My [27F] first BWC [25M] – True story (warning: raceplay themes) (x-post from /r/Cuckold) [FM]

First time writing about my first BWC experience.. I’m not sure where to start or even how to go about this, but I’ve been getting a lot of requests for a success story update, so here I go! A little background story about me: raised in a conservative Korean family (brainwashed that sex/lust is bad), never masturbated before my current bf, and I’ve had 4 Korean bfs and of those I slept with only 3 guys total in my life, until Labor Day weekend.. I was a basic, (to my standards at the time) having sex with my bf maybe once or twice a month type of low sex-drive, boring, nervous, closed-minded, prude girl. (Yeah, I’ve come a long way since 3 years ago..) I’ve been with my current boyfriend for about 3 years and he planted the seed of this cuckold fantasy pretty early on in our relationship. And as you can rightfully assume, I was extremely reluctant. I honestly thought my bf was a super pervert with this out of this world fantasy which I never in a million years thought I’d actually bring to life! Over the course of 3 years, he’s continuously and soundly weathered down my prudence and skepticism one cum at a time. I always loved the idea of giving my bf sexual satisfaction (almost thought of it as my job) and one thing he ALWAYS gets off on is this cuckold fantasy. Talking about it for so many nights really helped desensitize the initial disgusting feeling and I slowly grew into the fantasy myself. About 1 year into the introduction of this fantasy, I casually started posting on reddit, starting with underwear pics and then eventually nude pics too. I was surprised there was even a community for me to anonymously post and receive feedbacks lol. As I’m sure most girls on [/r/AsiansGoneWild](https://www.reddit.com/r/AsiansGoneWild/) know, the flood of encouraging messages really boosts one’s confidence! So I had an encouragement boost to pursue this experience further with my bf’s guidance and decided to post my first ad in search for my bull about a year ago. I wasn’t as picky as I am now in the beginning, I promise ? I honestly didn’t know what I was looking for, until I met some of the guys.. One was too old, one had bad breath, some were too submissive, even too creepy? And another lured me into a private room, so I felt super nervous and awkward when I didn’t feel safe/in control. I’ve been through so many disappointments that I couldn’t find anyone I vibe with these past 2 years and I was ready to give up. I even thought that maybe I’m just not meant to sleep with BWC lol. The most recent disappointment I had to deal with was a flaky masseuse who I could write another entire story about. After booking/paying for the room myself, I confirmed with him that he was going to show up and he reassured me repeatedly that he would and he’s really excited to see me. I really put myself out there, and what do you know, he flakes on me. I didn’t think I could do this anymore. I expressed to my bf how depressed and unwanted I felt, and told him out of frustration I’ll never do this again! And decided to just go get a massage by a professional to decompress my stress. While I was in the massage, my bf mocked up the idea of a last minute ad on reddit (I was hopeless, didn’t think I’ll find ANYONE I’ll be interested to meet) so I said “Sure! Why the heck not, I have nothing more to lose!” I received more messages than I expected, at least hundreds, so unfortunately, I did not respond to most, one reason being because they didn’t include face pics. (I understand it’s a lot to ask, and it isn’t fair, but I needed someone who can take that leap of faith) But ONE guy stood out from all the messages, I actually missed his message because he didn’t attach any pictures, but my bf caught that he had included his public IG account! Lol I immediately appreciated his vulnerability for sharing his instagram with me (pretty active too, not a dead/fake acct) So we planned to meet at a bar! Of course, I had my guard up after being flaked on the same day. First impression: cute, nice smile, looks a bit shy.. hmm I wonder if he could be dominant in bed? (Lol still skeptical) We continued our pleasant intro convo, and I think I may have pretended to act more tough than how I actually felt inside because I didn’t want to repeat the awkwardness of my prior meetups when I was too much in my head lol and so I might have had one too many drinks to help with that. I would like to believe we vibed well (mutually), so we made our way up to my room… and I set up my phone to record my historic moment for my bf with my bull’s consent… The details of the actions that happened from this point forward are very blurred tbh but the feelings that he made me feel are so vivid it still gets me soooo wet. He was everything I was looking for, waiting for, and more in ways I didn’t even know was possible. Tbh, I never really understood the difference between Asian guys and white guys. By this I mean to say, I never appreciated the difference in size or the masculine features, because my bf was the tallest, biggest Korean guy I’ve ever been with, and although I recognized the difference between him and my smaller exes, the difference in feeling and sexual desire wasn’t that big. (Maybe because the Asian guys I’ve been with were more submissive and considerate towards me during sex) But, this experience really blew me away, the way he effortlessly took me and fucked me like I’ve never been fucked before, the way he went so deep into me that it hurt (in a good way). It felt like I was being conquered by a superior more masculine breed of man. I didn’t want him to stop. I didn’t want him to pull out, I wanted him to keep going, just keep going, I’ve never felt this way before in my life. I promised my bf I’ll use a condom since I’m not on birth control, but I was SO turned on and felt so submissive in the moment, I let him go bare! I couldn’t believe it, but it felt AMAZING? I just couldn’t say no to him.. I caressed his wide shoulders, his fit body and made out with him so passionately. Omg, I still cannot get over his BWC. I don’t usually have this yearning for sex, but this was something else. After the BEST SEX of my life, I came home to my bf who had stayed up all night waiting for me.. I immediately ran into his arms, and we cuddled.. I enthusiastically showed him my video, he was SO turned on, yet SO hurt and worried that I’d leave him? I would never leave my bf! I assured him, comforted him and thanked him for opening my world to this fantasy and for trusting me with his heart that I’d never leave him for a bull. After my first BWC experience, I’ve lost the little sexual attraction I had left for my bf and decided to stop having sex with him entirely.. he begs me everyday for sex, but I just lovingly calm him down and tell him he can’t satisfy me anymore and that I deserve a BWC. (This turns on my bf so much btw lol so it’s not as cruel as it sounds) So if there are any other Asian guys out there wanting to convince their gfs to cuckold them, let this be a warning to you, I just cannot look at Asian guys the same way I used to lol so you should make sure she loves you before trying this kind of experience. This was my first big step into this fantasy, and so far everything has been amazing, I want to do right by my bf and my bull, and be as honest and forthright as I can about everything. As long as I stick to that, I look forward to more sexy times and exploring this adventure with my bf♥️ Hey you, (to my bull) if you’re reading this, I hope to see you this weekend and you better be ready to fuck me again like last time! I’ll be dripping wet waiting for your BWC?

Screenshots from the video: [https://imgur.com/a/ew7deus](https://imgur.com/a/ew7deus)

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/d247xd/my_27f_first_bwc_25m_true_story_warning_raceplay