concerns. He is a longevity Dr. and has laid out a personal health program including diet, exercise and supplements. He also prescribed some hormonal replacement therapy that should help with my overall health and increase my libido. Though a daily life devoted to rest, relaxation, healthy food and sexual role playing and service will no doubt leave constantly aroused.
I already noticed that just being here and thinking about my new role had me wet all the time. I was constantly changing my panties.
Our first few days were taking care of medical and me tying up loose ends from my previous life by phone.
This morning our new life really began. Master entered my room after I had finished my breakfast.
“You are to shave your entire body today. Here are clippers and razors. I will be in to inspect you in an hour. You are not to wear clothes at home anymore, ever.”
I used the clippers to remove the hair on my head and my vagina. Then I cleaned up the hair from the floor with wet paper towels. I made sure to get every last hair. It was easy to see them on the white marble floor.
Then, in the shower, I started at my feet and worked my way up with the razor. I was careful to get every bit of hair including my eyelashes. The only hair that I left were my eyelashes.
I cleaned myself off. Dried off with the towel and put on body lotion. I sat naked on the edge of my bed awaiting Master.
He called on the intercom. “Come into the house.”
I walked naked across the inner courtyard and entered the kitchen of the home. Master has a large Master bedroom (1,500 square feet) that includes a beautiful long elegant walk-in closet with seating area, mirrors framed in glossy white wood molding, a massage room with a white leather electric adjustable massage table and a white leather adjustable spa chair for treatments like manicures, electrolysis, etc., and a master bathroom with a toilet, long vanity, oversized tub in a large shower area that also opened out to the pool. All the rooms opened to the pool except the closet.
“Sit your naked ass on this chair”. Master pointed to the white leather spa treatment chair.
I sat down with nothing under me. Even at nudist resorts they will put a towel down before sitting naked on a chair. But I could feel the cold leather on my ass and back as I leaned back in the chair.
Master used the electric adjustments leaning me all the way back and putting my legs up on leg extensions similar to what might in a gynecologist’s office.He sat on a white leather chair with wheels. He was totally naked as well and totally hairless.
“Hair is messy. More importantly it hides parts of your body from me. You are totally mine. Totally exposed to me. There is no part of your body that I do not own. There is no part of you that you can hide from me. I can view, inspect and even punish any part of your body inside and out. Do you understand me?”
“Yes, sir”
He slapped my inner thigh right next to my vagina. “Do not move during your inspection. If I find any imperfection you will punished. If you move during my inspection or any punishment you receive, I will punish your vagina. Do you understand?”
“Yes, sir”
I let my body fully relax and allowed Master to fully take control. My body was his to move as he needed or pleased.
Master wheeled his chair and a white magnifier that was on a crane like stand with bright a bright white light around it. He started at my feet.
“We will be removing any imperfections that we can. Any others we will love and honor as yours to keep.”
I liked the way he said that. I felt less and less insecure about my body image even while literally being examined under a magnifying glass.”You will be getting a manicure today. Your toenails will be kept as short as possible. Any dead skin will be removed. You will never have nail polish. You will never wear makeup. All of your hair will be permanently removed.”The doorbell rang. Master put on a pair of black silk pants, like elegant pajamas. He answered the door and walked a lady in a white lab coat into the house. She removed her shoes and put on a surgical gown, feet covers and gloves at the door.
“This is Veronica, my personal electrolysis expert. She is the best and will ensure that any stray hair never returns. Veronica, this is my new slave, slave.”That was the first time I heard him address me by a name. My name was just ‘slave’. A very demeaning and humbling name. It was simple and clear. I was now Master’s property. His slave.
Master inspected every square millimeter of my body, as Veronica watched. It was especially humiliating to be on display and in such a demeaning state with a woman looking at me so clinically.
Master first came across a missed hair on my toe. He slapped my toe and slapped my vagina. I was embarrassed to have my vagina slapped in front of Veronica but she seemed to think it was appropriate, maintaining her clinical demeanor the whole time.
Veronica pressed the her electrolysis needle into my hair follicle and I could feel the heat. She then removed the hair with her tweazer.
Several more missed hairs on my legs and feet were removed this way. Each time with slap on the hair and on my vagina for my having missed shaving those hairs.
When Master got to my vagina apparently I had missed several hairs on the inner fold of my labia. Master spanked me 10 times hard on my open vagina. Then Veronica spent about 30 excruciating minutes burning each follicle and plucking out each hair. This was especially painful without any lidocaine on my inner vagina.
At one point the searing burning in my vagina was so intense I winced a bit slightly moving.
“Veronica turn up the heat on the machine.”
Master moved my legs off and to the outside of the stirrups. My vagina and even my asshole were more exposed than ever. Master then took a black leather belt, folding it twice and whipped me on my pussy. The belt also hit my taint and asshole. My pussy was so sore and burning from all the electrolysis and now the whipping. I could see in the mirror at the end of the table the red welts on my vagina and asshole. I was careful to lay still through my painful punishment.It may seem that Master by leaving welts is causing real injury to me. However, he is very careful and knowledgeable about how, where and what intensity to use to punish me. Welts are healed within a day and cause no lasting damage. Everything he does is designed to degrade rather than seriously hurt or injure.After my front, my arms and my head were done, Master ordered to turn over on to my stomach.
He again spread my legs out so that my asshole and vagina were exposed from the back. Working from feet up again Master and Veronica eventually reached my asshole.
I had missed several hairs that were in the pink crevices right around my asshole. Master pulled out the belt again whipping my asshole.Then with roughly and painfully grabbed my ass cheek in his hand and stretched my ass as far apart as it could go. Veronica then got in there electrocuting the hairs at the new higher heat one by one.Master also stuck his finger in my asshole then came up to face which was face down in the head cradle of the chair.
“Smell that”
There was a slight odor to his finger.
“Suck this finger”
I sucked his dirty finger clean. It was so embarrassing to be called out on something so personal, especially with Veronica there. But I’m learning to let go of embarrassment and allowing Master to have full control of me.
“You will be punished for this later. Veronica shouldn’t have to smell you. No one should, ever!”
When we were done. Veronica left and I was left laying on the table.The door bell rang again.
Another woman dressed like Veronica in surgical protection wheeled in a laser hair removal system. I remained laying face down.
Without saying a word she began to laser me from my feet to the top of my head. It was hot as Master instructed to set the machine to the maximum intensity but it was much more mild than the electrolysis. She first lathed on KY Jelly and then glided the laser head across my skin back and forth. In some areas it felt good. On my asshole it almost felt like I was being fucked but it did get especially hot there.
She slapped my asshole, which surprised me, and said roll over. She was not very friendly, seemed mean and hateful really. She started on my toes and worked up to my pussy. At my pussy she was rough. She told me to hold my knees up to my chest and she grabbed my labia, pinching it open as she worked around my inner vaginal area. It was especially humiliating and degrading to handled in such an angry way especially on my exposed vagina. The heat was also especially there and she spent the longest time going over and over each area in and around my vagina.
She lasered my face and scalp and eyebrows.
Then she slapped me on the pussy and said “All done”
Master paid her $1,000 cash and she left on her way.
“We will be doing this every Monday.” Master said
“Yes Sir”
“Now it’s time for your punishment for displaying an unclean asshole to your Master and his guests.”
Master pulled me off the table by gripping my upper arm. He’s very strong.He put on the shower floor, which is a large area (about 200 square feet) with multiple shower heads and attachments. Some were a series of butt plugs on enema hoses.
“When I say ‘Present’, you are to get on all fours then put your tits on the floor and reach your hands to your ass pulling your ass checks apart. You are to keep your back arched like a lady.”
“Present”
I got down on the cold marble tile floor on all fours. I then pressed my tits on the cold floor and reached back opening my butt for Master. He kicked me in the stomach.
“Arch your back more. Point that asshole in the air. Don’t hide it from me.”I arched profoundly. He slapped my asshole.
“Stretch that ass all the way apart. Nothing can be hidden from view. Every crease and fold of your asshole needs to be stretched wide open. And relax your asshole, pushing out like your are taking a shit, so that your asshole opens.”I stretched my ass checks so far apart it was hurting my stretched asshole. I then pushed out so that my asshole would open. It was almost scary as it felt like I was going to shit but I guess the body doesn’t in these situations.Master put mineral oil on my asshole and slowly inserted a one inch diameter butt plug, attached to an enema hose.
It was an awkward position to be in but there was no embarrassment to be kept from Master.
Master turned a knob and the dildo firmed up as warm water pressurized the hose. I could feel it rushing into my rectum. It was my first enema. It felt OK really. A gentle warm feeling.
“Keep your asshole tightly sealing that dildo. Any leaks and you will be whipped on your pussy.”
“Yes sir.”
The warm relaxing feeling soon changed to an urgent need to expel the water. Master was watching me closely so I focused on squeezing my butthole closed and holding onto the water. I wondered when it was going to end as I didn’t think I could take much more. I could feel my stomach distending and looked to see that it was hanging way down.
Master spanked my thigh. “Don’t turn your head unless instructed.”
Now I was in real pain. A terrible cramping and my legs were shaking.Just as I was about to give up, Master turned the flow off.
“We are cleaning out your rectum and colon to show what is involved in keeping yourself clean for your Master. You must be clean on the inside and out. I will be showing the proper care and hygiene of all your orifices. Now you are to hold your enema for 5 minutes.”
He set a time and left the room.
The wait was excruciating. I laid on the ground cold and trembling doing all I could to hold it in.
After what seemed like an eternity the timer went off and a few seconds later Master came in. He had removed his black silk pants and was again naked. His penis was hard.
Now stand up. I was trembling uncontrollably.
“Do 10 jumping jacks”
I looked at him to try and say that was just not possible.
He stepped toward me and scooted my feet apart with his. I still could barely stand no less do jumping jacks. He waited a few seconds then kicked me with the flat of the top of his foot directly on my pussy and taint. I startled and did a jumping jack. He kicked me again even harder. It really hurt my vagina. I did 9 more jumping jacks, surprising even myself.
“Now sit on the toilet there and release your enema”
I did. The noise I made doing it was embarrassing but I remembered that there was nothing to hide from Master. He didn’t flinch at all. I sat for a while and Master watched, looking right between my legs at my pussy the whole time. He wasn’t looking me in the eyes at all. I felt like a true object.
He used his feet to push my feet all the way apart so that my knees were 180 degrees apart and my pussy gaping wide open. Enema water was still spurting out my asshole.
“Even when you are on the toilet you must learn to keep yourself as exposed as possible.”
When it seemed sure that I was done. Master ordered me to return to my previous position and present.
He used the enema hose to clean off my asshole then put more mineral oil on my asshole and again stuck the dildo in my asshole.
“Today we will only do this twice. But every morning you are to give yourself 3 enemas before your shower. You are to watch as the last one is expelled. If the water is not totally clear when it comes out, you need to do a fourth enema. You are then to fuck yourself in the ass for 5 minutes with the dildo to ensure that there is nothing else that might leak out and to loosen you up for day’s ass fucking.”
“Lay on your back and grab your knees to your chest.”
I did, on the shower floor, and Master inserted a douche. He douched me 3 times. “You are to douche three times every morning”
“Now let’s see you take a shower”
I stood up and turned on the water. I set it to warm but Master spanked me hard across the ass.
“Get used to cold, we are not wasting hot water on you.”
He turned it to cold and I could hardly breathe. But amazingly my body did adjust and it was OK. Though really cold skin is not flattering. Again I had to let that go as I am not to hide anything from Master.
I had washed with soap and water everywhere, knowing that I was being watched. When I was done Master stepped in. He filled his hands with the liquid soap.
“You are to scrub your pussy clean with soap inside, then rinse and repeat 3 times.”
He proceeded to scrub my pussy with his soapy hand then aimed the shower up to vagina and rubbed off the soap. He then repeated two more times getting in all my folds and an inch or two up my vagina as well.
He did the same thing for my asshole only he did it 4 times. He used the soap on my ears, behind my ears, around my tits, in my armpits (repeating 3 times there as well), and my face. He then tilted my head back and told me to hold my breath. He sprayed water up my nose. Then said breathe. Then he said to hold it again and repeated. The water went all the way back into my throat.
“Now dry off”
Let’s see you brush your teeth. I flossed and brushed carefully. Master had provided me an electric tooth brush.
Master then took the floss and really went to town on my teeth. He pulled out gunk that I had missed. He then brushed my teeth spending 10 seconds on each side of each tooth. He then brushed my tongue and back down the back of my throat with a regular tooth brush. He brushed my gums, my inner cheeks and the roof of my mouth. Then he ordered me to swish and gurgle with a heavy alcohol based mouthwash for 30 seconds. Then repeat 4 more times.
“You are to clean your mouth like this every morning”.
He then pulled me over to a magnifying makeup mirror. He gave me tissue paper.
“Blow your nose and clean it out”
I did. He then lifted my nose up from the front. He had a several wet q-tips and proceeded to use them to clean out my nose. He showed me as he went how to search my nose in the mirror for any debris and to remove it. My nostrils were spotless.
He cleaned my ears with the q-tips.
Then the doorbell rang again. Master ordered me to walk back to the spa chair and sit my naked ass down.
He answered the door to a man dressed in a white lab coat. The man put on a surgical cap, gown, gloves and shoe covers and walked in. Master led him over to me.
“This is your dermatologist. He is going to inspect your skin each month.”The dermatologist seemed awkward. He started at my feet and worked up.”This is a non-dangerous keratosis.”
“Remove it.” said Master
The Dr. sprayed it with freezing solution.
“This is an ordinary raised mole.”
“Remove it.”
The Dr. rubbed it with alcohol then sliced it off with his scalpel. He used no numbing agent and it really hurt.
The Dr. removed several blemishes. He also inspected my pussy and asshole carefully with his fingers and magnifying glass.
He told me to use Vitamin E oil on my whole body everyday after showering.As he was leaving a lady carrying a case walked up to the door. Master greeted her and walked her back to me.
“This is Lelu, your manicurist.”
Lelu set my hands and feet in warm soapy water for several minutes. She then scrubbed them with a brush.
“Give them another round of scrubbing” said Master.
She did. My finger tips were getting raw. Lelu then clipped my nails and cut off the dead cuticles. She cut them as short as humanly possible. My fingers looked short and pudgy afterward.
She did the same for my feet. Buffing off any dead skin as well.
“You will be seeing Lelu every Monday and Thursday. You don’t need nails. When she is not here you are still to soak and scrub your nails every morning.”
“Yes sir”
Update:
I have now been living as Master’s slave for a week. I am wet and aroused almost every waking minute thanks to the hormones that I am injected with, the healthy diet and exercise routine I’m on, being naked all day, being in and living a sexual fantasy that permeates my every moment and finally being liberated of all of life’s usual worries and concerns.
Our house is totally private on the inside and outside. There is no need for clothes. I am totally naked , at all times both inside the house and around the outside of the house. Master has given me a pair of clothes, which are kept on the front seat of the car, which I put on when we go out. They are a pair short cut jean shorts and a see through white blouse. No panties, no bra. People can see my slutty tits and your slutty ass. There’s no way for me to avoid it.Master has taught me the following commands:
“Present” – I get on all fours, then press tits to floor, reach back and pull ass apart, keep back arched.
“Attention” – I am to get on all fours then sit back on feet keeping hands on floor, and look up.
“Fetch” — On all fours, I obtain the item to be fetched and carry back to Master in your mouth.
“Heel” — can also be said by Master pointing down the floor next to him. I am to be on all fours with my head looking down next to him. My back to be arched so as to always keep my asshole exposed and available for punishment.
“Consume” — I am to take by mouth and swallow whatever I am commanded to consume. I must look up at Master, show him the contents of my mouth, the swallow while looking at him, then show him my empty mouth.
“Display” — I am to lay on my back and and put my feet up behind my neck (or as best as I can — that is part of my daily stretching routine). This exposes and stretches open by pussy and asshole.
“Open” — I am to bear down so that my asshole and pussy open up, in whatever position I am currently in. If I am in ‘Attention’ I am to open my mouth.
“Stim” — I am to rub my clit. My pussy and asshole are always kept oiled. Master will often have my sitting in a position next to him while he is on the computer or watching TV or eating and he will command me to ‘stim’. I am stimulate myself sometimes for hours.
“Piss” — I am to pee wherever I am standing.
“Split” — Standing up, I am to spread my legs apart and put my hands on top of my head. Master uses this position to kick me in the vagina. If I fall over from the blow of the kick to my vagina, I am to quickly get back up and into position for the next kick to my vagina. Sometimes he will punch me in the stomach in this position.
I wake up at 5am to begin my chores. My first chore is cleaning all the floors on my hands and knees, the bathroom, kitchen, bedroom and living room floors. I have a garbage bag and a roll of paper towels and floor cleaner. I must clean every inch of the floor every morning because Master punishes me severely if there is even the smallest speck of dust on the floor. As we don’t wear clothes and keep the doors closed there is little dust that enters the home. If Master notices a piece of dust he will point down. That is my cue to heel. I come to him on all fours with back arched and look down. He will then use his foot to point out the dust and commands, “Consume”
I put my head down and lick up the dust. I open my mouth to show him the dust ball in my mouth then I swallow as he watches. I then open my mouth for him to show him I swallowed what he commanded.
Master then commands, “Fetch” and points to the heavy black leather whipping belt kept on constant display on the wall of the living room, under a sign reading “punishment belt”. I bring over to him in my mouth and he takes it.”Display”. I lay on my back pulling my feet up to my head. Master then folds the belt in half twice and brutally whips my asshole and pussy. Hot red welts quickly form on my stinging ass, taint and pussy. If that wasn’t bad enough, Master commands, “Open”. My vagina and asshole don’t want to be further exposed but I know I must obey my Master’s commands. I push down and my asshole and vagina insides are further exposed, gaping open. Master then lands the belt on my open asshole and pussy several times causing intense pain.
He then walks over to the living room table which displays a variety of dildos, vibrators, restraints and chastity devices. He commands, “Fetch” and points to a but plug that is 1 inch diameter for 5 inches then has a 2 inch ball at the base to hold it in. It has a curly pig tail on the end. If I’m unclean, like a pig, I am to be humiliated by wearing this. I pick it up with my mouth and Master takes it and commands, “Present. Open.”
Master then inserts the lubed up dildo deep into my asshole. He then points to a vibrator which at the base comes out to a clit vibrator. The vibrator has a blow up device attached to it that allows it to be inserted in the vagina and inflated to the point that it will be held in place. Master inserts that in my vagina, filling me up and then turns the vibrator on my clit up to max. He then kicks me in the pussy and says “Return to your chores.”
Once the floors are spotless, I clean the entire kitchen, every crevice and corner. I then set to work on the bathrooms every morning. The toilets are to be cleaned by hand inside and outside. I have the special task when cleaning the toilets of only cleaning the seat with my tongue. I am to use cleaner everywhere else but on the toilet seat (which Master does not lift up when peeing), I am to use only my tongue to clean up anything on the seat.
I then clean all the windows, inside and outside. There is to be no dust, dirt, stains or streaks anywhere.
I then do the laundry which is only Master’s clothes and towels and sheets. I wear the same clothes every time we go out and only clean them once per month. I’m forced to walk around in public with any stains I get on them for the entire month. That includes sweat or any spilled food. Master’s clothes are all hung neatly in order of color in his closet, even his underwear. I am to press everything, even his socks and underwear. I especially enjoy attending to his underwear as I imagine his beautiful penis and ass in them.
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