[FM] Losing my virginity (18F)

*This story is quite different from what I normally write. I was a much different person back then and as such, it’s a different style of story entirely. Hope you don’t mind! This is a followup to* [*this*](https://www.reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/divbev/mf_the_first_dick_i_ever_tasted_18f/) *story.*

It had been nearly a full month with Karl and one of the hottest thing I would do with him were “sex simulations,” as I called them. We would lay naked in bed together, kiss and make out until he hard, then kiss and make out and caress each other even more. I would then put a condom on him and he would get on top of me, pretending to fuck me. Basically, rubbing his cock on top of my pussy, moving like we were having sex. He would then come on my stomach and holy shit that was hot as fuck.

“One day, I’m going to shoot this in you,” he would say.

I should say, I have the most liberal parents in the world. Door close, Karl there, spending the night, no problem. Of course I was 18, but some of my friends had… less accepting parents, to say the least. My parents didn’t mind one bit and Karl was always welcome. They probably assumed we were having sex, even though we weren’t (not intercourse at least).

I should also say, I badly wanted sex, had wanted it for a while, but was also sort of afraid of it. Afraid it would hurt. Afraid I wouldn’t perform well. Afraid to finally lose it, you know?

We got very, very close one time. I don’t know why, but I was super, super horny. Spent all day with my vagina filled with my juices. Juices soaking my panties. Fantasizing all day about putting his dick in my mouth and making him come, then swallowing it all while looking at him in the eyes. I wanted him, I wanted him inside me. I wanted to have sex with him.

I was working, and I was barely able to last until evening. We did our little ritual, he put his condom, got on top of me, then…

… he put his cock on my clit and holy shit it sent shivers all through my body. “You’re so fucking wet,” he said. “Half an inch lower and I could slide in you like it’s nothing.

Do it. Do it. Fucking do it. If he had started to move his dick to fuck me, I wouldn’t have stopped him and I would have lost my virginity, right here and there.

“But I’m not going to do that. You know why?”

“Why?”

“Because you deserve something more special for your first time. And so do I.” He kissed me, his dick still struggling on my clit. “I’ve always, always wanted to take the virginity of a girl. It’s one of the things I want the most in the world. I really, really want to take yours. And when it happens, I want to fully enjoy it. An entire night together where I can initiate you to sex, show you how it feels like.”

We kissed, he went back to ontop of my pussy. I eventually turned around and started sucking him as he lick me. We both came together.

He wouldn’t have to wait very much for it to happen. Every day, I was wanting him more and more. Every day, I fantasized about him, dreaming of finally “doing it.” I loved Karl and wanted to give him that. He always said how hot he would be, how he would remember it his entire life, how it meant everything to him that I would give him that, etc.

On Friday, I felt – again – extremely horny. I didn’t know it at the time, but I was super close to my ovulation and as you all know, I get crazy horny during my ovulation. Of course I had little idea it was due to that at the time.

“Tomorrow you can take me,” I said, using the word he would use to describe it.

“REALLY!?!?!?!?!?!?” he texted back.

“Yes, really. I’m ready.”

“Sarah I really don’t want to pressure you.” I told him it was fine, that I was fully ready, that I wanted him and that I knew how much he would enjoy it (and holy shit it was hot). “I’ll give you a night you’ll never forget,” he texted back. “Pick you up at 7.”

Karl brought me to a nice, respected restaurant. A five services where you had to dress nicely. I wore a long, slender dress and he came with a clean shirt and pants and, oh my god, he was good looking. He had gotten a haircut, had trimmed his beard, everything.

He invited me, offering me everything, saying “this is my gift to you for the gift you’re going to give to me. Your gift is much more valuable, trust me. I’ll never forget it.”

The food was delicious and he pushed his luck by ordering a glass of wine for me. I think I looked older in my dress, in my makeup, or perhaps they simply did not care. It’s just a glass of wine during a meal, afterwards. It was enough to relax me and make me feel really nice.

“Sarah, I have a favor to ask. Losing your virginity is a one-time thing, for the rest of your life. It’s something special. It would be amazing to record it so you can rewatch it forever and remember, but only if you want. My camera only records on a SD disk and I will give the disk to you afterwards. It’s you losing your virginity after all, so this video is my gift to you – yours and yours alone. However, if you decide I deserve a copy and decide to send me one a few days later, I’d be most grateful and find it hot as well. If not, no problem.”

“Record it?” I asked. The idea had never really crossed my mind.

“It’s special, and you can always go back and rewatch it and remember. It will always be amazingly hot.”

I drank a bit more wine and my face flushed. “Okay,” I said timidly.

“I have another favor to ask. I know we practiced with a condom, but… For your first time, I really want to do it without. Feel skin against skin. And explode in you, fill you with cum. I don’t want your first time to end in a plastic bag. Let me cum in you please, let my cum be the first to fill your pussy”

Technically latex, but ok.

I was on the pill. Helped regulate my menstrual cycles and some problems. However, I was dead afraid of STIs. Still, I trusted Karl, never used condoms doing oral or anything. I knew Karl didn’t sleep around neither and at this point, I loved him to death.

“Okay,” I said back.

He seemed… ectastic. We finished eating and then he drove us back to his place. His parents were gone until “late” he said and wouldn’t be back until the next morning. I had spent the night as his place before, in his room in the basement. His parents too did not seem to mind.

He told me to wait a little before coming in. After several minutes, he called for me from inside the house.

Karl had covered the main floor with candles. The nice, long, slender ones and only source of light in the otherwise dark house. A trail of rose petals led to the upper floor’s bathroom. It was amazingly romantic.

“Would you mind undressing, miss?” he said as I got in the living room.

“Here?”

“Please. Let me admire your woman’s body.” I removed my dress as he asked, and he said “underwear too please.”

“Aren’t you undressing too?”

“Please, let me admire your body.”

I did as he asked until I was naked. He asked me to turn around slowly and I could feel the pressure of his eyes on me. “You are becoming a woman tonight, Sarah.”

I giggled, a bit not at ease. “I read it hurt a bit.”

“Remember how wet you were a few days ago when I almost took you? That’s how wet you’ll be before I take you. It won’t hurt.”

He led me to the bathroom. He had made a nice bath, full with nice smells and candles. “Please, get in,” he asked. I did, and he started undressing in front of me. His dick was rock hard. It was a bit scary, knowing that thing was going to be in me.

He got in the bath with me and we made out in silence for a while. “Touch me,” he finally said. “That’s going in you.”

After the bath, he dried me off with the plushiest towel ever, then told me to follow another trail of roses, red ones. It led to his bedroom and he asked me to lay on my back. I immediately noticed the camera on a stand pointed at the bed. I looked at him, and nodded.

“Gosh you are so freaking pretty Sarah. Thank you. Thank you so much.”

I looked at his dick, probably average size, but immense to me at the time.

“Before I get my dick in you, I’ll tell you, because I want you to enjoy it, okay? Now,” he said as he started recording, “would you mind telling the camera what we are doing here?”

“This is my first time having sex,” I said simply.

“I will be taking your virginity,” he said as he got near me.

I don’t know how long he kissed and caressed me, but I know it was a LONG time. He was super patient and very silent, only saying a few sentences such as “the cum I have in my balls right now will end deep in your pussy” and “damn I can’t wait to fuck the shit out of you.”

His dick started to poke my clit more and more, rubbing its head against it. Then, he went down on me, and ate me until I almost orgasmed. I don’t know how he knew when to stop. He went back to kissing and caressing me. He had that super happy look on his face, his eyes just screamed that he was elated. “I can’t wait to be in you, show you how sex feels like.”

He put his dick at the entrance of my pussy. I tensed up immediately, my heart beating. Afraid of the unknown, of… I don’t know. Nervous as hell. He was going to do it. “Look at me,” he said. “Do not let go of my eyes. Keep looking at me.”

He pushed a little bit in me, only shoving a tiny portion of his penis’ head into me. He kept doing a few of those thrusts until I got used to it, then progressively started going a bit further, but still not entering me. “See, I told you I was going to take it slow. You have a muscle there and the head of my penis is pushing against it, desperate to enter you. The head is the widest part of the penis, so once it’s in, it’s in.”

He pushed again and damnnnnn I felt the orgasm nearing!?! How?

“Look at me. Look at me in the eyes,” he said again. “I want you to ask me to take you.”

He kept pushing at the same depth, the head barely starting to open up my pussy, staring at me with that huge satisfied smile of someone who enjoys every second, but slowed down the rhythm. Very quickly, it became unbearable: I was this close to an orgasm, and you know how that feels, how badly you NEED to come, but every time I got closer, he slowed down, and it felt the orgasm went further.

“Do you want me to take you Sarah?”

“Yes, please.”

“I want you to beg for it.”

He didn’t need to keep his pace down there for too long. Soon the orgasm became an absolute necessity: I NEEDED to come. Every time his dick touched my entrance, it felt like my whole body was going to explode.

“Fucking fuck me,” I said, which was the best I could formulate.

I started moving my hips to help him enter, giving him all the angles, but he moved away, stopping.

“Get in me, take my virginity,” I said. His dick touched my pussy again. “Fucking push all the way in, fuck me, have me, take me, fucking do it!” I continued. His dick got a bit deeper, this time the head almost in, and I felt the orgasm coming: it was THIS close.

“Take my virginity, fucking get in me, please, fuck me, please take me, make me a woman, please please please…”

He pushed all the way in.

I felt a tiny ting of pain but the orgasm that immediately followed was so intense I quickly forgot about it. I started screaming in pleasure, my whole body resonating, consumed by a bodywide orgasm that was so intense I had no idea this was even possible, it made the little orgasms from cunnilingus look average in comparison, but this one was so good my nails starting biting in his back as I was grabbing him so hard. He kept his dick, fully hard, in me, as I came, grabbing and kissing me, enjoying my orgasm with me.

I let myself go. Completely. Screaming long, pleasure “ah” over and over again as my whole body trembled. Then, I let myself fall on the bed, him still in me.

“God that… that…”

“I love you, Sarah,” he said, kissing me.

As the orgasm transform into a calm, peaceful wave of pure relaxation, he removed his dick from me.

“Get back, fuck me,” he said.

“I told you I was going to enjoy that,” he said. On his knees, on the bed, he brought his dick to my faceand I grabbed it with my mouth instinctively, sucking him. I hadn’t even thought about the fact I was tasting myself.

“Does this taste like a first time?” he asked. I nodded briefly. I heard him moan and then he said: “Sorry but I made a promise this load is going in your pussy.”

He got his dick back down, pushed against my clit, and then… he waited. Kissing, caressing, touching my body, telling me he loved me and would never forget that night.

“May I get in you?” he said.

“Yes, please,” I answer gleefully.

He took me, much strongly this time, but my vagina felt so relaxed it just felt… Nice. He put some strength in me, but entered me like it was nothing.

“Your vagina feels so damn nice,” he said as he starting moving in me. “Damn you’re wet Sarah.”

“I know!” I said naively.

“That’s too hot. I can’t resist. This is is how we fuck,” he said, and it was as if I had waken up another man. He started fucking me, hard, going in and out of me, pushing the bed into the wall as he was pushing so hard.

“Cum is going,” he said, and not even a second later, his back arched and he pushed all the way in me, so hard I went back by a few inches. He stopped moving and ejaculated everything deep in me, screaming in pleasure. “Damn nice pussy,” he said. “Nothing feels better. Now Imma need to use it every day.” Once finish, he went to grab the camera from the stand and said he wanted to “show me.” He video my cunt and I can tell you, it was soaked in cum, leaking out his stuff already.

“You’re so pretty with a vagina full of my cum,” he said, and we laughed together. We kissed, cuddled, and had sex one time more that night, then in the morning.

By the time the morning arrived, the petals and everything had been removed. Karl was an early riser and woke me with a hard dick poking on my cunt. Within ten seconds, he was in. Within two minutes, I was having another powerful orgasm, and so was he. “Don’t clean up,” he told me. “Keep my cum in you.”

I dressed quickly and he handed me the SD card, “yours to do anything with you like,” he said. “But I would really, really, really love a copy,” he said. “Nobody would ever see it apart from me,” he promised.

His parents arrived shortly after, none of us having the time to shower. We must have been smelling… I don’t know. Well actually I do know :). They didn’t seem to mind.

Karl said he NEEDED to use my pussy that night. It was a bit more complex, but we had enough time to have sex in his car, me on top of him. It was amazing too. I returned to my room with a cunt leaking his cum again.

Every day, he would text me, saying he was horny as hell and “needed to use my pussy.” It was never enough, but I was proud to provide to be honest. It was hard to focus on school because all I could think about was how strong I had come and how much I wanted and needed it. During the days that followed, we ended up fucking in bathroom, under a stair case, in his car, and one time in a park, a small blanket covering him. We even watched the video (I did send him a copy :o) together at his place the next Friday and it got me so horny we ended up having sex while watching it. Damn I could scream loud :O

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