How [m]y love of femdom started.

So without giving away too much about my age, I reached the age of sexual curiosity at the perfect time. Broadband had just become a thing, porn was available seeminly on tap, and MSN messenger was at its peak.

Back then it seemed people would just randomly add you or vice versa so your contact list ended up being a handful of friends and then 100s of strangers. Anyway, I got chatting to a girl somehow and for a few months it was pretty tame, normal stuff. Type of music we like, what subjects we were studying etc. What fascinated me about this girl the most though is she was happy to admit to me that she was bi. Being reasonably anonymous I guess she felt comfortable sharing the secret.

Similarly, I had been experimenting with a close male friend and I’d never told anyone about it. Taking this as my chance to get some perspective on it I told her. This naturally led to lots of conversations about what we liked about guys and girls, what we’d done with either, what we wanted to try etc. And pretty soon we almost exclusively spoke about sex / general dirty things.

We would often have our webcams on and would spend hours every night just typing away and watching each other. It all changed one night when we went pretty heavy into some dirty talk and roleplaying. After working each other up we both decided we should flash each other. I realised now that this was what started my love of exhibitionism – I love the idea of someone looking at me, and it turns me on more than anything. It wasn’t long before that became quite regular and the flashing turned into masturbating together.

I was lucky enough to have a PC in my room so I had privacy but hers was in the lounge so while her screen was hidden, she definitely wasn’t most of the time. This led to plenty of instances where I was wanting to get naked together but she couldn’t. So she started giving me instructions, she’d ask me to strip for her while she was fully clothed and I loved that she had this power over me. I found it a bit humiliating being the only one nude but at the same time my erection told me I was loving it.

She would tell me often to take my clothes off and at the start she seemed to just want to watch me wank. But I guess it became a bit routinal and not long later she was telling me to do more and more.

It started with moving the camera closer etc, pretty easy stuff. But soon she was asking me to suck my fingers for her as if I was blowing someone. She’d ask me to bend over for her on the bed and show her my arse and arsehole (something I’d never done before.) She’d want me to touch myself all over my body but wouldn’t let me touch my cock. I’d often be dripping precum and shaking with horniness before I was allowed to relieve myself. It wasn’t long before she wanted to watch my finger my arse – again I’d never admitted this to anyone before and it felt really taboo at the time.

So I woud either lie on my back with my legs spread, or bend over, or sometimes I’d have my legs up on the desk with the camera in between and she would tell me to finger my hole. She’d tell me how many fingers to use, and how quickly or slowly I should go. And while it never (and still never sadly) has made me cum, I love the feeling and loved being told what to do even more.

I did this for her a lot, almost every time she asked. And almost every single time she wasn’t able to participate so she was just watching me. After fingering, she’d ask me to find various items from around the house that I could use on myself and I remember vividly using the bar of some dumbells that was made of metal. It was probably about 2-3 fingers in girth but being metal it was cold and felt amazing.

She would tell me to trap the bar under my matress so that it was pointing outwards and then she’d want to watch me on my hands and knees sliding my arse up and down it’s length. It was the sexiest I’ve ever felt, I felt very submissive and almost feminine if that makes any sense to you.

I remember after my first time doing that she asked me to bend over right in front of the camera and to spread my cheeks as wide as I could and there was a slight gape to my arsehole that she loved.

The last time we really did anything like this, she told me to lie on my back, and bring my legs over my shoulders before masturbating. She wanted me to cum on my own face and I happily did as I was told. I shot a huge load and it was running from my forehead to my chin. Her next instruction was to come close to the camera so she could see it dripping down my face before telling me to start licking up what I could. I ran my finger over my face and showed it dripping from the tip to her before sliding it in my mouth and sucking it off until I’d managed to clear up most of my face.

Ever since then I’ve loved femdom, I love having a girl tell me what to do and I’ve been searching for the same feelings ever since. Sadly in my real life I tend to fall into a more dominant role and haven’t found a girl since who was so eager to just watch and instruct but it’s still an absolute fantasty of mine and even writing this out has given me a throbbing erection that’s leaking precum everywhere even years after the memory.

Anyway, this probably isn’t as exciting as some posts but I just felt like sharing so if you have any questions or want to chat feel free!

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/d3nuxr/how_my_love_of_femdom_started