I am typing this up on the train. Why? If I tried to at home, I would never finish. In public, I can’t touch myself. My hands can focus on the words despite my pussy’s incessant throbbing. It’s cold and rainy today, so I’m wrapped up and can pretend the weather is what’s making me so flushed and out of it. In truth? I’m in heat.
I woke up this morning with an animal need surging through my muscles. Moans slipped through my lips as I humped my pillow and chatted with a few online friends about my out of control state of mind. Dirty, twisted thoughts. Telling Daddy how much I wanted him. How much my body ached for a good fucking. It didn’t take long before I was dripping wet and strangling the pillow with my thighs.
And now I’m off to lunch with friends. Once again, I have to bury my truth and be that innocent and shy Asian girl everyone assumes I am. How am I supposed to tell my best friends that I wanted men to fuck me on my rug and cum inside me over and over until I was pregnant?
Why was my mind spinning into madness? I’m ovulating. If you don’t know what it is, read up on it. Basically, my body is extra fertile today. This is the opportune time to try for pregnancy. And all I can think about is getting pregnant. Having a large man pin me down and flood my insides with his hot cum before passing me onto the next guy. One of the telltale signs of ovulation is thicker vaginal discharge. My pussy juice gets creamy and viscous.
I love how much I can cream. I love spreading it all over, how the thick strands stretch between my fingers, glistened in the light. I love how it looks on a cock or a toy, dripping down the wonderful length. And I love how it tastes like magical honey. As if my pussy and ass are flowers, my body a field for bees to rummage around, kissing and tasting every inch of me, seeking my personal nectar to create my blossom juice in my womb. Do you want to dip your fingers in this honey jar?
My boobs feel tender and needy. My tummy has this weird fluttery sensation going on (or maybe it’s my womb), I don’t know. I just really wish I had a big toy or someone to cream all over, to drown something with my juices. I’m tingling all over; my heart is pounding like it’s trying to shatter against my ribcage.
I’m trying to think of the best way to explain how this feels. Maybe I should be poetic about it?
*Imagine my mind as an ocean*
*Whenever I’m aroused, I sink into myself*
*The more turned on I am,*
*The more water pressure bears down on me*
*The less sunlight reaches my pale form*
*Deeper, and deeper still*
*Until I am caught in an underwater current*
*Sweeping me way,*
*Hurling me through the darkness of my own sexual fantasia*
*That is what an orgasm feels like*
*But now,*
*The way I am now, in heat, desiring to fulfill my biological purpose,*
*Wanting every single man I make eye contact with*
*To fuck me on this crowded train, against the doors*
*Squeezing my breasts, pulling my hair,*
*Calling me their little Asian cumslut, leaving bruises on my hips*
*Until they fill me to bursting with their liquid fireworks…*
*I feel like a chain of volcanos and geysers on the ocean floor,*
*The entire Pacific Rim*
*Ready to erupt, all at once, and throw the planet into chaos*
*Deep breaths, Yesenia. Lots of deep breaths.*
I have to keep reminding myself to breathe. And I’m going to have to throw that pillow cover in the laundry basket. If this was the summer, I’d bend over in front of my air conditioner to cool off. I can’t just aim my ass out the window. Can I?
I haven’t slept with a guy in a long time. Maybe that’s why I’m craving the experience so much. I’m not on any birth control so what would happen if I fucked someone right now with no protection? Would I have his child? These thoughts are consuming me!
I hope this explains how I’m feeling today.
**Tl;dr:** I’m horny out of my mind. Ovulating. In heat. Someone cum inside me, please!
Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/dr3kvn/im_f_ovulating_heres_whats_going_through_my_mind
Wow. This is amazing
very hot, thank you for sharing
This is honest and hot. Almost painfully honest.
Hope you suffer a bit more in your need before you get release so that when you do your mind gets blown in ecstasy.
Very hot thoughts! When I had my fling, it was with a gal that must have been in your same situation. I found out afterwards she was right in the middle of her cycle, no birth control, and she had wanted me to finish inside her.
I need to fill you with my seed! That was soo hot!
I’d volunteer
Wow, just wow! This, so much this. I would read 1000 essays like this! I wish more users would post things like this
Love it, thank you.
Geez a had no idea NNN hit both sides so hard…stay strong sister!
You’re so poetic and succinct in your description . Fuck you got my blood pumping through my veins.
>Having a large man pin me down and flood my insides with his hot cum before passing me onto the next guy.
Volunteering. You meant large as in slightly chubby, right? ;)
Proper usage of viscous?
Damn, that is sexy!
One of the hottest posts I’ve read on here. A+.
Holy fuck, this was beautifully put and some of it describes my own thoughts! Bravo
Ahh, too relatable!! Hope you get what you need, and soon!!
Wow. You’re will is strong, young grasshopper
You describe what female Bodybuilders tell me they feel like when on the gear. Just an insatiable desire to get filled with cum. I have been with about 20 FBBs in sessions and they are with only one exception, the most turned on people I have ever met. The one who wasn’t said to be she was turned on and would rub one out the second I eft the room but because she was married she didn’t want to let me finish her.
Such a good piece about Asian females and their sexual drives. Thank you.
Rampaging Bees’ first album was better.
Amazing. How do women know when they are ovulating?
I was married to an 18 year old redhead once, I was 31 at the time and should have known better but if you saw her naked like I got to, you might understand. . During her time of the month, it was a case of I had BETTER be not too far away, because if I was, some one sure might be and she had almost no control over that.
As a male, it’s difficult to understand. I think you manage to get very close to how nature and hormones affect some females. Most do manage somehow to control it, and keep it hidden, but there are those that can actually be overpowered by their own bodies. This is well written, you got real close to what I saw in my former wife.
We split up because I blamed her, when I probably should have made sure I was there for her. Interestingly, my current long term wife has explained that even after reaching menopause, she still experiences the same urges, just on a far milder scale. There is so much we men just do not understand in our ladies, I think sitting down and talking about it would help a lot of relationships.
That was so fucking hot and really well written. Really got my imagination going thinking about being the guy to fill your womb with my seed. Great job!