My first erotic story (long) (outdoor) (fantasy) (bdsm) (oral) (anal)

**In the Back Garden**

I was outside in the back garden when the most amazing thing happened to me. I was on my hands and knees plating flowers around the new shed when I felt a familiar set of hands on my back. I started to stand up raising up on my knees when he whispered, “Be still.” in my ear. I was intrigued so I sat there on my knees with the sun kissing my bare shoulders and the wind blowing my hair around my face. That’s when I felt it. The rope he was placing around my ankles. I was scared. I tried to rise. He placed one hand firmly on the back of my neck and in a soft rough tone said, “Trust me”. And I did.

He finished securing the rope around my ankles and then started working to secure my shaking hands behind my back, stopping only once to kiss my neck. I was trembling all over, I don’t know anymore if it was out of fear or excitement. But I remember liking the way I felt in that moment, and all the moments to follow.

Once he had finished securing my hands and feet he finally moved around to face me. He looked deep in my eyes, with is pants pulled taut over his erection, “Are you ready?” he asked in almost a whisper. I looked back at him. I could see the desire, the fire, burning in his eyes. I could feel my own excitement running down my thigh, my clit was twitching, “I’ve been ready”, I moaned softly.

His breath was ragged as he unzipped his trousers, catching slightly in his throat as he continued to fumble around until his bottom half was bare. With one hand gripping his cock, he leaned down and kissed me placing his other hand firmly on the back of my head. Pulling my face to his where he continued to kiss me, his tongue dancing in my mouth. When he pulled his face from mine we were both breathless, panting with pleasure, I could not resist letting out a deep moan. He had never kissed me with such passion. My pussy was dripping wet, longing to be filled with his cock, but that wasn’t what he had in mind. Not just yet at least.

He began tugging on his hard cock, I could see him trying to decide what to do next. Then he ran his hand down the back of my head stopping at the nape of my neck. He took a deep breath and then secured his hand in my hair. Pulling my head back hard. I gasped in pain and shuddered with desire. He took a step towards me taking his other hand off of his visually throbbing manhood and reached out to grab my face. He pulled at my chin forcing my mouth open. Realizing what he was doing I locked eyes with him and opened my mouth wide. He caressed my cheek for a brief second before he grabbed the back of my head with his free hand and buried his cock deep in my throat, gagging me, with one deep hard thrust.

My eyes were watering and I was gagging hard around him, cock still buried deep in my throat. He was not pulling free from my mouth. He thrust deep again and again, not once breaking contact with my eyes. I couldn’t breath. I was starting to panic. He could see that I was scared and his face hardened. His eyes burning bright like sapphires with both passion and desire. Finally, he pulled out of my mouth. I gasped for breath, I did not think that he was ever going to stop. I did not have long to catch my breath. He jerked my head back harder then he did the first time. I let out a cry of pain and he took advantage and thrust himself in once more. Both hands still firmly on my head he fucked my face with furry. I was gasping and gagging again my eyes pleading for him to stop but my pussy throbbed and my pants were soaked. I began grinding my hips back and forth, the desire that flooded me was exhilarating. I could feel myself on the brink of climax.

He must have noticed that my fear had changed to a longing for him to release, to taste him. He grinned and grunted “I know what you want”. He pulled free of my mouth just long enough for me to catch my breath and moan “I want it now”. He moaned and slammed his cock in my mouth, his balls slapping my chin as he slammed himself into my mouth again and again while I rocked back and forth, grinding myself down on my leg. I was going to cum, there was no stopping it. My back stiffened and my mouth gaped open and I screamed with pleasure around him and with one final thrust he filled my mouth full of his hot delicious cum.

He pulled free from of my mouth moaning with pleasure. I kept my eyes on his as I swallowed his seed and licked my lips. Finally having caught my breath I asked him to untie me so that I could I stand, I needed to stretch my legs and be free of my soaking pants. After a few moments of gazing down at me he replied to my surprise, “No.”

**That was only the Beginning**

“What do you mean, No?”, I demanded. He didn’t reply. Instead he walked over to the patio to retrieve a small black bag. Once he had the bag in hand he started walking back towards me. The sun shining from behind him made his blonde hair seem as though it was on fire, I had never realized how handsome he was until that very moment. My heart swelled with love in that moment, I’ve never loved him anymore than I did right then. The way he walked with his shoulders squared and his half hard cock slapping against the inside of his thigh filled my stomach with excitement.

When he was back at my side me placed the bag on the ground beside me and knelled down to get something out of it. Carefully shielding his movements so I could not see what was in the bag. He removed something from the bag and quickly placed it behind his back. He looked at me for a few moments and then stated rather frankly, “If you want me to stop, now is the time to say.” I was taken-aback by this sudden change in the man that I love. He had never acted in such a way with me before. Our sex life was good, average, and that was OK with us. We were happy, or so I thought.

“Do as you wish.”, I found myself amazed to hear those words come out of my mouth. I was generally a rather controlling person. I liked things done in my time and how I wanted them. Relinquishing the control over anything was almost impossible. But when he looked at me with that look and I could see him truly seeing me and what I needed I was compelled to give myself over to him. Without another word from him, in that moment, he removed from behind his back what he had taken from the bag.

I had seen ball gags before but I had never used one. Never even thought about using one to be honest. I started to protest, shaking my head back and forth telling him no. He did not listen. He grabbed my throat and gently applied pressure. Shocked I stopped moving and just looked at him. Who was this man? He pressed the ball against my mouth until I opened and let it be placed in my mouth. The leather straps were surprisingly cold against my cheeks as he secured the gag behind my head. I felt powerless to him and I loved it.

With the gag firmly secured he grabbed my arm and pulled me over onto my side, removing a pair of sheers from his bag as he did. I tried to tell him he wasn’t cutting off my favorite shorts, however with the gag in my mouth I couldn’t. The sheers were sharp and made quick work of my light cotton shorts and my top. Leaving my laying on my back in the warm grass. He stood above me, looking down at me, his eyes dancing over my naked body, his cock growing firm as he did.

He crouched down beside me and ran his hand down my stomach until he slipped his fingers between my thighs and placed a finger between my lips and into my twitching pussy. How I craved for him to be inside me. I bucked my hips with excitement and he smiled. When he removed his hand from where it was nestled between my soft thighs his fingers were wet with my cum. He flicked his tongue across his fingers tasting me as he did. This time from his bag he retrieved some sort of hardware and began moving quickly. He started twisting a small ring into the ground and then fastened some sort of clip on it. Then he shifted his attention back to me. He sat me up, pausing from his work long enough to give attention to my large breasts. He took them in his strong hands and squeezed. Pulling first one, and then the other, to his moth he bit and sucked at my nipples. With one breast still in his mouth he reached behind me and cut the rope securing my hands behind my back, my freedom didn’t last long. With a final hard bite of my nipple he pulled a pair of handcuffs from his pocket and placed them on my wrists biding my hands again. This time in front of me.

Taking me by the handcuffs he pulled my across the grass, my legs still secured together, over to the ring. I cried out in pain around the big black ball gag, he didn’t stop until the handcuffs were clipped to the ring on the ground. My mind was racing. Here I was on my stomach my hands bound and secured to the ground. What was he going to do? I couldn’t scream. I couldn’t move. I was his.

**The fun Begins**

What happened next is kind of a blur. As fast as he had me fastened to the ground he was behind me. Lifting me up by my hips, placing a small stool under my stomach. More rope. What is happening? He is behind me. Pushing my legs forward until they were against the stool. He wrapped the rope around my thighs and then the stool. I was bound and gagged and in “doggy” position. My ass high in the air, exposing my plump shaved lips and my ass.

My heart started racing as he settled in behind me. I did not know what he was going to do and it scared me, but I trusted him. The cold of the lube shocked me as it ran down the round of my ass. He started rubbing the lube around his finger teasing my ass. I was scared. I knew it was going to hurt. Then it happened. He pressed his lube covered finger against it until the tip slipped in. It was a weird sensation, but it was nice. He moved it gently back and forth, slowly at first and then faster. I was going to cum. He seemed to sense it and removed his finger. “Not yet.”, he whispered.

I tried to beg, to plead, but my words did not come out clear around the gag in my mouth. I wanted to cum. Yet he denied me. He grabbed my hair pulling my head back causing me to let out a low moan. “Fuck me.” I tried to scream. It was driving me crazy. Wanting to demand him to to fill my tight pussy with his hard cock and being denied the opportunity. I want him, no, I needed him inside me.

When he smacked my ass it brought me back from my thoughts. He smacked me again. It hurt, but I liked it. He released my hair and stepped out from behind me and came around so that I could see him. He showed me this black thing. It had a flat bottom and a was shaped like a small tear drop. “This is for you.”, he said as he walked back around behind me. His fingers sticky with lube rubbing around my ass again. He was putting it in my ass. He pressed the small silicone tip into my opening. It wouldn’t enter. He pressed harder, I cried out in pain. He pulled it back for a second and rubbed more lube on my ass. Then he pressed it hard and fast until it was inside me. I screamed, out of both pleasure and pain.

Up until this point in my life I had never done anything like this. In the twenty-nine long years of my life I had never even considered trying something new sexually. I have had urges but I kept then hidden. I didn’t want anyone to see. I didn’t want to be judged or laughed at, and in this moment I realized it was the greatest mistake of my life. While he was silently slipping one of his long, strong, fingers inside of me I decided that I would never deny myself something that I wanted again out of fear of what others thought.

At first he had only inserted one finger in my pussy but it did not take long for that one finger to turn into two and then three. His fingers filled me up, and I moaned with longing for more. “I want to kiss every single inch of your body, explore every nook and cranny, penetrate every crevice.” he said adding one more digit to my already filled hole. I bucked back against him the best I could. I wanted more. He placed his free arm on by back and began thrusting his fingers inside of me. I could feel my juices running down my legs. I was going to cum. I tightened my pussy around his fingers as I moaned with pleasure. I was going to cum, there as no stopping it. I screamed around the gag in my mouth as I climaxed with him fingers deep inside my throbbing cunt, my cum flooding out around his finger.

“I said not yet, and you did not listen.”, he said to me pulling his hand free of me. “You’ve been naughty. I am going to have to teach this pussy who is boss.” He grabbed me by my hips and slammed his cock deep inside my pussy. Using my hips and handles he penetrated me over and over again, each time pulling free and then slamming his fat cock deep inside. My body quaked with ecstasy as he clung to my hips and began slamming himself into me over and over. I never wanted him to stop. I was quivering as my body was rocked with one immense orgasm after another.He dug his nails into my soft flesh as he slammed himself into me one final time. Filling my pussy with his cum before he pulled himself from the havoc he had wrecked on me. He panted out of breath from the intense pounding he had just given me.

Once he had taken the time to catch his breath he came around to stand in front of me. He reached down and unfastened the gag and gently removed it from my mouth. I thanked him and worked my jaw back and forth trying to work the pain out of my jaws. He nodded to me, whispering, “I’ll never be free from needing you.”. My heart fluttered in my chest. Our relationship was not perfect and that was okay. We fumbled along every day doing the same things and going to same places. Over the years I stopped seeing him and the desires that he had. He had stopped being my lover and was simply just there. This experience. Bound in the back garden, with the sun kissing my freckled shoulders and the soft grass beneath my hands and feet was Earth shattering. After this things were going to be different for us, for me.

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