[MF] How the awkward shy kid [22M] lost his virginity, part 1 (Long)

This is the first of several stories I’ll probably post. All of the following is true. Since this story, I’ve embarked on a journey of sexual exploration and I’ve got lots more to talk about. I’ve always had a high libido and this is when I was finally able to release all that pent-up sexual energy.

This story is also sappy and emotional as well as hot and steamy, so if you’re looking for a quick wank over the toilet, go somewhere else.

College wasn’t amazing for me. It wasn’t bad, just not amazing. I went to a large SEC school with 33,000 students. My social anxiety, it turned out, was not bound to my high school as I thought. It was a parasite that lived within me that I couldn’t get rid of. I was too shy and closed off to make many meaningful friends, and didn’t really have any wild times. That is, until the end of the Summer of 2019, which is where our story begins.

I had spent most of my senior year studying and in therapy, seeing a psychologist upon the reccomendation of family and friends. It wasn’t a cure-all, but my therapist was really helping me figure out what it was that prevented me from getting close to people. I’ll spare you all that experience.

My point is, I was starting to feel confident enough to give dating a try. I was the only 22-year-old I had ever met who had never dated or even kissed anyone. I felt like an outsider among men, and was determined to at least go on ONE date before I left college.

So, I got on Tinder and started swiping on every single girl. Every single one. I matched with Katie first. She was beautiful. Shoulder-length strawberry blonde-red hair, an athletic figure, and flawless pale skin. We made small talk for a while and I asked her if she’d like to have coffee.

I hate coffee. But, I figured that’s what most people do on first dates, so that’s what I went with. It was this small family owned coffee shop close to my apartment.

I arrived 30 minutes early that morning, shaking with nervousy and anticipation. Several tumes, I consodered making a break for it. But I was determined to do this if it killed me.

Katie arrived about 25 mins later. I remember having a small panic attack as she walked in. She was wearing a star wars tshirt, and some jeans. I was very over-dressed in a polo shirt and kakis.

Now, this coffee date was one of the most wonderful conversations I’ve ever had with another human being. It was also the longest. 5 hours. Whew!

We hit it off and she texted me afterwords saying she wanted to see me again. I was as giddy as a schoolgirl all day long.

I’ll skip ahead a little because we went on another long date before things got steamy.

But to make a long story short, Katie and I kissed twice on our next date (I literally asked her if I could kiss her lol) and made plans to go bowling the next night after she got off work. During the date, Katie also asked me if I was a virgin, and made several slight mentions that she is very sexually experienced.

During bowling, I noticed Katie was a getting a little touchy feely with me. Leaning up against me and always hugging me. When she got a strike, she jumped into my arms, her head against my chest. I could smell her perfume.

In addition to being happy out of my mind, I thought my dick was going to rip through my ralph lauren pants. I thought, “Fuck, does she want to have sex? What the fuck do I do here?”

When we were done bowling, we chatted in the parking lot, and Katie asked if there was something else I’d like to do.

Like the nervous idiot I am, I said that there was really nothing open at this hour (it was 2 AM).

Then, it clicked with me.

“If you want, we can just go back to my place and watch some netflix.”

We went back to my apartment, and watched Brooklyn 99. About 30 mins in, I just went for it and kissed her. She started to kiss me back, and wouldn’t you know it, there I was having my first full-on make out session on a my busted up old couch. My heart was racing and my breaths involuntarily getting deeper and longer. I was also nervously shaking.

Kayie asked me what it was I wanted to do. I was still shaking and just didn’t really answer and kept kissing her. She could tell I was nervous and said she really like me, and didn’t wanna just hit it and quit it. I liked her a lot too and agreed. I wanted to make it last.

Katie climbed on top of me and took off her shirt and bra.

Now, there a several moments in one’s life that become impressed upon the brain. Learning to ride a bike, graduating high school, etc.

Well, I don’t think I’ll ever forget that short segment of 3 or 4 seconds when Katie slipped off her sports bra and let her firm, C-cup tits taste the air.

At that point, my biological instincts took over. I ripped off my shirt and buried my face into her chest. I kissed and licked around her small, pink nipples, and grazed my hands all over her back. She let out small moansas I was doing this. I then moved back up to her beautiful face and lustfully kissed her wet, plump lips. She also stuck her tongue in my mouth and bit my lip, something I thought would feel weird but surprisingly enjoyed.

Katie was kissing my neck and digging her nails into my back as I played with her hair and kissed all over her face.

My dick was as hard as a rock, and she was grinding on it through my pants as she was on top of me.

I was in euphoria. If heaven existed, I was in it. Ravishing this beautiful, smart, sweet and sexy ass girl on my apartment couch. I didn’t understand how I could be here right now. For 4 years I had lived in fear of others. Now here I was, it was exhilarating.

Before we new it, it was 5 AM. Katie had a morning shift at work at 6 and needed to go. I walked her out to her car and passionately kissed her before she drove home. She said we’d meet up again tomorrow, when we had a few hours to ourselves.

I walked up the stairs back to my apartment. Opened the door and laid down on the floor. I stared up at the ceiling, wide eyes, arms spread out, like I had just taken heroine.

Hope you guys enjoyed, I can write part 2 if anyone is interested!

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/drtl63/mf_how_the_awkward_shy_kid_22m_lost_his_virginity