The Things I Do To Please Him [F]

I have a kik pal. Well more of a kik master. He was my first kik pal. First man other than my husband to see my tits. He reached out when I posted I wanted to dress like the slut I want to be. He helps me be…sluttier. Challenges me.

Last night was the hardest, and best, challenge yet. He asked me to go out on my deck, naked, at 1am, with a glass dildo, and fuck myself in the ass. He asked for video of my face so he could tell how it felt. He was kind and allowed me lube. He knows that I’ve only tried anal with my husband once and only used plugs otherwise, so it was a brand new experience for me.

I stood on my deck, one foot up on the bottom of the railing, and bent forward, resting one arm on the top rail. I started to record my face as I used my other hand to slide the dildo in. I was surprised it wasn’t as hard to do as I expected. And it didn’t hurt much. It actually felt good. I could see stars in the sky and the cool air felt good. I was excited the challenge was easier than I anticipated, and I was looking forward to anal with my husband again because I could tell I would be able to cum easily, given the right stimulation. I sent him the first video and awaited his instructions, all the while enjoying this new sensation.

He was pleased. And wanted me to go faster. And to thank him for the opportunity to please him. I was happy to. It was a completely new experience I would never have done without him. He wanted more. Wanted me to go faster. Wanted me to moan, in pleasure or in pain. So I did. And I moaned. It was pleasure and pain. It was starting to hurt. Glass isn’t as forgiving as human flesh, and my asshole had never been used like that, for that long, before. I was also starting to feel cold. It was 50 degrees and getting colder. And moths were attacking me under the deck light.

But he liked my moans. Wanted me to go even faster. So I did. To please him. He wanted me to tell him how it felt. So I did. “It hurts, but feels good. And it feels wrong. Which makes it feel better.” I hadn’t cleared anything like this with my husband. I wasn’t sure how he would react. I was worried what he would think of me if he woke up.

I was also hearing noises. I heard someone talking in the distance. I was in the middle of a dark neighborhood, standing on my deck with the deck light on me like a spotlight. I would’ve never known if anyone was watching me. I also heard noises like an animal was walking nearby down below. Sounded big. I was thinking of a recent mountain lion attack and I was scared. If I got mauled like that, it would be terrible for my family to leave that legacy. I was hoping it was just a moose or a bear.

But he was pleased. And he wanted me to go faster. Like he was pounding me without mercy. He wanted me to beg him to allow me to go inside. I wanted to but didn’t want to displease him. I was thankful for the permission to. I went as fast as I could, ignoring my sore elbow from the awkward angle. Ignoring the pain. There was no longer pleasure, only pleasing him. I begged him. Told him I was cold. My feet were numb. I was scared. That it hurt. I pleaded.

He was a kind master. After asking me to send him a video, on my knees this time, thanking him, I would be allowed to go inside. I did. Thanked him for taking me outside. Literally, and outside of my comfort zone. I thanked him for making me feel like a complete whore. And I thanked him for owning me.

He wasn’t sure he was done with me yet. He asked me to lay on my bedroom floor and continue with the dildo. So I did. He wanted to know how it felt to be in the same room as my husband, but pleasing him. I told him I was worried. He asked if he should be kind or cruel. I answered honestly. I wanted to beg him to be kind. But I wanted to please him more.

He was merciful. He allowed me to crawl into bed. He told me I pleased him and I felt like a kitten lapping up cream. I love it when he calls me “good girl”. It feels like he’s next to me, stroking my head. It feels warm and good. Can’t wait to please him again.

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/cuhhyz/the_things_i_do_to_please_him_f