I never get to tell this story so the good people here hopefully enjoy it.
In my college days I had a friend I will call Jen for this story. She was a quiet shy girl who I friended and we would always talk to each other about life and our relationships. There was an obvious attraction but we never acted on it for 2 years.
My final year of college, while we were both in committed relationships is when things started to escalate. One night she was over we were watching TV and just started to cuddle. Now, she was a very petite brunette with massive breast that turned me on so of course… I got hard wearing basketball shorts… and she noticed.
Next thing you know we start making out. About an hour in she finally just reaches up my shorts and starts to jerk me off until I cum in my pants. I clean myself off and she has to go… just the first night.
This becomes a regular thing and finally I start to finger her to get her off, which was always easy to do, and her orgasams were intense!
I asked if we could have sex and she would always tease my cock outside her panties and always say we couldn’t…
Finally comes the oral. Jen gave the best blowjobs I have ever received and was one of only 2 girls to make me come in this fashion. Best part is she would always finish me on her huge breast! This was our usual morning routine for the year so we always clean up and go to class.
Then she started getting me nude and she would be down to her panties. She would get on top and grind on my cock until she got off then she would blow me on to her tits. Remember, sex was off limits so I never got past her panties except with my fingers and mouth.
She even thanked me one day while she was sucking me off for allowing her to do so because it helped her skills with her boyfriend, needless to say that set me off with a huge load that day!
This happen for a while year, then we graduated and moved on. her coming over first thing for us to get each other off to start our day, sometimes shortly after my girl left. I still jerk to her pics and think about her rack all the time but nothing was better than my friend with benefits who got me off every day… except that I still would love to have sex with her to this day…
Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/cput6r/mf_my_friend_with_benefits_without_the_sex
I get the need for penetration, trust me. But I would argue that you indeed did have sex with this girl, sounds like you shared a really nice connection there for a long time and got each other off a lot…soooo how is that not having sex really?