[MF] My pathetic ex – Long

First-time post here, let me know what you think.. There’s a bit of background that I want to mention, so if you aren’t into that, skip to the *** for the sexy times.

For the majority of my college career, I was in a long-distance relationship with my high school girlfriend. I went to an out-of-state university, and she went to a local college. We had been together since our sophomore year of high school, so we had all of the dances, all of the late night phone calls, and a lot of emotional development with each other. We were together for about five years, and for the first four of them, she didn’t want to have sex. Her mother and her half sister both had kids before they were 18, and my ex did not want to be the third girl in the family to have that happen. so for the first four years, I just got gud at fingering and giving oral (which served me wonderfully when we broke up). She was not the best at oral due to my being a bit girthier, but it was not the end of the world because I was ‘in love’. At that time, it was enough for me. We finally started having sex around our four year mark, and man, it was good. We were each other’s first, and the first time was awkward and cute and loving and fun as it should be. But practice made perfect, and she was perfect. I remember one time she was rolling her hips in time with mine as I slammed in and out of her and it was so good that I just started to cum without any warning. I ha pretty good orgasm control even then, but that one time I didn’t. I had to pinch off the rest and pull out. I didn’t tell her I came a bit in her and we dodged that bullet. Thank God for modern medicine.

I guess here’s the point where I tell you all about me – at that point, I was 6’6” and 205lbs of swimmer muscle with a thick 7″ member; since then, I have filled out to a solid 230. She was 5′ 8″ and maybe 115lbs, pale skin with beautiful freckles when she caught some sun, and a long mane of gorgeous brown hair. Most importantly, she was my physical archetype – barely C-cup tits that defied gravity and had the palest pink nipples that only got hard when they were in my mouth, and a GodPussy-level innie-pussy – perfect outer lips with just enough inner lips that, when she came, squeezed so hard that I was either stuck in her for about 30 seconds while she came or she forced me out. She was physically perfect to me to the point where when I was home alone jackin’ it four times a night, I didn’t have to watch porn or think about anyone except for her. Too bad she was an emotionally abusive bitch.

Anyway, we broke up because we never grew out of our childlike tendencies, weren’t able to communicate effectively, and it just didn’t seem like there was a shot at longer-term and meaningful adult relationship. I broke up with her, and despite being the one who ended it, I was still devastated by it for about six months. C’est la vie.

Fast forward to the fall of our senior year of college. I’m out at a party on a Tuesday night and was hanging out with my fuckbuddy’s [FB] teammates (love women’s soccer) when I started getting text messages from my now-ex. Guys (and girls), it was some pathetic stuff. All of the messages from her, about ten of them, were all in poorly-typed baby talk saying things like “Me miss you so much,” “Pweese come fuck me,” “I want you to stwetch me out.” I can’t remember exactly everything, but those three messages are burned in my memory. It was sad, it was desperate, and it was fucking hot. I didn’t immediately respond to her since I was at a party and drunk. Instead, I did best thing I could think of at that time. I immediately took FB upstairs and proceeded to rail the shit out of her. I felt like I won a major battle with my ex texting me first and needed to celebrate said victory with a woman. Bronn would have been proud. The sex was loud, since she was a screamer, and rough and headboard-against-the-wall physical; when we got downstairs we received a joking round of applause from some of her teammates. I left my phone alone the rest of the night and partied with the girls. My fuckbuddy and I fucked in the first-floor bathroom later that night. I was on cloud nine, at that point.

The next afternoon, I called my ex but she didn’t pick up out of embarrassment. She immediately texted me though as soon as I hung up. This isn’t verbatim, but roughly how the conversation went

Her: I don’t want to talk on the phone, I’m so embarrassed but I really want to see you

Me: So you were pretty drunk last night, huh? Want to take back anything you said?

Her: No I don’t. Yes I was drunk and horny. We need to talk. Do you want to come visit me this weekend? We can talk and I can feel you inside of me again

Me: I’ll leave Friday night.

Then, just to make clear what I planned for that weekend..

Me: I’m going to stay inside of you until I’m done. I’m gonna pour every drop in you. You’re going to feel it. You’re going to love it. You’re going to beg me for more.

Her: [Picture of wet panties].

She was soaked. The crotch of her underwear was completely saturated with her grool. She had on light blue panties, but that crotch was nothing but dark, wet blue.

For the one year we were together and having sex, she was on birth control and religious about taking it on time, but she never let me cum in her (knowingly) because of the aforementioned pregnancy fear. Totally understandable, as we were only 19/20 years old and a kid would have derailed our lives. At this point in time, though, I didn’t give a fuck. I wanted to fill that pussy up. And I wanted to do it dirty.

I had nothing to do that weekend, we had a weekend off for practice since the season wasn’t yet in full swing, so Friday afternoon after class, I packed up a bag, showered, and then went to fuck my FB one more time. Like I said, I wanted the first time my ex and I fucked to be filthy and dirty. I didn’t care about manners or hygiene or getting back together with her. This was for me. I cannot emphasize how much of a fuck I did not give about her at this point. So I went to my FB’s house, fucked her raw, and came deep in her pussy. I wanted my cock covered with my and another girl’s cum when I entered my ex and came fully in her for the first time. Fuck decorum. (Side note for those worried about STIs – I had been tested the month prior, as had my FB and we were exclusive at this point just because neither of us liked condoms. FB was on birth control and had a huge creampie fetish – win/win/win). And with that, my filthy cock and I drove up to fuck my pathetic ex.

I picked her up outside her dorm and took her to dinner. All of a sudden, I was so nervous and afraid of it being awkward or weird to see her again, but it wasn’t. It was like stepping into a tailored suit. All during dinner, I was just shooting her the smoldering eye and whispering all of the things I was going to do to her and I don’t know why or how, but it worked – I’m an attractive guy, but I’m also goofy and nerdy and at this point in my life I didn’t have the self-confidence to pull that kind of thing off, but it worked. She got flushed red and was squirming in her chair the whole time we were at dinner. We left and went back to her dorm. She pumped the brakes on sex because she wanted to watch some stupid fucking CW vampire show, but I was having none of that. She turned the TV on…

******SEX STARTS HERE******

I threw her onto her lifted double bed and ripped off her jeans. I kneeled at the side of the bed and came eye to eye with my Holy Grail of pussy. Her lacey red panties already had a nice wet spot about the size of a silver dollar on them, and the scent of her musk almost immediately filled her dorm room. I didn’t bother taking off the panties – she never wore underwear like that, I wanted to savor it for a bit – and immediately attacked her pussy through them. The intensity with which I ate her out took her completely by surprise. I will never forget her reaction – everything involving her head rolled. Her eyes rolled back, her head tilted her back until it bumped into the wall, and she started to moan uncontrollably. She wasn’t loud when we were together, so hearing her was a massive turn on. She grabbed my hair with both hands to pull my face as hard into her pussy as she could. I had her clit and lips in my mouth and was sucking and tonguing them through her underwear. She was moaning so loud that it seemed like she couldn’t control it. I finally slid her panties to the side and slipped two fingers in and worked her g-spot while my tongue lashed her perfect clit. I felt her hands leave my head and watched as they pulled her tits out of her bra and through the neckline of her shirt and rolled her nipples in her fingers. I could feel myself getting hard through my jeans at the sight. It only took about 3 minutes for her to cum the first time, after which I didn’t let up and fingered her faster and harder. Another two minutes of this, and she came a second time. I loved her shotgun orgasms, and now she was two orgasms up on me which I just how I liked it. Her pleasure was part of my selfishness. You guys know how great it is when you make a girl cum and how you feel…better.

After she settled down a bit, she suggested that we have sex but hold off on either of us cumming from it that time. I scoffed, said “Fuck that,” and ripped her underwear in half at the crotch, proceeding to make it a mess of shredded lace. I was so hard that my cock was curled up and almost hitting my stomach. Listening to her cum, seeing her pinch her nipples while I ate that pussy, and just the emotions that came rushing back with being with her again – to this day, I still have never been more aroused than I was that night.

I stripped and turned her body so she was lying in bed properly. I took off her shirt but left her bra on – the way her tits looked spilling over the cups, the gravity defiance they showed furthered on my arousal. I slicked up my cock on her soaked pussy and spread her perfect lips and slowly but steadily shoved it in all the way to the hilt. It didn’t go in easily or all at once like you see on TV. I kept pushing and could actively feel her stretch for me – she was so tight. I dug her out and she loved it. We fucked in missionary for about ten minutes, during which she came one more time (number 3). I told her I was about to cum and that I was going to cum deep in her. She moaned louder and wrapped her legs around my back, throwing her hips the way she did against my cock. I told her to look at me while I came and she did. Right at my release, we kissed and she bit my bottom lip, and I buried myself so deep in her that I felt the tip of my cock bumping into her cervix with every spasm, every jet of cum covering the back of her pussy. We laid like that for a couple of minutes, and I periodically thrusted in and out of her, feeling my cum lubricate her cunt. It was so wet between her cum and my cum. My FB’s cum on my cock didn’t lubricate, but I knew it was there. That fact kept me aroused enough that I didn’t lose my erection.

I pulled out of her and sat-up, watching the biggest load I ever shot pour out of her pussy. She grabbed a Kleenex and started to wipe up the mess, but I grabbed her wrist and told her, “I’m going to make you a mess tonight. You don’t need that.” She moaned softly, and I positioned myself up by her head. “Suck,” I said. “Clean me off.” She proceeded to rub my cock all over her face, wiping our brine on her cheeks and lips before putting the head in her mouth and sucking. I began to finger her pussy, gently this time, while she gently sucked me off. The mixture of our juices left her pussy lips and thighs absolutely coated with slick. She moaned and proceeded to give me her best effort at deepthroating me, taking about half of me in her mouth before licking the rest of my shaft clean. She licked off every drop of my cum, every drop of her cum, and every last bit of FB’s grool that was leftover on me from earlier that day. I was losing my mind with how hot it was. The entire time, my erection never subsided. That was the closest I ever had come to getting cock-worship, and it was only a bit of a turn on.

I wanted to cum in her pussy again, though. I rolled her over to her stomach and pulled her up to her knees. We had never done doggy while together because she was self-conscious about her asshole just because it’s an asshole and some people are self-conscious about those things, and I really wanted to feel the velvet glove that was her pussy on my cock from that angle. It took some effort to lower my cock down because of how hard I was, but I eventually lined up and slid right in all the way. This time, there was no struggle or stretching. Her pussy was ready for me, and gave no resistance. We fucked doggy for about five minutes before she rolled over and said she wanted to see me cum. I sat down, and she sat in my lap and rode me while facing me. I loved this position because I loved her tits and it gave me great access to them. I had one hand on her ass and was gently touching the back of her pussy, lubing my finger up. I slowly slipped my finger into her asshole up the first knuckly, which she loved. That hand stayed there while we were in this position. I took a breast in my mouth and sucked on it while I grabbed her other breast with my free hand. I flicked her nipple with my tongue and felt it get hard under my attentions. Once it was hard, I started to gently nibble on it with my teeth, which sent her over the edge. She was grinding her clit on my pubic bone this whole time and I was wiggling my finger in her asshole. All of the stimulation helped her cum for the fourth time in 45 minutes. As she came, she lost all strength and proceeded to take me entirely into her wetness her as I held her up – her pussy massaged the whole length of my cock and was unable to force me out. It was heaven. She was pretty done at that point and kind of plopped off of me onto her back. She told me she wanted to see me cum again, so I spread her legs as wide as I could and again fully inserted my length into her. I watched as her lips opened wide for me and stretched as I pumped in and out of her. I built up a nice, steady rhythm and proceeded to get close. I told her that I was about to cum, and she said the words every man wants to hear: “Please cum deep in me, I want to feel you cum deep inside of me.” I slowed my strokes down to really build up this orgasm since it was the third one of the day and I wanted it to be as big load as I could make it. Right as I really slowed down, almost to a stop, I thrusted in slowly and right as I began to pull back, I felt her clench the entire length of my manhood while I slowly slid out. HOLY. FUCK. I’ve never felt that before, and haven’t felt it again, sadly, but it sent me over the edge. I slammed all the way into her and rooted there while I proceeded to have the strongest orgasm of my life. I gasped a whole bunch of ‘oh fuck’s and ‘holy shit’s as she held me in her. I laid there in her arms and legs for a minute. Finally, I sat up and pulled out of her, watching the second load pour out of her onto her sheets. We had never fucked like that while together, and it was really overwhelming. There were some I love yous and I’ve missed yous thrown around, and we both took an ambien to get to sleep. The next morning, I woke up to her grinding sitting on my face and grinding her pussy into my mouth. I proceeded to eat her out, including biting her clit a bit. She came loudly. I started to pronebone her, but we heard her suitemate’s blinds get ripped open in the next room, and that cued the end of morning fun. We talked a bit, and I decided that I’d go home which was only two hours away from her school, and meet up with her on the drive back to my school. As I left, I looked at her sheets. There was a giant wet dry spot from where she leaked all night. It was almost enough to make me turn around and fuck her one more time, but at that point my mom was expecting me. I kissed her and fondled her perfect body good bye, and headed home.

That weekend provided the best sex I’ve had to date. We hooked up a few more times over the holidays, and during each one I came deep, deep in her hole. She loved it, saying that it was sensual and loved feeling it run out of her pussy onto her clit and asshole. Finally, she didn’t want to see me anymore and she started dating some douchebag baseball player and we never saw each other again. I met my now-wife two months after that ended, and the rest is history.

I’m a happily married man now, and I love my wife deeply, but if I ever got the opportunity to fuck my ex again, it wouldn’t be a question of would I. It would be a question of how many loads could I put in that pussy in the time given.

If you made it this far, thanks for reading. This is one of my hottest memories that I remember vividly, and I wanted to share all of the detail with you guys in the hopes that it turns you on even half as much as it does me. Hope you enjoyed.

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/d8v71l/mf_my_pathetic_ex_long