So I’ve set up this account as there will hopefully be more to tell in the next few weeks. If this is ok with everyone and they enjoy it I’ll be happy to post further chapters!
So a little background (I’ll insert a sex starts here! For the people that want the smut). I live in the UK and am 28 years old. I’ve known I was Bisexual since I was 17 but I’ve had a girlfriend for the last ten years. I was completely open with her and told her when we first met that I was bisexual. However I’ve never admitted this to anybody else.
This time last year we split up. It was amicable and I never cheated on her but I’d be lying if I said I’d never watched porn and even messaged some people. I think she cheated on me but it’s kind of irrelevant. We both knew we were done.
For the longest time I wanted to be alone, but after so long I started to have needs. I downloaded a popular app for gay dating and decided to speak to some people and see where it goes.
Most of it was a complete waste of time. I made the mistake of mentioning I didn’t want a serious relationship and just got dick pic after dick pic.
Eventually I got talking to one guy, James (names changed for privacy) he was super nice and we had a few things in common. He was also kinky which helps. I’ve always wanted to be a submissive and he was totally on board with that. After a few months I agreed to go to his. I remember my chest pounding as I got into the car. He was taller than me and leaner, with a beard and smart hair cut. It felt like the longest time waiting for him to get to the door. As he answered all I could muster was “am I ok to just chat for a while” he just smiled and said sure!
We talked over it being my first time and he was super sweet about how nervous I was. He said it was understandable and said we can do whatever I’m comfortable with for now. He then said let’s go upstairs.
(Sex starts here!)
I entered the room and his demeanour changed. He knew my limits and what I wanted. He told me to strip as he lay on the bed. He’d removed his shirt and was wearing a pair of pyjama bottoms. I lifted my shirt and then, super nervous, slid down my jeans. “And your boxers” he commanded and I did so. Then he told me to climb in the bed.
As soon as I got there he pounced on me, kissing me so intently. His tongue explored my mouth and I moaned into him just from the kiss. His hand had grabbed my chest to pull me in and I took it and gently pushed it towards my throat. He took the hint and closed his hand around me, still kissing me so hard.
I explored his body with my hands and worked them into his bottoms, I touched dick for the first time. He was huge! I’m 5 and half and this guy was at least two inches bigger, with a bend upwards. All I managed was “wow” and he laughed into my mouth. I rubbed him a little but I know that would only keep him going for so long. He took his hand from my throat and wrapped it in my hair pulling my head back from him. “Show me how badly you want me” he said then forced my head down. I readjusted and, for the first time in my life, kissed another mans dick. I caressed it a little, then licked from the base all the way to the top, using any of the tricks I’d picked up over the year. As I took him in my mouth for the first time I remembered a thing my ex would do as she would whirl her tongue over my head. I tried it and he actually bucked into my mouth! It felt amazing. I could have sucked his dick all night, I had so much fun. But he had other ideas.
He grabbed me and kissed me clearly tasting himself. Then he grabbed me and pushed me to the bed. He was into CBT. He grabbed my balls hard and my head, then roughly jerked me. He told me what a slut I was still agree to do this for a stranger. He made me beg him to stop (we had a safe word). He got faster and faster until he gave me an orgasm so intense I had to bite into the back of my hand. I came all over myself as I felt his grip loosen on me.
I cleaned up and then he got back on the bed, this time lying face down. “I need a massage” he said in the same way you might ask for a cup of tea. I massaged him on my knees between his legs. I’ll level with you, I suck at massages so it wasn’t long until I gave up and just started kissing his back and neck. I slowly moved my way down to his ass cheeks.
I gave them deep kisses on both but, I’m sorry to say, this is where I chickened out a little. He clearly wanted me to rim him but I just got cold feet and panicked. He was super nice about it again though and kissed me, telling me not to worry. He turned over and let me worship his cock a little more. This time from between his legs.
I felt his hand move mine away so that they were gripping the bed as I took him in my mouth. He started to fuck my face and I was in heaven, drooling all over his amazing dick. He started making me try to get deeper and hold it every time and I’m proud to say I almost took him all down! After a little more face fucking I looked up and said “can you cum in my mouth sir?”
He slapped me hard and it shook me. “You don’t deserve it, get on your back slut”.
I did as he told me while I waited for what was coming next.
“I’m going to cum all over you slut beg me for my cum”
Without hesitation I started saying “please sir? Please cum all over me I need it so bad. I want to feel your load all over me”. And then I felt rope after rope hit my stomach, chest, arms. Shoulders.
He collapsed next to me and I lay there for a little while before cleaning up a second time.
I kinda rushed out of there because I needed to process it all. I felt a little bad running out on him like that but I’ve got to be honest the reality of what I’d just done hit me hard.
I came to the conclusion that I enjoyed what we did but he didn’t get the Dom thing. I suspect he said it because he wanted to fuck me and did his best to be a “Dom” but I don’t think it came naturally to him. He didn’t get the servitude side, the psychologically aspect of it. The nature of being a submissive. What we did was great but I was looking for a d/s experience that went so much further than just “choke on my dick”.
I decided to explore Dom’s that were hopefully closer to my tastes…
Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/cjuoqt/my_first_male_on_male_experience