My longtime crush [F]

Since I was a teen and started to listen to metal music I had a huge crush on one guy from our metalhead’s community – he was nine years older than I and not particularly good looking, but I liked his taste of music and his style of clothes. But the problem was he was always in a relationship with some or other girl and later on he married one, so I did not even had a chance to actually do something with him. But a couple of weeks ago, I heard that he got divorced recently and one night at our local metalhead’s bar I saw him with a couple of buddies, but no girls around. And that crush in me was still alive. I was already quite drunk so I went to him and started to talk. He did not show any interest in me, so I went a bank and told him how I liked him for about ten years now and if he wants, I can make him very happy tonight. But his answer was… “Sorry I am not into a fat girl”. That’s it. I felt so humiliated. Yes I know I am not a pretty girl and so, but being rejected like that… He then look at me again and said: ” But you have quite a cute face. So if you ask me very nicely, I may let you suck my dick tonight.” Normally I would be disgusted by that tone and attitude, but right now… I was drunk and it was my chance with him, so I asked “Can I suck your dick tonight?”. He just laughed ” No no, beg like a slut you are”. I went with his game and said “Please let this slut suck your dick”. His friends heard that( that was clearly his intention) and looked at us curiously. He turned to them and said ” I think that fat slut wants my cock” and to me “Right, bitch?” I already couldn’t back down from that and just said loud enough to his friends to hear “Yes this dirty slut begs for your dick and your cum”. He replied ” Alright alright” and took me to the toilet of the bar. Then he lowered his pants and ordered me “On your knees slut and lick my balls first”. And there I was, on my knees in a dirty toilet licking balls of a guy who just called me fat and slut multiple times in the last five minutes. But I was turned on like hell. And he was too – his dick was hard so he took my head and started to fuck it. It was no blowjob, it was full facefuck. But I let him to have it his way. And after a couple of minutes he told me ” Keep it in your mouth, don’t swallow it” and finished in my mouth. “Open it” ordered he and then he took his phone and took a photo “For my friends” explained he and went to the door. There he stopped and said “I will let you know when you will be able to suck me again” and then left.

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/co37sx/my_longtime_crush_f