The most degrading (and best) sex I’ve had [f]

First time poster, already posted in sluttyconfessions but wanted to share here too ;)

About a week ago I met this guy at a bar. A pro athlete. At first I didn’t really like him at all, not bad looking but kinda douchey vibes, not the guy I usually go for. I ended up giving him my number because I was drunk but decided not to answer the phone if he called. And call he did. Also texted me a bunch, didn’t answer tho. I thought this was the end of it but he somehow found out my place of work and showed up there.

At that point I decide to go and get a drink with him since I pretty much can’t avoid him anymore. I was very pleasantly surprised, our second meeting was nothing like the first and I end up quite liking this guy. I saw him a few more times and each time he treats me to expensive drinks and dinners.

At this point I’ve known this guy for a week and I really like him but had no intention of having sex with him so soon. I’ve only had sex with one man before (a long term boyfriend) and I didn’t consider myself the type of person who could have or enjoy casual sex. Boy was I wrong.

That night we had some drinks and then had the idea to go lay in the grass in a nearby park and watch the stars (at this point it’s like 1 am so park was empty). Things started to get a little bit handsy here and he asked me if I wanted to go to his place. At first I said no but then he took my hand and put it on his dick, he was hard and also very well endowed. It all made me a little light headed and I agreed to go to his place.

When we get there we strip and get on the bed and immediatly he grabs me by the hair and pushes my head down to indicate he wanted a blow job. It felt so disrespectful and so hot at the same time. About after a minute or so he tells me to lay on my back and proceeds to push inside me. It hurt like hell (it’s been a while since I last had sex and ex was nowhere near his size) . He asked me if it hurt and I said yes and he just kept going. In that momemt I realized how meaningless I am to him, and it kinda turned me on at the same time. My ex would never treat me like this. After a few minutes he turns me over and pushes in my ass. Again this hurts like hell but I don’t stop him. When he cums he gets up without asking me anything.

I go to shower and to fix my make up. I’m looking myself in the mirror trying to find some kind of remorse for what I’ve done, giving my body to use for this man that obviously didn’t care for me at all. I didn’t find any, this meaningless hookup was the best sex I’ve ever had. When I left he squeezed in my hand a $50 note “for my taxi home”(the taxi is $3 lol) . I regret nothing.

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/cqd0yw/the_most_degrading_and_best_sex_ive_had_f